Chapter Five.

Guys. I want to you all to just take a moment and watch the video I attached. It's from A Choice With No Regrets OVA (Part 2). It was just released today (Wednesday), (only raw so far).
It doesn't contain huge spoilers, just a few scenes.
I know a shit ton of people say Levi is just moody and emotionless. And I want you all to watch the video, and try to reconsider that. For me, I think Levi is totally the opposite from emotionless. He's one of the emotional people in the whole show.
I fucking cried like a baby throughout the whole episode. It hit me so hard.
In the video I attached, it's of Levi fighting a titan, while screaming and sobbing. I won't tell you why he's crying, because it will give a humongous spoiler away. If you read the manga, you'll know. It broke my heart.
Levi will always be one of my favorite characters.
He's been through so much, and I hate seeing people call him "boring, emotionless, moody, etc." Because it's so untrue.
Sorry for the rant, I just thought I would share! And please, watch the new ova episode! Go to YouTube, and literally search "Dank Meme squad" it'll come up. If you haven't seen the first part of the OVA, PLEASE WATCH PART 1 FIRST. You'll ruin it for yourself if not!
Anyway, let's get on with the reading!~~~

Levi's POV

I sat.

I sat and waited.

They never came. The gates were still opened, but not for long. They would be closing at any time of the hour. But not a sight of them has been seen.

The sun's heat belted onto me, causing me to sweat. I could already tell I had a forming sun burn on my arms and neck. I may have or may not have been sitting out here for over 2 or so hours, just waiting for their appearance.

There were heavy foot steps walking up from behind me. I didn't really care who it was.

"They should be back by now." I whispered.

"They will." Erwin muttered, walking up beside me.

I turned around, looking at his face, wearing a serious, yet worried expression. "But what if they don't come back?"

He looked at me for a long moment, before sighing and staring at the still opened gate. "Eren told you not to worry, right? You're worrying, Levi."

"How the fuck can I not right now?" I barked, rubbing my temples. "I can't just react with a positive attitude right now."

He sighed again, walking closer to me as I turned back around to face the gate. I felt his hand pat my shoulder, gently. "Don't give up, man. They'll come."

I heard his footsteps getting faint, letting me know I was alone once again. Not that I really wanted company. I was perfectly fine with being alone.

Sighing, I laid down on the hot grass. I rested the inside of my right arm on my eyes, closing them. Normally, I would have thrown my guts up at the dirty feeling of sweat that was on me, but it didn't bother me right now for some certain reason. It's almost gross at how much Eren has changed me.

It wasn't but 5 minutes later, when I heard the familiar, loud noise of the gates closing. My eyes shot open, and I quickly jumped to my feet, noticing that the rest of the group was now standing around the gate.

I ran forward until I was right in front of the now closing gate. I still didn't see Eren and the rest of the group, which had my breathing come to a much faster pace. "No, no, no, no..." I trailed off, repeating the word over and over, as I got louder and louder. "Eren?!" I yelled out at the top of my lungs.

It was quiet for a short moment, which felt like eternity for me.

"Levi!" I heard a faint yell of my name. It was Eren. And he sounded in pain.

"Eren?!" I yelled back, wanting another response. The gate only had about 15 more seconds until it would be completely closed.

Eren was then in my view, at the most of 20 feet in front of the closing gate and I. In his arms, was a person. I couldn't tell who, but they may as well have been dead by the odd shape their neck was in.

"Eren! Run!" I screamed, over the loud noise the gate was making as it was almost done closing.

Eren's pace quickened, but he soon stopped, dropping the person who I was in his arms along with the sudden stop.

What the fuck?! He just gave up.

I felt arms grabbing at me, along with them yelling at Eren, telling him to get back up and run.

There was no way he could make it now. With only about 5 seconds left of the gate closing. There was no way he could make it.

I bit my hard enough to draw blood, and clenched my hands up into fists. I was about to do something I knew deep down that I shouldn't do. But there was no way I could back down now.

It almost seemed as if everything was now in slow motion, as I pushed the hands that were tightly gripped onto my shirt, away. I felt my feet then begin to run towards Eren, outside of the gate, outside of this wall.

I couldn't stop myself now. It was all too late. As soon as my feet touched the ground outside of the wall, the gate immediately closed, barely grazing my skin and tearing my shirt in the process, with the long, sharp edges.

The gate wasn't your normal gate. It didn't have any holes to see through. Once the gate was closed, you couldn't see anything beyond it, just the gate. Therefore, I couldn't see back inside the gate, where everybody else was, probably yelling at how stupid of a move I just made.

I was having mixed emotions about my recent act. I was pissed off at myself for going against the rules, and how stupid I was to actually go out into danger when I was even ready yet to face Titans. But then, I was happy I did this. I was now with Eren, and I could protect him.

"Are you fucking stupid?" I heard his voice. It was a quiet, painful whisper. He was sitting on his knees, on the ground right behind the unconscious body of a girl.

"Yes." I muttered back, catching my breath.

"You shouldn't have done that. We're basically dead now." He replied, rubbing his sweaty forehead.

"I couldn't just leave you out here alone, stupid." I hissed back.

He sarcastically chuckled. "Thanks but no thanks."

"Eren, shut the fuck up." I said, sighing.

"You don't understand. You know that you're not even ready to be out here. You just put yourself in danger."

"You think I don't know that?!" I yelled, not even really wanting to talk about this right now, or ever. "Just-, what happened?" I asked, referring to the unconscious Petra.

"She's dead." He whispered, glancing down at her. "We were all doing an amazing job. We killed a Titan, and was on our way back to the gate. But we got attacked by a mob of them." He paused, gripping on to his hair. "They're all dead, Levi." His eyes then began to water, and his voice sounded broke. "I couldn't do anything to stop it. They were everywhere! I couldn't help them!"

He went on and on, saying he fucked up. I shook my head repeatedly, walking towards him, bending down and wrapping my arms around his shoulders. "Eren, it's not your fault." I whispered as he buried his face in the crook of my neck, drenching my shirt in the process. I didn't give a shit.

"It is, t-though. I f-fucked up big t-time, Levi."

"Stop." I started, pulling back from the embrace, staring straight into his eyes. "Stop that. You didn't fuck up. You did the best you could do, and that's all you needed to do. Now get up, we need to get out of here."

I began to pull him off his knees, but he protested loudly. "N-No, Levi! I can't leave her!"

I looked down at Petra. She was a bloody mess, with her neck in a very gross position. "Eren, she's dead. There's nothing we can do for her anymore."

"No, please, she might not be dead!" He yelled. His hands rolled into fists as he began to look angry, furrowing his eyebrows.

Sighing, I bent down to Petra's chest. I put my ear up to where her heart would be located, listening if I could hear a heart beat.

"Eren, I'm sorry." I whispered after a minute, after hearing no pulse at all. "She's gone." Eren's tears started again, rolling down his cheeks. "You did all you could, Eren. Please get up. We have to get out here."

"C-Can we at least put her somewhere?" He mumbled, attempting to pick her up again, but not doing a well job.

"Are you hurt?" I asked, seeing blood on his shirt.

"That can wait, j-just help me." He ordered, picking up her legs.

I made my way over to the front of the deceased body, grabbing her by her shoulders, lifting her up. We took her beside a tree, laying her besides the trunk.

Eren caressed her face once more, before nodding towards me and began to walk away from the tree. I grabbed his hand, weaving my fingers through his and squeezing. "You did good, Eren."

He nodded, not really wanting to agree with me, but just not wanting to talk about it anymore. Which is obeyed.

"Now, answer me. Are you hurt?" I asked, stopping us in our tracks.

"It's just my arm, nothing bad." He mumbled, gesturing to the arm I wasn't holding. "I ran into a tree, that's all."

I quickly spun him around to get a closer look at his injured arm. It was in an odd shape, and he hissed when I touched it. "It's dislocated. We need to find shelter before I can fix it." I mumbled.

"Too bad you don't have the gear on." He mumbled.

I didn't respond to him, but looked into his eyes, and looked back at the tree.

"Y-You can't be serious..." He said.

"Eren, we don't have much of a choice." I replied, quickly running back to the tree where we left Petra. "We've gotta get out here as soon as we can, before the Titans see us."

Eren only groaned in response as he watched me take the harness and 3DMG off of Petra's deceased body. As soon as I got the harness off, I began to slip it into my body as fast as I could.

Halfway through, I not only heard, but felt loud stomps coming from afar. I could tell it wasn't thunder, it was a Titan.

I slowly looked up towards Eren, and he was looking past me, at the Titan. "L-Levi, we gotta go, h-hurry up!" He exclaimed, running over to help me putting on the harness, not really giving a shit at how tight he made them on my thighs and chest.

As soon as the harness was on me, Eren grabbed my wrist and we began to run to an area with trees, so it would be easier to use our 3DMG's.

"You see over there, with the huge tree? We'll go there and hide and find shelter!" He yelled over the harsh wind that was blowing past us as we ran.

I searched for the large he was speaking of, and saw an abnormally large tree about a half a mile away. I nodded, though he wasn't paying attention. But something caught my eye beside the area by the tree. "What are we going to do with that, then?" I asked loudly, pointing at the Titan walking around the area where we were planning on going towards.

"Shit." I heard him mutter, quickening up his running speed and pulling at my wrist tighter. He looked at me with anxious eyes. "We'll have to fight it off!"

I clenched my teeth together, staring at the large Titan. Sure, it'd be the first Titan I would be killing, if Eren didn't do it before I got a swing in, but I was more than ready. I could feel my pulse quicken, and goosebumps rolled across my skin.

"Let's go." I heard him say, pulling at my arm once, and then he was gone, attaching to a tree, me following right behind him. The Titan that was behind us, left us completely forgotten, almost as if he didn't want to chase his food. Not that I'm complaining...

Eren and I quickly went from tree to tree, coming up on to the next Titan in no time. The Titan spotted us, let out an angry roar, and was soon running towards us, with his mouth opened and eyes widened. This one seemed like he not only wanted to chase his food, but maybe even play with it.

"Levi! Keep your eyes on it, don't let it make any unexpected moves. Try to get to it's neck!" Eren yelled, instructing me.

I would have made a sarcastic come back, something along the lines of 'How am I supposed to keep my eyes on it, if you keep talking to me and grabbing my attention?' But really, there's no point, especially not now.

I aimed towards a tree, off to the right of the Titan and slightly away from Eren, so we could split up and go on each side of the Titan, confusing it. The Titan's arms flailed out all over the place, grabbing at air, desperately trying to grab onto his moving food, also known as Eren and I. It let out another big roar, before it successfully grabbed onto Eren's lower half body.

"Eren!" I screamed out, quickly changing my direction, and latching onto the creature's wrist, that was slightly holding Eren.

"No! Keep going!" Eren yelled out, squirming.

My eyes widened quickly, surprised, but I obeyed, and went back to my old route and made it behind the Titan, and I quickly raised my sword in the correct position, and skillfully slicing at the Titan's neck. It's movements stopped, and it began to quickly fall to the ground, with a loud thud.

It laid motionless on the grassy grounds, finally completely dead. I only admired my work for a split second before I sped down to the ground.

"Eren?!" I yelled out, after not seeing any sight of him. I didn't see him get lose from the Titan's grip, but I also didn't see anything enter the Titan's mouth from my view behind it.

I ran to the front half of the Titan, my feet now on the ground, running for it's hands. I found one hand in a tight fist, clenching tightly.

"Fuck! Eren?!" I yelled out, bringing my sword back out, raised it above my head before swinging it back down as hard as I could, swiftly cutting off the Titan's four fingers, and them falling off, blood oozing everywhere as hot steam flew into the air. My skin burned as I stepped closer to the body, having to shield my face with my hand. I cracked my eyes open, and saw Eren. His motionless body.

Gasping, I ran towards him, pulling him away from the creature, as far as I could, away from the deathly steam.

Grabbing at his shirt, pulling him up and pressing my ear to his chest, I listened for a pulse. It was almost difficult to hear anything, considering how heavy I was breathing and how my whole body was throbbing with anxiousness.

"Fuck, Eren, don't do this to me." I whispered, pressing my ear closer to his chest. Once I finally heard a faint heart beat, I sighed of relief. I knew it wasn't over yet though, since he was still unconscious.

I swiftly pulled him up, and threw him up and over my shoulder, slightly weighing me down as he wasn't the lightest person ever. I aimed my 3DMG towards a high limb of the tall tree, and quickly pushed the button and we were quickly up on the branch in no time.

Setting him down on the extremely wide limb, and putting my two fingers on his neck, making sure there was still a pulse, thankful that there was.

The sun was setting, and I could still hear and feel Titan's loud foot stomps, they were thankfully faint.

"Fuck." I hissed, fisting the fabric of his shirt. "Why do you have to be such an idiot and get yourself hurt?" I said, knowing I wasn't getting any type of response.

I moved my hand up, caressing his cheek softly. There were visible bruises across his face and arms, and I softly touched them.

No way in hell am I losing him tonight.

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I am the worst author ever lmao. How dare I not post in forever, and make an appearance with this shitty chapter? ;w;

Anyway, I know I said I would have the trailer finished when I post this chapter. Sadly, me slacking off, I haven't got it finished. I have half of it finished so far. I'll work on it tomorrow and I'll hopefully post it then. Sorry about that. It's a lot more difficult that I had hoped it be lol. Plus, I accidentally deleted it a while back when I almost had it finished, so THAT SUCKED.

Thanks for reading, and sorry again for my inactivity and my lame writing.
Ilu all, my little shits.

I'm waking up early in the morning, and heading down to the horse stables where I work at. I GET TO SEE AND RIDE ALL THE JEAN'S HEHEHEH. HORSE FACE.

aNYWAY, ILL TRY TO POST THE TRAILER TOMORROW.

GOODBYE.
~Heichou_Anna

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