let me inhale your smoke
there's something i want to feel
in my chest, it'll rot me from the inside

but you know that there's something
i like about it, the pain, the swooning
i will wallow but i will happily

don't ask me if i'm okay,
it's clear from my face
that everything is completely

all right, there's no lies which
sift through my lips, siphon
the truth as though it never

existed within my mouth,
as though you never believed
a single word i said

about how much it didn't bother
me, it did, it always did, but
i let you do it anyways

because i enjoy your presence
let me sit in your smoke,
so i can at least try to be near you