its been a week since ive gone to school
ive been told people are worried
but no ones showed up
ive been staying at your house
my mother says i need to move on
but how can i?
i watched you die
i know you felt me there
so why'd you continue?
you left me alone
to scrub the blood from the walls
and to clean the blood from my face
now i fight your demons by myself
i love you
i miss you
god im a mess