More problems happen with Jihyun as he would keep you away from the problems he created by himself. It hurts you knowing that he doesn't trust you enough to tell you his problems and secrets, he couldn't handle it but what he doesn't know is that you couldn't handle it any longer.

Your tears leaked from your eyes as you held on, exactly what were you holding on to? You don't have anymore choices. He has another to love,another to care for. He doesn't love you, he doesn't care for you anymore.

You laughed to yourself as you buckled your knees close to your face, it hurts you. The fact that his soft blue hair. . . his blue eyes. . .his soft lips used to belonged to you. . . Now it felt like you couldn't even touch it. You both became friends to close friends... to best friends...To lovers... and back to Phase 1.

Your heart shattered when he wanted to leave you but you still cared and love him while he be with the other. You smiled at the memories when you both were together. You blinked your eyes to remove the salty water in your eyes.

You stayed there in the corner of the room, you cried,sobbing and weeping with a smiled on your face. The darkness intimidated you;it scared you, breaking your mind. You laughed as you let go of your legs letting it scatter. Eyes covered by your hands. That broken mind can't seem to last anymore, it was too broken to work.

" Y/N. . . I- I can't do this Y/N. . . This is not what I stayed for. . . "

Your heart shattered at this exact moment, that shattering could be heard loudly,screaming help at that moment.

" I- can't tell you everything I know ! "

Your lips shaking, the beating and left over glass of your heart being broken was heard through your ears as you tried fighting your way to stop them. The voice of yours was cracking and hoarse, it was hard enough to speak.

" Pl-Please don't leave me. . . I can. . . I can help you please . . . Just don't leave me again! "

" Y-ou ca-can't just keep leaving me, I've been here way before Rika. . . I just want to be like what we used to be. . ."

He removed his shades from his face as he wiped the tears away from his nearly blind eyes. He combed his hair with his hands as he messes it a bit more.

" I can't keep doing this with you! W-we're not even together anymore. You know I'm already with Rika. I've... Just... Ugh... I got more things to do ! "

Your knees buckled, it fell with a loud thud. Big and heavy tears fell as they reached the floor, your big E/C eyes stared at him. He stared back, he couldn't help but just stare now. His beautiful light blue eyes and pale skinned cheeks stained with tears.

" Why do you keep doing this to me Jihyun ? You promised me even before Rika... Before everything! You promised me... We would help each other... No matter fucking what! Ev-en...when... even when we broke up! You said that to me."

Silence erupted in the apartment you live in, his silhouette turning away. It grew small as he lastly said

" Sometimes Y/N promises are meant to be broken. . ."

You never said anything anymore as he left, closing the door. Your tears falling to the ground. Every tear that left contributed to making your eyes pink. You let out a sob, then the next sob. It was loud... It felt like a wave that went over you. Then... You remembered. The memories...

You've been friends with him for so long that every moment that happen with him when you were younger. You,him and Jumin would always remember it all. Your bestfriend Jumin... Jumin himself... even fell for Rika, Jumin was the person you would lean on more help, he was the person you would talk to instead of Jihyun ever since Rika came along. When she decided to be involved, he was unable to help you. He abandoned you like how Jihyun abandoned you.

You breathed in and out as you thought in the corner of the room, should you go in the application or not?

Your instincts came in. You weren't controlling yourself anymore. You clicked. Vibrate after vibrate from your keyboard.

Y/N has entered the chatroom

Y/N: Heyo guys ^^

Y/N: If. . . anyone needs me in the next couple of days Text me instead aight?

Y/N: Seveeeeen can I talk to you soon please? but I'll probably be gone once you reply or message me

Y/N: I won't be available in the next couple of years sooooo

Y/N: No one go to my apartment for a while alright guys?

Y/N: I probably wouldn't mind if ya'll go here on Saturday though, I'll be available on Saturday

Y/N: If I'm still here lolol

707 has entered the chatroom

Y/N has left the chatroom

You sighed as you sat there thinking on what will happen next. Time clicked faster than you could think. You made a voice clip hiding it away till hours passed as you sat there.

You never even realised it but your phone was vibrating loudly as it sounded on the final vibration. You checked it to see so many messages already. So many from Jumin and Saeyoung, it was painful to see their messages

Seven: What do you mean?

Seven: Y/N what are you saying you won't be available for the next couple of years?

Seven: Y/N answer me

Seven: do you need something?

Seven: I can find where you are now if you just message

Seven:You're making me worried Y/N!

you left most of Seven's messages unread as you opened the next one. You heart broke as you read Jumin's messages

Jumin: Y/N what is this about?

Jumin: I'm sure that you will be available... I know you long enough that you would never take something that would last something for years

Jumin: You wouldn't leave so abruptly without telling us a few months beforehand

Jumin: Y/N I know you long enough to tell something is wrong

Jumin: Where are you?

Jumin: I am going to ask Jihyun if he knows where you are

Jumin: Reply

That name. . . you couldn't help but let a few loose tears up at that. You didn't even bother to read the other messages as you felt the voices go back to your mind.

It just whispered, you thought they were gone.

YOU THOUGHT THEY WERE GONE

You were deemed sane. You didn't want to listen to them anymore. Your friends never knew that you went to an Asylum before. You used to be depressed over V, you were suicidal! For God's sake you were hidden from society, you never joined Rika's funding Association but you helped them. You thought you knew what was up with Rika. You were right. But it doesn't matter now... Now does it?

You couldn't handle it any longer, you were disgusted with yourself.

YOU HELPED HER

You exited the application. You went into settings to remove the application from your phone.

' Remove this application? Are you sure ? YES or NO '

All you could think about is your death.

Fingers of your own body having their own minds it didn't hesitate to delete and leave them. You stood up as you locked the door to your apartment to let no one inside your apartment. Adding a date to when the door should open only for the visitors. The date of your " anniversary with Jihyun ", it was that Saturday.

' That upcoming fucking Saturday... he already forgot about that... '

You grabbed the ropes hidden inside your clothes, your hands completely stoic. Your eyes being lifeless, you took the chair by your desk near the bed. You thought you were close to being free.

To leave

You tied the rope around this small hook was for exercising. That was your excuse... It was never for exercising. It was for this day.

The voices control you as your small sanity in the corner of your mind trapped,locked and tortured. They reign over you... You lost it...

YOU CLICKED

You typed on your phone texting everyone at the same time. Your last text. . .

' Good bye ' - sent, seen by everyone

everyone replied,

Ding

" What do you mean Y/N ? "

Ding after ding...

" Is this a joke? "

Ding Ding

" where are you going? "

DING DING DING

" Are you leaving? To where? "

DING DING DING DING

" Where the fuck are you. "

DING DING DING DING

The rope tied into a noose, as it hung from the small hook. You didn't check the messages. You couldn't control it. Letting your head enter, you kicked off.

' Promises are meant to be broken '

You laughed at the memories where you, Jumin and Jihyun promised

" Jumin ! Y/N ! When I grow up, I will be a professional photographer. So I could capture every moment i have with both of you. I promise till the day we all die, we all would be together ! "

Your younger self agreed as you shouted to them. You used to be so happy...

" And that day we die is after I marry Jihyun! "

Jumin laughed as he agreed happier and louder. He was still there

"before that day we all have our special ones, we'll still be in our small group. Our own time... Our free time! to be together with each other alright guys?! "

You all nodded as your mother called you three to eat. The memories flooded your mind, tears flooded your eyes. Now everyone could be happy... Their smiles... was all you could picture...

" Goodbye everyone... "

" Jihyun... I love you.. "

Your death with a smile as your body hanged from the ceiling.