My mind wailed as the world spun around me almost as if it was trying to let my grip slip from it's remains of life. Silent tears trickled down my face bitterly, defeated.

A thousand pound breaths drummed out of my mouth as the red rain pattered on my window and the lightning struck through my heart, earning more tears to fall down my face.

The thunder roared downstairs, yelling at one another as the ceiling reached out a desperate hand, trying to help me get up but it was too out of reach.

The curtains hugged the windows as if they were afraid of me, no, they were afraid of what was around me. 

My lamp which hung from the ceiling giggling as it hung from it's tail on the ceiling, swinging left and right I watched it as my eyes shined with hopelessness.

My insides melting, my chest numb, the sound of raging heartbeats bolted up the stairs and fists punched the door, my eyes remaining on the lamp who continued to laugh,

I felt my lower lip tremble as more tears jumped out of my eyes and rolled down my face. Heart skipping a beat from a weird sound emitting from my mouth, and goosebumps cuddled my skin.

The odd noise similar to a cry, my phone continued to jump up on the floor, protesting and yelling at me. Flickering on and off as if a child was playing with a light switch.

White boxes raced down my lock screen. The cheers of my phone echoed around the room as yellow cylinders of all shaped and sized circled around me like sharks.

The cylinders all sorts of shapes and sizes. All. Empty. Words flew past me as voices rang in my ears. All of them alarmed or shrieking I felt fear slowly sink inside my heart as realization hit my head.

Eyes bolting open, an inhuman screech blasted out of my mouth as pain hit me like ice. Chest thrusting upwards as blood sputtered out of my mouth and flying onto the floor and my shirt,

I continued to scream and writhe around on the floor, kicking the cylinders and tossing my hands in whatever direction there was.

 Rain poured down my cheeks and a waterfall on my chin, I yelled once more, hoping he would hear me. Shrieking and wailing, I caught a cylinder inside the grasp of my left hand.

Squeezing it violently, my eyes seemed to grow bigger as the lamp struck the ceiling violently. The curtains dancing and singing as my phone continued roaring,

my breath got caught in my throat, and I instantly froze. My back slowly pressing against the floor eventually my head ended up landing on the cold, dead floor as well.

This is where I die. I guess this is it......

A single tear falling as my chest slowly squeezed myself, suffocation as silent whispers of breathing out and breathing in, trying to continue to live, failed.

My lip shaking violently, I scrunched my eyes closed as my fists clenched into tight balls until my knuckles were an icy white.

The lamp swinging back and forth the last thing I would see, I dropped one of my arms onto my chest, clenching the sinned paper tightly inside of my hand.

This, is for being worthless. Eyes sliding down, my heart wrenched one last time before I shook out a single breath from my body, and the world slowly slid away.

Reaching out a hand to the shrinking world I knew, trying to latch onto the lamp and clutch it in my hands I opened my mouth to scream in fear but nothing came out of my mouth.

The huge waves of mourn rising above my head, preparing to crash down. A single tear slid down my face as I watched it pierce towards me, rising like the sun would in the morning, and the night for me to go.

Not wanting to leave, I reached my hand out even farther, seeing a blurry picture of my blue room and the lamp that continued to laugh and swing around I scrunched my eyes shut,

trying to reach as far as I could. The water reaching my ankles and the wave awaiting for me to accept my fate I flinched, slowly shrinking my hand back until I felt something catch it.

Fingers interlocking with mine, tears of relief spread down my face as I crumpled to my knees, the water remaining but the tidal wave slowly backing away I screamed in relief. 

I'm safe....Please...Don't let go...waterfalls spawning on my eyes the rain poured away, the screams echoing around me as I felt hands embrace me and bring me to their chest.

I reached out my hands to cuddle them, but realized I couldn't and faltered, but keeping my hand locked with whoever it was, my eyes widened when I realized I wanted to know who it was.

Squinting at the blurry picture, my heart stuttered to see his piercing brown eyes looking at me in mortified terror.

Sky........

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