When he Gives up/Goodbye

Yuya Sakaki
(Yuya's pov)
My father taught me that when I'm down to always lift my head up and laugh, but there's nothing I can laugh about in a situation like this. It's been eight months since the incident and you still showed no sign of waking up, I decided that today was it, this was the end.

I held your hand close to my heart as I took in your slumbering features one last time. If I continued to hold on you'd probably kill me for not enjoying my life and kill me again for not smiling or being myself these last few months. I finally decided that it was time to let go....I had to move on.

"(Y/n)....I love you so much and it hurts me knowing that you'll never wake up and hold me again but if I don't move on I'll never let go and I'll never be the person you want me to be. Don't you dare ever forgive me and if you do wake up don't remember me. Goodbye my lovable preformapal I love you.", I kissed your hand one last time.

Once more I kissed your forehead before turning to leave the room but I stopped at the doorway. My body just couldn't move because if it did I'd be saying goodbye.

"If I look back I'll never move forward. Just hold your head up and look to the future!", I yelled to myself.

I looked up through my tearful red hues and started to move, I finally started to walk away from you and it hurt so much. As I left the hospital I noticed a doctor that seemed a little outta place but I couldn't look back. I met with my mom out front and once I was in that car I felt even more guilt but also a sense of freedom. This is my goodbye (y/n) I love you, don't ever forget that!

(???'s pov)
"Geez (y/n) you look like a wreck! Funny thinking the last time I saw you you were only a little girl. Don't worry doll face I'll help you heal up and get you back on your feet. I promise.", I smiled as I kissed the scar on your forehead.

I noticed you crying in your sleep and you were faintly mumbling something.

"....yee...Yu...Ya..."
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Yuto Sakaki
(Yuto's pov)
"Yuto are you actually giving up on her? Is this really it?", Ruri asked through tears.

I nodded before walking into your room to say goodbye. I've waited patiently for eight long months but it was obvious you wouldn't be coming back, I love you and it's because I love you that I've decided to let you go. If I don't than I'll only be suffering more because I know you'll never wake up. You're a true sleeping beauty but sadly this story won't end in a happy ending.

"(Y/n) being with you was the only thing that kept me sane during the revolution. If I hadn't met you way back then I'm sure I would've been carded but you gave me a reason to live. If I was in your situation I'd want you to move on and live your life and sadly that's what I'll be doing. When and if you wake up move on and forget me don't even bother saying my name. Just move on and be the gorgeous and strong woman you are.", I kissed her lips gently before I finished my goodbye, "I'll love you for as long as I live so don't ever forget that. Goodbye my gorgeous rebel."

After placing my promise ring in your hand I got up and took in one last mental image of your sleeping face. I frowned in sadness as the tears threatened to fall again. I quickly rushed out of your room and the hospital before anyone could see me. This was my final goodbye.

(???'s pov)
"Ohhhhh!!! I don't like that guy! If he ain't patient enough to wait for you he ain't the one! Hey baby girl don't worry I'll get you all healed up soon. I know you loved that guy but....nevermind I'm about to cry. Let's get you healed up and on your feet.", I cheered as I put down my multiple shopping bags.

This was gonna be good!!!

"Y-yuto....bu-bye..."
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Yugo Sakaki
(Yugo's pov)
"What do you mean you're not going back to the hospital?! You're just gonna leave her there without saying goodbye? And why are you moving all of her stuff in here?!", Rin just continued to nag as I placed the last box of your belongings into her closet.

"If I go see her I'll cry again and (y/n) hated it when I cried especially over her! Plus if I get rid of her stuff it'll be easier on me to move on, and I know you'd kick my ass if I tried throwing anything away so there gonna be here.", I explained.

My green haired friend just glared at me, "So this is it? You're giving up on her?"

"Rin it's been eight months and it's about to be nine. I-I just can't take this pain anymore I have to move on. I'd want her to do the same if I was in her position.", I sighed.

"Fine I'll tell her myself! I'll tell her you're giving up and to never forgive you. Y-you can be a real jerk sometimes Yugo. I'm leaving bye!", Rin slammed the door in my face as I tried to reason with her.

Look I know I'm pathetic, I know I'm weak but I can't be who I really am if I continue to hold on to her. (Y/n) I'll always love you and if you ever do wake up I promise I'll make things better so that I can continue to protect and love you.

(???'s pov)
"All your vitals seem fine, you should be able to survive the transfer if I plan everything right. Don't worry (y/n) we'll get you healed asap.", I smiled as I gave you a small kiss on the cheek.

"Umm excuse me doctor?", I jumped a bit at the sound of someone's voice, "I-is (y/n) doing any better?"

"Well my youngling I'm glad to say that she's now capable of breathing on her own so that's good news. Her recovery is still slow but we're growing more hope that she'll survive.", I lied since I didn't know the girl and since I wasn't actually a doctor of this hospital.

The green haired teen seemed to smile at the news and hugged me before going to your bedside and holding your hand.

"I'll leave you girls be then.", I smiled as I closed your door.

"Y-y...u..go..."
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Yuri Sakaki
(Yuri's pov)
Eight long months, eight months without your smiling face around. No matter how hard we all tried we couldn't find you. Serena almost killed me when I told her I was giving up, I'll accept the burden of killing you but if it were me I'd want you to move on and be happy. I'm sorry (y/n) but once my Starve Venom returns it'll be goodbye.

"So you're actually giving up huh?", Serena growled.

I turned to her with lifeless pink eyes and nodded, she frowned and tossed a rose into the sea. Dennis and Sora did the same and I followed, the ocean carried away the roses just like it had you. Starve Venom had finally returned and once again he was empty handed. Sora, Dennis, and Serena's monsters also returned and I knew this was the end.

"Starve Venom I have one last mission for you. Fly to the middle of the ocean and drop this in, I can't bear to look at it anymore.", I handed over your necklace to the giant beast before it once again disappeared over the ocean.

It was a windy day today, the wind was strong enough to make my tears fly along with it, I was giving up. I'm a failure and I'll live with it, I just hope you're in a better place now.

"Goodbye my precious queen."

(Weeks later, ???'s pov)
"Bark bark bark!!! Arf!!"

"Geez Ame, what's got you all riled up? Did you find something interesting?", I giggled.

My little corgi started digging in the sand and pulled out a little necklace. I was pretty surprised it was so pretty who would throw this away? I picked it up to examine it and realized that it was actually a locket. I pressed it open and smiled seeing the photo inside.

"Look Ame it's (y/n)! I guess we'll give this back to her when she's all better huh?", I smiled putting it into my pocket.

"Arf arf!!"

"Let's go she's probably awake by now.", I smiled.

"Yuri.....who's Yuri?"

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