Luhan

He just left my apartment without another word. I couldn't control the tears that flooded my face as soon as the door shut closed.

I knew I should have told him a long time ago that I was a hermaphrodite but I was so scared. It's not like I could just go up to him and say 'Hey sweetheart. By the way I'm a man outside but a woman inside. So yeah'. Not the easiest thing to do.

Because I was afraid I had to be careful. My mother is a doctor and so she had warmed me that I could get pregnant if I wasn't careful. And so I did everything I could to make sure I was safe. My sister had told me when we first moved here together to tell Yeol the whole truth but it was hard. I was so scared to lose him. I love him so much and never want to lose him no matter what. I moved all the way from China for him. That's how much I loved him.

When I started getting sick I didn't think it was anything serious. After telling my mom my symptoms she immediately told me to get a pregnancy test. I thought she was crazy. I had gotten and injection contraceptive and it had worked so well so far.

She called a friend of hers and I decided to just follow her instructions and go for a full checkup. I had locked myself in my room for a full 24 hours before having the guts to call Yeol. I had no choice. I had to tell him the truth and the current situation.

It was very unlikely but I was hoping that by some miracle he would understand and forgive me for keeping such a big secret from him. But it had all blown up in my face.

Any reaction would have been better than him silently leaving the apartment. Him lashing out at me in anger would have been better than the silent treatment.

He wouldn't take my calls or answer my messages. All I could do was cry all day and ignore everyone else. I did it for a whole week.

I was shocked when I heard my bedroom door open and right before me stood Yeol but before I could say a word everything went blank.

"Is he going to be okay doctor" I heard a familiar voice as I regained consciousness. I still felt tired and weak and so I didn't try to open my eyes.

"If you follow my instructions he will be fine"
"And...and our baby"
"They are both fine. His body is stressed and malnourished. He needs to eat properly especially since he is now eating for two. He needs to also take some..." The doctor explained further all that I needed but I didn't care about all that. What I needed was Yeol. Only having him on my side would make it all better.

I was brought out of my thoughts and struggled to open my eyes when I felt a hand caress my cheek gently.

As soon as my vision cleared I saw Yeols concerned face. I was about to speak when he placed a finger on my lips, "Shhh... Don't say anything. Please listen to me" he said before his hand caressed my cheek again as he took a deep breath.

"Firstly I love you. Never forget that. No matter what I love you and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I know we are still young but I know what I feel and I know I only ever want to be with you. Second I'm sorry. I was shocked and angry you kept this from me but ignoring you wasn't the best way to deal with it. I'm sorry for ignoring you and hurting you."

"I'm still trying to grasp the truth but you need to know I have made a decision. I'm not going anywhere. I accept who you are. Every part of you. This is way ahead of schedule but I always imagine having a family with you. I thought we would adopt but now you're actually pregnant with our child. It's so awesome but I'm also petrified at the same time. I love you Luhan and I'm here for you and our baby" Yeol said and I was in tears halfway through. What did I do to deserve him?

"I... I love you too Yeol. Thank you for accepting me and not leaving me. Not leaving us"

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Luhan and Yeol have a bumpy road ahead of them. What do you think about the couple?