Soon she'll be gone

,,I'm not lying."
She said, lying to me again.
,,Why do you always keep such a distance from me?"
I asked her directly.

,,What?"
Shock was building in her eyes.
,,Why do you keep me so far away from your private life, your problems and your worries? Don't you trust me?"
She shook her head hastily.

,,I just don't have any problems I could tell you about, otherwise you'd know them!"
I looked at her in disbelief.

,,Your body was full of injuries, you had cried and now you want to tell me that you don't have any problems? I do not understand you. Stop leaving me like this!"
A tear ran down my cheek.

,,Why are you like this, please tell me why you won't tell me?"
At my words she clenched her hands in fists.

,,Because soon they won't matter anyway!"
And with those words, she ran away.
I stood still and watched.