unless they were wrong, i should be the worst
being on the earth
to exist

and they're never wrong, the voices
in my head, it was only a matter of time
before they came

in front of a mirror, staring at eyes dried with tears
they touched your ears, but not hers
heard them, saw them, but didn't understand

shed for no reason, you shouted at yourself
and it's true that you know more
than she does about how you feel

but they're confused too,
and so you are, man, why
won't you focus on something in the room?

stop sitting, you're being sedentary
stop moping, she'll be back any minute
covered in water, sprayed, clean of all blemishes

but your soul still reeks of sin,
and although you scrub everything down,
attempting to remove it from your skin

nothing ever wants to go away, and
you know this, you know this, man
it was a matter of time before

we came back again, yelling, yelling
shouting, shouting, you're such a fucking idiot
why did YOU THINK THAT THINGS ARE GOING TO BE BETTER?

THEY'RE NEVER BETTER, THEY'RE NEVER OKAY
DON'T GO BREAK DOWN IN FRONT OF HER AGAIN
YOU'RE SO WEAK, THERE'S SO MANY THINGS WRONG WITH YOU

STOP BEING SO STUPID, SPEAK YOU FUCKING IDIOT,
SPEAK ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL AND NOW THAT YOU
HAVE EVERYTHING IS THE WORST

YOU ARE DESTRUCTION, YOU ARE THE WORST
THING TO HAPPEN TO YOUR LIFE, YOU ARE
THE SOURCE OF EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER

EXPERIENCED, YOU LET IT ALL HAPPEN
YOU NEVER WANTED TO CHANGE SHIT,
BUT NOW THAT YOU HAVE, IT'S TOO LATE, MAN

IT'S TOO LATE FOR ANYTHING NOW
YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW, YOU FUCKING KNOW
HOWHOWHOW HAS THIS MONSTER BECOME YOU!?