Seth's POV

'Way to go Seth.' I mumbled in my head, 'He's starting to get interested in other people.'

I never think it quite registered in my head that Dean could move on. I mean, I always knew it was a possibility, but after seeing Dean talking to Finn, it seemed more likely to happen now than ever.

I deserve this, yeah. I was a fucking dick, I know... but that doesn't change the fact that it still hurt to see him talking to another guy.

I groaned as I looked up at the ceiling of my room. It had been hours since I seen the two of them, yet the image had yet to leave my head.

I wanted Dean back- Scratch that, I needed him back. I couldn't live without him and I definitely wasn't just about to let him go.

"What does Dean like?" I mumbled to myself as thought of everything I knew he enjoyed.

He liked the outdoors.

He liked the color blue.

He liked corny jokes.

He liked beer.

He liked to sneak sweets even though he's not suppose to eat them often.

He liked homemade stuff.

"Maybe I could make a card out of tree bark, paint it blue, write him something, and include a joke... maybe make him some cookies." I muttered to myself as I thought, "I don't know how to bake... Nikki can bake. She can make them. I can ask Dad to make me a card, then get it when I go back home."

I smiled a bit to myself as I sat up and grabbed my phone. I knew it wasn't going to make him magically forgive me, but it was a step in the right direction.

I sent my dad a quick message explaining what I needed. Dad was really good with crafts and I knew he would make it with little to no questions asked.

The minute I pressed the send button, I heard the door knob twist slightly, causing me to immediately glance at the door.

For the longest, it slowly opened. Nobody peaked their head inside or signaled who they were. Then moments later, a grown grew on my face as I came to realize who it was.

"I suggest leaving before you even consider entering." I stated plainly as the man finally popped his head in the door.

AJ smirked as he entered the room, "Well don't you look excited to see me."

"I'd be more excited to get released from this company than to be in your presence." I stated plainly once again while looking back at my phone to see that my dad had responded.

"Whoya texting?" He questioned as I sent my dad a thank you.

"I don't see why that any of your business." I pointed out as I turned my phone back off and glanced in AJ's direction, "Can you please leave, honestly AJ, I'm not in the mood."

He frowned slightly, "See what he's doing to you? He's got you all stressed out. I'd never-"

"Well I don't want you." I shot at him and he glared at me.

"Why?" He asked while throwing his hands in the air, "Seth, I've given you everything since day one. There's nothing that I've denied you. I let you have me, use me, I let you do anything you wanted. I was there when you were stressed, couldn't sleep, and needed someone to take care of you, not him. Me."

"And all I wanted was to have sex!" I shouted at him, "That brand split happened and only got to see him one day a week. Sometimes he wasn't up for it even though I was and I wanted to respect his wishes. I never wanted to make him think that I was with him for sex, so I thought I could just contain myself, but no."

I glared at him as I spoke, "You come along. And you're by far the worst decision I've ever made."

"You were saying that when you were balls deep inside me." He shot at me, "You act like it was my fault that you wanted me. Yeah, I flirted with you, I teased you, I felt on you, and I lured you in because I knew you wanted me just as bad as I wanted you."

"I wanted sex." I protested.

"And I gave it to you!" He shouted, "I let you have me. I let you use me while he was away. I drove to RAW every chance I got just for you while he just went to his Smackdown tapings."

"I didn't ask you to do that!" I protested loudly.

"But I did!" He shouted back, "I did because I wanted you to be happy Seth! What did Dean do to make you happy, huh? He's never went out of his way for you like I have!"

"I don't want him to go out of his way!" I shouted back, "I should be doing that for him, but instead I fucking cheated on him with you. And me getting off a few times isn't worth losing him."

Aj shook his head, "I can't believe this. I can't believe you. I can give you the world... and you want him."

"My world is Dean Ambrose." I told him, "And if you can't give me him then there's nothing you can give me."

"And what if he moves on?" He asked me and I remained silent for a moment.

I was quiet for another moment before responding, "Then I'll wait for him to come back. He loves me. I know that. Even if he moves on and will never admit it to anyone, he loves me. And he'd come back... and I'd be waiting. I'd do everything right that time, treat him like the man I love, treat him like the fucking prince he is because he deserves that and so much more."

AJ remained quiet and I sighed before standing up and walking towards the door where he stood, "I think it's time you left."

He shook his head, "I just... don't understand..."

I sighed, "AJ look... I owe you an apology just as much as I owe one to Dean. I used you, and while you were ok with that it was still wrong of me to do. But when I say I love Dean, I mean that. I'm not trying to play hard to get, l'm being serious. I don't just have sex with him like I did with you. I love him, I make love to him, and he's the only one I'm ever gonna be with, and I'm sorry."

AJ stayed quiet and I sighed before opening the door, my eyes immediately widen to see a man standing there, a nervous look on his face hand raised as though he was about to knock on the door.

"Dean." I immediately say, his facial expression from nervous to confused to disbelief as he stared at AJ

"You gotta be kidding me." He spoke softly, yet angrily as I turned from us and angrily stormed off down the hall.

"Dean, wait!" I shouted, immediately jogging after him down the hall.

"Dean I can explain!" I protested as he continued to walk, "I can explain, baby, wait, I can explain."

"You can explain?" He questioned as he pushed the exit door open and walked out into the crisp night air, "There's nothing to explain Seth. I got your message loud and clear. Too clear."

"No." I protest while jumping in front of him, causing him to almost stumble backwards, but I caught him by the shoulders to keep him in place, "No, Dean it's not what it looked like. I promise."

"Leave me alone." He said and tried to go around but I blocked his attempts, "Move Seth!"

"No!" I shouted back at him, "I'm not moving until you listen. You're not about to think I was in there having sex or some shit, ok? He came to me, I told him to leave. That was it. No touching, no nothing. I'm trying to make things better Dean, not break them apart even more."

He stayed quiet for a moment, his hair blowing to the side. He used his left hand to attempt to brush it back and the item on his finger caught my eye.

"Your ring." I said quietly, "You're still wearing it."

He looked down at his left hand and let out a tired sigh, "Yeah. I'm engaged."

I gave a small smile, "Congrats. You're fiancé is a lucky man."

Dean stayed quiet for a moment, "Yeah... he's a good man... he use to love me... but I'm not so sure anymore."

The smile disappeared from my face immediately as I looked at the man in front of me.

'No, I love you. I promise I love you.' I mumbled in my head.

That disappointed me... a lot.

I fucked up so fucking bad...

After a few moments of silent there was the sound of a someone unlocking their car and we both looked in their direction.

The man wore a jacket with a scarf around around his neck so that it covered his mouth a bit. His eyes were bright under that parking lot lights.

"Finn!" Dean called out and the man looked his direction and waved at him, "Can I catch a ride made with you to the hotel?"

Finn gave no verbal reply but simply waved for him to come on.

I frowned as Dean seemed to let out a sigh.

"I'll see you later." He mumbled as he began to walk off towards Finn.

I stayed quiet as I watched him leave, then shook my head before calling after him, "Hey Dean."

He turned back to look at me, but gave no response.

"I think your fiancé loves you." I called out to him, "In fact, I think he loves you a lot and can't stop thinking about you."

He stayed quiet for a moment before shouting back to me, "Maybe he should prove it."

'That's all I needed.' I thought to myself as a small smile came to my lips while he walked towards Finn's car.

"I think he can do that." I shouted back to him just as he got in the car.

"I can do that." I mumbled as I walked back towards the building, "I gotta do that."