" Lies hurt more " YoosungKim
You stood there a cup in hand, walking around the small park in Seoul. Today was a rest day for you, a break from love and School. You liked walking around this park as this park had your precious memories childhood,love and family. As a chilly breeze came by, you adjusted to put your scarf up fixing your white wool beanie downwards. You sipped your hot chocolate/coffee in hand trying to grab the warmth from it. As memories flow through you, you remember your boyfriend, your sweet and loving boyfriend. He,Rika,Jihyun,and Jumin were your childhood friends, you all played here.
You were the youngest out of all of them 1 year younger than Yoosung, you went to the nearby playground trying to recognise where the swings used to be at. Your smile went higher, as you circled the see saw. You wanted to cry at the memories that happend here, you remembered everything that happend here
Jumin was running away from Jihyun as Rika laughed staying with Yoosung and You. Jumin was holding Jihyun's favorite toy. Jumin was 9 here as Jihyun was 10. Rika was 7,Yoosung was 3 while you were just 2 years old and you still remember that exact moment. Jumin was taunting Jihyun with his favorite ice cream cup, of course Jihyun became mad and tried to chase him.
You and Yoosung were so happy at this moment it was hilarious of course ! Rika took care of both of you whenever they both fought a lot. Jumin was now behind the see saws as he put his tongue out, Jihyun got angrier and then tried hopping over it but failing. His face got a bit wounded, you teared up a bit at that and started to cry. Even Jumin got affect by your crying, Jihyun immediately stood up towards you.
Jumin ran towards you as Yoosung tried hugging you, Rika trying to calm you down. Jihyun smacked Jumin's head down saying
" This was your fault ! Now Y/N is crying ! " He scoffed at Jumin
Jumin frowned and pinched his stomach replying " If you didn't jump over the see saw and over your stupidity, she wouldn't have cried. You could have asked politely too ! "
Rika shouted at both of them as Yoosung was just trying to get you to calm down.
" This was both of your faults ! "
She scolded them even when she was younger than both of them. She was more mature than both of them, Yoosung said to you
" Down't woery ! Je hyun oppa ish okay ! " ( Don't worry ! Jihyun Oppa is okay ! )
You nodded stop crying a bit but still having tears falling from your eyes, he wiped them away sweetly and softly kissing your cheeks. You blushed and smiled giggling, The three looked at both of you and said ' awwe '
You grinned at that memory as you sat at the swings that you would always dominate first when you were 8 with the others here. You sipped your hot chocolate/Coffee, it was still warm you looked up to see it was a bit cloudy for today. You decided to stay there for a while till you finished your hot drink, you looked around seeing so many children and adults/couples. You felt lonely for a while there, someone tapped your shoulder you looked back and saw your boyfriend. You stood up and jumped on to him hugging him, he laughed and said
" Why are you so happy seeing me today Y/N ? ~ Did you miss me already ? "
You giggled and wrapped your arms around his neck
" Of course i did ! Seeing these couples around us would make me feel lonely till you came ! "
He laughed before seeing the dropped hot drink on the floor. He nuzzled his head between your shoulder and head, you laughed because it tickled he hugged your torso close to him . You couldn't even touch the ground because of his height.He carried you upwards as you now stay on his shoulder, you kept smacking his back to let you down. You kept yelling at him
"Put me down Oppa !"
It took a few minutes of walking to somewhere else before he finally let you down. When he did it felt like you fell to the ground. You woke up suddenly crying hugging your knees closer. It pierced your memory with his memories, you were shaking a lot. Tears and sobs kept escaping from you. The dream triggered you, the fact that your sweet and loved one left you for another. You screamed and shouted, his smile and laughter. His lies grabbed you. All you could thought was
' His lies took me for granted, His lies took me for granted '
It painfully pierced your heart, you wanted to let it go. Something made you feel chained to that pain, you wanted to call your therapist. You just wanted to talk to someone anyone but him ! He made you feel happy and loved till he showed you the real him, he left you !
" Get that inside your head Y/N ! "
You shouted at yourself, gripping unto your head. You shook rapidly your heartbeat pounding remembering what happened with HIM
In that same park, you visited it every free days you had. Going to the same place where you and Yoosung found in the forest, your place, your thinking spot. You loved going there, a chilly breeze came by you whispering melodies to your ears
It whispered to you ' don't go ', it sounded like it was warning you but why? You thought of it why is it warning you? Is something dangerous there?
You didn't mind it anymore, you forgot about it. You clenched your bag closer to you with your lunch box and snacks. You then heard a familiar voice, a male voice?
You got curious trying to peek in to see who it was, they were behind the tree facing the place. A tall blonde with a brown haired woman,you didn't think you just went closer and closer towards them.
There you got scarred, you nearly dropped all your things as you gasped quietly. Seeing your boyfriend with another female nearby the area, making out like they were going to do it there and now. You teared up, your sobs wanted to be let out. You choked on it as you turned away.The blonde sneaked a glance at you quickly wiping his mouth, seeing your hair waving in the air. He went away from the woman he was just smooching
" Y—Y/N ! Wait ! "
You ran faster out of the area, you heard the other woman say
" I thought you said you didn't want to be with her anymore ! "
That sentence made it worse for you, it made feel like you were just a decoy to him. You tried to run faster, you thought you could get away but instead your tripped on a branch. Yoosung immediately grabbed your arm before you could fall, he could already see the tears in your eyes. You smacked him so hard in the face,trying to make him let go of you. He just hugged you,it hurts. You just kept thinking
' It hurts please. . . If you didn't want to be with me why ? '
" Yoosung let g—go . . . Y—you already proved yourself that i 'm worthless ! "
" You said that so many times already! "
He flinched a bit looking somewhere else taking all the impact you keep giving him but being stubborn he didn't let go till you said something so harsh that even you regretted it so badly
" Now it felt like i wished i never met you. . . "
His grasp from you let go quicker, as you turned away. You ran faster than before letting go of the sobs being choked and the tears letting go to fall on your cheeks. You were back in the park, hearing a few shouts from the path you came from. Your bag was dropped to the ground, as you collapsed to your knees. A few other people passed by looking at you in pity. As you hid behind a nearby tree. You could hear Yoosung's shouts and scream.
" Ugh ! Why did i even go there with you ? ! "
You could almost picture Yoosung screaming and shouting at the female, the female replied to Yoosung
" i—i thought you wanted me there ! you showed so many signs of wanting to do it with me ! "
He scoffed at her, pinching the bridge of his nose. He said back
" I was trying to be nice to you ! i had a suprise to meet up ! I was suppose to meet up with HER during the entire time before you caught me and made out with me unexpectedly . . . "
His voice was now cracking and loosing, the female now replied in a hushed voice
" . . . Now it isn't my fault when you asked me to be with you . . . while you told me you both broke up . . ."
You were practically breaking behind the tree, Yoosung couldn't see you. As the brown haired female left, she seemed to also be sobbing and tearful when she was walking away. You sneak a glance at her, she wasn't that usual showy person but more of the normal and innocent one. Yoosung was crying badly, he clenched his hair in a fist. As he eventually did leave, you did stood up and went to the opposite way Yoosung went. Your eyes pinkish your nose was running.
You grabbed your phone from the bag, as you covered your mouth. You tried calling your bestfriend but now it seems like they are also unavailable. You let out a bigger sob and cry,you clenched your teeth. Who was that woman ? Who was she ? Why did Yoosung lied to you ?
You now know the reason why he would always cancel the dates in the last minutes. You laughed loudly with tears filling your eyes. It's been weeks since it happend, you've been going to the therapist lately. You went to your usual therapist the first time for your triggered depression about your family,ever since that depression you always had a voice inside your voice making you anxious at all times but you hid it always. It sucked for you, but now it seems like you regret not confronting Yoosung about the anxious feelings you would always feel about him leaving and cancelling.
There you are in your bed now, your eyes just piercing through the chatroom. You smiled sadly at the messages in the previous chatrooms in the past week
Jumin entered the chatroom
Jumin: Where is Y/N ?
Jumin: She's been gone for days
Jumin: this is very odd
707 has entered the chatroom
707: I agree
707: I can't even contact her
Jumin: Can't you hack into her phone?
707: Dude
707: respect her privacy
Jumin: . . .
Yoosung has entered the chatroom
Yoosung: Hey guys. . .
Jumin: Yoosung
707: Have you seen Y/N lately ?
Jumin: Have you ?
Jumin: She hasn't been replying to any of our messages or calls
Yoosung: We . . .
707: what?
707: Did something happen ? !
Jumin: Let him talk luciel
Yoosung: We broke up. . .
707: What ? !
Jumin: What happend ?
Yoosung: I. . .
Yoosung has left the chatroom
707: That was unexpected. .
Jumin: . . .
707: What's going to happen next?
Jumin: I have to check on Y/N
Jumin: I better make sure she's not near ANYTHING .
707: What do you mean Jumin ? !
Jumin has left the chatroom
707: This is certainly odd
707: What did Yoosung do so bad?
707: oh god
707: sigh what will happen next?
707 has left the chatroom
This last chatroom you have been to was just recently and you got confirmation that Jumin will be coming to you soon. You started to get up fix up your hair and grabbing your thick coat and your money. You left immediately,it was quarter to 9 when you finished getting ready. You locked the room, your tears threatening to fall. When you reached the elevator you saw, an elevator heading to your floor opening. You quickly covered your face with your hoodie,you glanced at the person who left. It was Jumin, he barely glanced at you before heading towards your apartment. The elevator going down opened, you entered before Jumin noticed your door was locked , a note at the bottom of the door. he looked quickly to you finally realizing that was you. He ran towards you but your elevator door was already closed he arrived.
You hit the emergency stop button on the elevator, you wanted the least painful way to die. You wanted it to seem like an accident. You grabbed a screwdriver and a few other tools from your bag and took off the panel. You progressed there inside the elevator stuck between a few floors. It sounded like a few people were already trying to get you out. You finally hit the spot for you, you removed it.
A sudden drop to the ground from the 34th floor to the basement. You just floated for a while before feeling an immense pain to the ground, you were waiting for the ceiling of the elevator to fall on you but it didn't. You checked the floor level as it was 8th level. You questioned how ?
A person was able to open the door. The door was forced to open, you were lying on the floor of the elevator. Someone brought the paramedics inside to bring you to the hospital you badly wanted to shout ' No ! Let me fall ! '.
You eventually had to faint,to let go. Your letter was being read by Jumin while you were heading to the hospital,his tears falling knowing he did loose one of his friends. Yoosung came out from his apartment and saw Jumin outside your apartment. He ran towards him to ask what was wrong, Jumin grabbed onto his shirt bringing him up. He yelled at him mad with tears falling
" Why did you cheat on Y/N ? ! "
Yoosung was now frowning,now knowing that his childhood friend knows what happend. He was still in the air as his blonde hair started to cover above his eyes,even his tears started falling. Jumin clenched his shirt tighter to get an answer from him, without knowing a brown headed female started to come from where Yoosung came. She checked out to see what was taking Yoosung so long, there Jumin looked at. He dropped Yoosung gripping his knuckles,he punched Yoosung. He shouted at Yoosung who just collapsed to the ground and the female running towards Yoosung.
" Why KyungJu(Echo girl from Zen's route) ? ! Why are you doing this ? ! "
" You do know that she tried killing a relationship of Zen before ! Even the one Zen loved so much died because of her ! Now you cheated on Y/N for HER ? "
The female let out a loud scoff,standing up to defend Yoosung. She yelled back to Jumin
" Atleast Yoosung gave me a chance, when my career fell because of that case ! "
Jumin glared at both of them, as he brought up a letter to them
" Do you wanna know what SHE wrote on this letter ? "
" She wrote a suicidal letter and made it come with the bills of going to the therapist because of the anxious and depressed feelings she keeps getting ! "
There Yoosung was struck, it felt like he was finally pierced. He let out big fat tears, he didn't let out sobs just tears. Even the girl felt like collapsing, she actually made someone tried killing herself. By this time they never replied, silence erupted in the hallways till vibrations and sounds were coming from Yoosung's and Jumin's phone.
Both were being called by the hospital, they said the same things
" Excuse me, Are you Jumin Han/Yoosung kim? "
They replied a ' yes '
" Please hurry to the Seoul ( random ) Hospital, your friend/girlfriend is in need. She was caught inside a trapped elevator, her head is bleeding and she has a lot of wounds from the incident. Please hurry, she does not have any relatives to contact,"
They immediately ran off and went down,the female decided to come with them. Both phones were being bombarded with messages from the others, to immediately reach them. So many messages were being recieved from the RFA to Yoosung and Jumin. They kept quiet,didn't reply till they reached the hospital.
The three of them headed towards Jumin's car, as Driver Kim know what was happening because of the grim looks they had and the female with them. He was told to go to the hospital, Driver kim knew what to do because he just saw the ambulance of that hospital and immediately followed it going towards the hospital. Jumin immediately saw Saeran,Jihyun,Rika ,Saeyoung and Jaehee only Zen and MC wasn't there yet.
They immediately got the news of the accident. Rika went towards Yoosung, She held his face and tried checking for wounds. She asked
" Did something happend ? ! Your in the same building and floor as Y/N ! "
Saeyoung ripped Rika off Yoosung. He shouted at Yoosung as he tried to get answers from him
" Why did you and Y/N broke up ?! I'm sure there was a reason why ! "
Yoosung kept quiet gripping his hands, apparently they didn't see the KyungJu right behind him till she went out. Jihyun and Saeran had a stiff stare at the female that went out behind Yoosung. Saeyoung growled out the name
" Echo Girl. . . "
He scoffed looking up he removed his glasses and the pinched the bridge of his nose. She felt ashamed as she went stiff under their stares. Rika glared at him, Jihyun was trying to get Rika away from Yoosung. Yoosung felt guilty he held his arm tightly. Saeran was crossing his arms looking at them, Jaehee had a disappointed face that her hand was on her forehead. She shook her head at them, she sighed before saying loudly
" Instead of keep on judging we should focus on the matter on hand. ."
Of course she was glaring at the both of them before walking towards the receptionist. She asked for the room and information of Y/N.
The receptionist replied with
" She is still inside the ER,who knows what is happening inside. All I could tell you now, is that she barely has a percent to live Ms. Kang,"
It seemed unrealistic for just a receptionist to talk like that, but they decided to wait until the surgeon came out. Hours passed, no one could keep up with time. They all thought it thoroughly, wondering what will happen next.
( now i'm a rude person, this will be left on a cliffhanger )
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