what will happen if i say nothing?
what if i fail to speak?
obviously i get tortured
spammed for weeks
and for what? existing!
she gets mad that others
do the same to her
a mother who agonizes her mind
a father who had experienced enlightenment
at the wrong time
and she chooses me, me
the wordsmith of my peers,
the most resilient person
i've known in my entire life
and beats and beats
and never stops

"i care"
"i'll never do it again"
lies
everything that comes her
m o u t h
is a lie
she cares not for my feelings
consent isn't a word
in her insane vocabulary
only "mine," "me," "want"
"desire"
feed, feed, feed on my flesh
devour me until i'm rotting bone
and then -- and then! you little fiend
witness your destruction
your devastation
your absolute, unwavering guile
and tell me then
that you love me more