When You Cry About the Situation
Yuya Sakaki
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(Y/n's POV)
Emiko was still shaken up by Reiji's machine and refused to let me go, Yuya wouldn't allow Reiji in the same room after the stunt he had pulled either but I had to know what was going on. What was the alpha coordinate? How was I going to help Emiko get home? I let out a soft sigh trying my best to hold in all the negative emotions stabbing at my heart. Yuya was to blinded by his own rage to notice my sudden sadness and Emiko was napping against my body so I felt alone in my emotional turmoil. How was I supposed to be of any help if I can't even understand why this was revolving around me?
"Damn it.", I growled unaware of the hot tears beginning to spill from my eyes, "I hate that I'm so useless."
My tears fell on Emiko's small cheek scaring her awake, she was groggy at first but seeing me cry woke her up immediately.
"Mommy? Mommy don't cry it's okay, smile.", Emiko pleaded obvious terror in her eyes.
That's when Yuya noticed to, his heart sank watching me shed tears despite how much I tried to hold them back, my cries continued. He rushed to my side and wiped away my tears trying to get me to smile even if I only cried more.
"Beautiful please don't cry. I'm right here for you.", He purred kissing my face.
I tried to hold back my whimpers but I just continued to cry more, why do I feel so weak in this situation? Is it because I'm dead in the future.
"I'm sorry. I-I'm sorry Yuya...Emiko...I'm sorry. I hate being so weak.", I admitted.
Yuya was silent, he didn't want to see me like this but what I said felt so true not even he could convince I was wrong.
"(Y/n), you aren't weak. You are the strongest person I know in this life, you're intelligent and care for others even if the world doesn't care for you.", Yuya sighed resting his forehead against mine, "We're gonna get Emi home, you'll both make it home to the future and we'll happily wait until our future comes for us. Side by side I promise."
Yuya smiled pressing a kiss on my cheek, Emiko smiled and placed a kiss on my other cheek making me smile.
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Yuto Sakaki
(Narrator's POV)
"Excuse me what?!"
Your voice practically shook the house upon hearing the news of what was going on. You had every right to be furious since Yuto would allow something like this to happen. Reiji tried to explain as best he could but your maternal insticts made you ignore the cause for hooking Nozomi up to so many machines. Tatsumi tried his best to calm you down but in a fit of rage your blue streaks emerged all over your head and a wave of energy short circuited the electricity within a five mile radius.
"(Y/n) please calm down, Nozomi only did it to help find her mom. She's still out there and with the test results we can help everyone get back to their proper timeline.", Yuto explained.
"Why do I have to cause so much trouble?"
Yuto stopped dead in his tracks watching your glowing tears fall from your eyes. His purple scales grew over his cheeks as a scowl covered his face, "I'm always causing trouble for everyone I care about. For my boyfriend, for my future kids, why can't I just be useful instead of everyone getting themselves hurt all because of me!"
Yuto quickly wrapped his arms around your waist and head and held you tight. He nuzzeled his face into the crook of your neck softly calling your name, you tried your best to compose your feelings but you were just so upset with yourself. Yuto softly wiped away your tears and kissed your face trying to ease your suffering, he'd been negligent not having noticed your pain from everything going on.
"Mommy...please don't cry. I won't do it again I promise.", Nozomi whimpered pulling on your shorts for attention as she began to cry.
"I'll watch over her better, that way you don't worry about us so much. I promise so please don't cry Mom.", Tatsumi joined in picking up his little sister so she could hold your face.
"It's harder for you to accept this since she feels at fault. (Y/n) with Nozomi's brave act she can help pinpoint your future self, but we still need your help to bring her back.", Reiji added in softly patting your head.
You stared at your future children and wiped away your tears before slowly pulling out of Yuto's grip.
"What do I have to do?"
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Yugo Sakaki
(Yugo's pov)
"Deep in the shadows your light will shine...close your eyes and recall that you'll always be mine~"
"That's a pretty song.", I whispered getting (y/n)'s attention as she peered over the ocean water.
I stood next to her quietly watching until she finally explained the song.
"It's the lullaby that Akina was singing today, I don't know why I would bother to teach her that song.", You growled an obvious anger growing over your face.
"It's the song your mom sang to you before she abandoned you at the orphanage huh?"
You let out a small whimper and nodded to my question, I watched while your tears splashed against the railing. I moved towards you softly taking your hand in mine as I rested my head on yours. You were emotional, you had every right to be in this situation. Our future child was here looking for a way to bring the future you back and only you held the key to bringing her back.
"Reiji said that the climax of that song could possibly bring you back to our time and open a way back to the future. Do you remember what that part of the song was?", I asked kissing your head as your cries worsened.
"S-sleep now my baby, f-for even if I...I leave you behind...y-you'll always be on my mind~", you whimpered finally breaking down in my arms.
I held you safetly in my arms as you bawled your heart out to that tune. The final verse was a warning, for you it was a warning of abandonment, and for Akina it was a warning of death. My eyes began to glow green again reacting to your emotions but I just closed them and silently let a tear fall from my eye. This was to much for us, hell even with our abilities deep down we were only human we couldn't handle all this bullshit.
"I'm sorry love. I know it hurts but we'll make it through this. I'll do my best to swallow my stupid fears so I can help you fix this mess.", I smiled staring into your watery eyes.
"Yugo...I'm scared.", you admitted.
"I know but you don't have to be. I'm right here and nothing will ever take that away."
We would fix this, together we could send Akina home.
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Yuri Sakaki
(Y/n's pov)
I had agreed to come to Leo Institue to run the tests with Reiji, Yuri refused to come with us and didn't even tell me goodbye because of it. The boys had fallen to sleep quite easily after their long day, Reiji tested out my abilities and thiers to figure out ways to open up a portal back to their home. My arms hurt from all the needles and blood withdrawals but if it could save the me in the future than it was worth it. Yuri distanced himself after talking with Reiji and deep down I was worried that he'd be like that forever.
"Long day?"
"Yeah no thanks to you Reiji.", I sighed taking the cup of coffee he offered me.
"How's your mate doing?"
"Bit depressed after what you had said. He can only do so much he's not a toxicologist, with your lab and equipment you should be able to find a cure easily for the boys.", I sighed barely catching the crack in my voice.
Reiji just silently watched as tears fell from my eyes, I was just as mad as Yuri about the situation but that anger was just to hide the amount of fear I was hiding. What if we didn't get the cure in time and I died before the boys got there? This whole situation was just so stressful I didn't know what to do anymore.
"I just Yuri back here.", I whined wiping away my tears with my sleeves.
Reiji patted my head and stared out over the city, "Yuri chose a strong girl to fall in love with. You're more worried about your future self and children then your current self, just how selfless can you be?", Reiji chuckled.
I stared up at him and sighed trying to stop my stupid sniffling. If only Yuri knew how much we needed him right now, without him here it felt like I was alone. Yuri wanted to save me no matter what, he didn't want to live knowing that I'd die in the future and leave him alone like everyone else but that's what I've been doing since this all started.
"Well if it helps, I still need his help. Turns out the poison is something similar to Starving Venom Dragon, with Yuri's help we can finish the antidote.", Reiji sighed in defeat making me smile.
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Zarc Sakaki
(Zarc's pov)
"(Y/n)? (Y/n)! Come on Babe just talk to me. You know it's dangerous for you to be running around here!", I yelled through the halls hoping to find you.
After the news that Hiro would have to sacrafice himself to bring you back you disappeared. I knew you were mad, you'd rather stay dead then know our son would die. I continued to call your name listening carefully for any sign of your voice. Eventually I found you crouched outside crying to yourself, I sat down next to you softly calling your name but you wouldn't answer me.
"I know it's hard (Y/n) but we can't just stand here and do nothing. You've seen it, you've seen just how much Hiro needs you. Imagine the future me right now, I'm probably destroying the dimensions again out of sorrow.", I chuckled trying to get you to laugh.
"He can't do it, not alone...", you whimpered, "I have to go with him."
My body froze listening to your words, go with him are you crazy?
"What? (Y/n) no! You don't know what repercussion you'll take going with him, what if you don't make it back? What if something happens to the baby? What if I los-"
"That's why I'm crying. I've seen it. This is the only way to make things right, I have to go with him and create another Draco wave in order to keep the both of them alive. I just risk the gate closing on me before I can get back.", you sighed wiping away your tears.
I didn't know what to say, you always put others before you but this...this was crossing a line! No matter what this was crossing a huge line!
"I'm not letting you do this!"
"Zarc I love you, and I love Hiro too. So that's why I'm not asking for either of your permissions.", you sighed standing up and staring at the sky.
"I lost you once, I can't lose you again.", I growled taking your hand in mine.
You didn't say anything to me, you just rested your head against my chest while I continued to cry. I held you dearly, I was afraid to lose you. You were crying because of the pain you were going through and I was crying since I'd be losing my only love. Why did life have to be so cruel?!
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