I stood on top of the bridge making the biggest decision of my life.

My life has always been about decisions but I always made the wrong one's

I looked at the pill bottle in my hand I tipped the pillbox into my hand, making sure the pills went into my hand

I swallowed all the pills which were a whole container with a bottle of alcohol

I felt tears running down my face as I swallowed them but I had to do this, no, in fact, I need to do this.

I sent a message to each of the girls, I owe that much to them as I was meant to them for years and tore their friendship apart...

Flashback

I looked up and was laid on the ground a big hole in the ground I felt weak and tried to stand up but found it hard

I saw smoke coming from where I was and I started coughing from the impact of it

"You will never rule Equestria, any power you may have had in this world is gone. Tonight you've shown everyone who you really are you've shown them what is in your heart" Twilight said with a fierce and determined look on her face

I saw everyone peering down at me and I immediately felt bad for what I put everyone through these last few years and I saw their hurt and angry faces

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I didn't know there another way" I cried looking at twilight who looked really mad

"The magic of friendship doesn't just exist in Equestria, it's everywhere," she said looking at her friends and smiling as they smiled back at her

"You can seek it out, or you can forever be alone the choice is yours

"But all I've ever done since being here is drive everyone apart, I don't the first thing about friendship," I said

my face was covered with scars and my tears streaming down my face onto the floor making a puddle

"I bet they can teach you," Twilight said grabbing my hand and helping me stand up while smiling at me

End of flashback

I threw my bottle on the floor hearing it smash onto the floor the little pieces littered onto the floor

Yeah sure twilight they definitely 'taught me friendship' I said to myself clearly annoyed at myself and the world

I then grabbed a piece and cut my arm so it started bleeding but I didn't care anyway

I then stood up and took a few breathing in looking at the view before I got ready to jump

I then took a leap but as I was about to something grabbed me

I turned around in anger and turned to see...

To be continued...

A/N
Hey guys, now before you say anything I'm not back yet even though I updated

I only updated as I felt the need to and I kinda feel how Sunset does right now...

This will probably be my last update for a while...

I saw all your messages and I really appreciate it so thank you

And honestly I cried while reading them and it's probably weird that I kinda laughed at Rainy178028 and Baileydash613 ones they put on their announcements

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