Marinette's pov

I wake up with a start. Something woke me up. It' wasn't my alarm, Tikki, or my parents. Wait... What day is it?!?!

I jump out of bed and look at my phone. "May 15" it read

My eyes widen and a smile crosses my face. The medication's worn off. But, that means... My smile falls. That means it'll have to be readministered. I shake my head. No. not again. NEVER again. I'm mentally-instable, so what!? I don't want to be pricked and injected anymore. My instability just makes me who I am.

Tears fill my eyes as I think about being changed again. 'I don't want to be normal again. I NEVER want to be normal again!!' I think as I rush and gather up all my money and a few clothes and dump them into a bag. I go to my vanity and take out the miraculous box and toss it into the bag as well. I look at my phone again and it reads, "4:02 am". I smirk and tip-toe down into the bakery.

I gets croissants, muffins, bread, and buns. I go back upstairs and get bacon, sausages, pancakes, cheese, and patties. I look over everything and realized something3. I slowly turn around and quietly dart back to the bakery and get an assortment of donuts and cookies. I go back to the kitchen and put all the food in a separate bag so it doesn't get into my clothes.

I look at my phone again. "4:56" I get all my things and head to the school. As I thought, the school isn't open yet. I go around back and unlock the basement door. I may have stolen the key from Mr. Damocles' office awhile back.

I go inside and place my bags on the table. I go to the refrigerator and power it up before getting my food bag and putting it in the fridge. I have ANOTHER sudden realization and look down. I... left the house in my pjs. I zip open my clothes bag and change into a black cami top, black ripped shorts, and black flats.

I look into a full-length mirror and look at myself.

"Hm.." I take my hair out of it's regular pigtails and put it in a ponytail.

(Ignore the dreamy look and Tikki)

I look at my phone and it reads, "5:17am". I leave the basement and go to the school entrance.

After school

I notice Adrien looking at me and frown. He walks up to me.

"Hey, Marinette. I um couldn't help but, notice you avoiding me."

"I was." I reply venomously

Adrien flinches. "Well, if's about yesterday, I'm sorry."

"'Sorry' SORRY!?!?" I snap, tearing up, " Sorry, won't heal rejection. Sorry won't keep me from realizing the my crush, from the beginning of the year by the way, rejected me for someone who isn't around anymore!"

"What do you mean??" Adrien asks, worried for  Ladybug

"I mean, she came to me last night and said she isn't going to be around anymore! She left!! She's GONE!" I say, crying

I try to leave, but Adrien holds me back. "Why would she leave?"

"How am I supposed to know." I rip my wrist away from him and run away in the direction of the bakery, but slip away to the school's basement. I get inside and lock the door.

Flashback:

"I'm gonna do it! I'm gonna tell Adrien my feelings for him." I said, determinedly

"That's great, girl!!" Alya cheered me on

I walked up to Adrien and tried not to die.

"A-Adrien?"

Adrien turns around and smiles, "Oh hey, Marinette."

"Could...Could I talk to you for a second??" 

"Sure."

We walked to an empty classroom and Adrien looked at me.

"So what did you want to talk about?" he asks

"I...um...I l-love yo-u. I have for a long while now." I said, my face turned down and red

"Oh... S-Sorry, Marinette, but I love someone else."

In that second, my heart was crushed. Shattered, stomped into oblivion.

"O-oh. Could...um...may I ask who the lucky girl is?" I said, trying not to burst into tears.

"Um...Ladybug." he said, blushing

"Oh...W-Well, I gotta go. See ya." I said, before running away

At Home

"Marinette, don't cry." Tikki said

"Why not, Tikki?!?! If I had never met you, Adrien wouldn't have rejected me!! It's all your fault!" I yelled

"Marinette, what are you gonna do??" Tikki asked, worriedly

"What I should have done a long time ago." I said, before taking off the earrings.

I looked up and didn't see Tikki. I  put the earrings into the miraculous box, went to my vanity, opened a drawer and tossed the box in.

Flashback End

I'll escape tonight. I can go to that abandoned mansion and set up there. It'll be my hide away. I'm not gonna be injected again. Never again.