some things can hurt worse than a gun
i wish he shot me when he did
ended my life while i sat there with my four friends
no one believed anything of what i said
they just change the subject when i bring it up
i wish he shot me
i wish he would've ended my life so i didn't
have to deal with the shot to my heart
it hurts so much, it's not fair
but it's not my life, it's not who i am
i wish he shot me
i wish he shot me
i deserved to die that day
though we did nothing wrong
it was caused all by a love i could never have
he should have leveled the red dot
and fired, and completely blow my brains
out so they wouldn't have to think
of how much the pain in my chest
aches
aches
aches
i wish that tyler sparks
killed me on march third, 2017