This day where it pained everyone in the RFA, this day wasn't better for anyone. It was a holiday at the C&R corporation today, it wasn't for worldwide but only for the company. What was the reason behind it? It's only known with the RFA. Jumin walks through his house, his wife comes through the door to the living room to see Jumin walking around and looking at every picture from the past. She went towards him and put a hand on his shoulder,she smiled grimly at him.

He looked back with a scared and sad face. The house was in silence, it sounded as if they were mourning in silence but why? Past brings up the worst in us.

That day where you were born. . . His wife, MC your mother was trying to push you out. The doctors trying so hard to help her out. You were so close to being out, Jumin was next to MC trying to comfort her with sweet words and encouraging words. Pants and screaming was heard in the room of the hospital. 

As the final push came, you were born. Your pinkish cheeks as you were crying slightly. Once the doctors cleaned the blood off you,when you were already cleaned they handed you to your mother. You stopped crying insantly, Jumin was so happy at that moment. He wanted to scream and yelled that he was finally a father. MC was crying and whispering hi to your small ears.

You cuddled so close to both of them,that day they finally knew that you were their miracle,their gift and their bundle of joy. They may have times where it was hard to raise you better, there were still moments where it was fun and enjoyable to raise you.

At the age of 2, you tried so hard to learn how to talk by yourself. Jumin was trying to do his work as MC was cooking. You were watching on the television, scared on what they were doing. Your tiny pink hands were trying to reach your mother,your big eyes scared on what will happen next. Your mouth moving trying to call onto your parent, then suddenly you shouted

" DADDA ! "

MC was wondering where that came from before realization struck her. She stopped cooking and suddenly ran towards you, picking you up and twirling around. She smiled so joyfully, Jumin even stopped working to hear what he just heard again. You were laughing as MC was shouting

" You said your first word ! You actually said it ! "

Jumin heard you shouting it again, he ran towards them and hugged them. He felt excited and happy as he kept on smiling. You were just laughing and shouting because of the unexpected happy mood

" Dadda ! " It was adorable witnessing and hearing you say that. MC wasn't glad that you didn't say Momma or mommy but she was still so happy to hear you say that. What it felt for Jumin he was so glad and excited! He was so happy that your first word was trying to call for him. It was instantly ruined once you looked onto the television to see the horrifying figure, you cried as MC shut off the television. Jumin tried to get you to calm down, but he failed. MC took your tiny form from Jumin, when you were hugged by her. You immediately calmed down, her hugs were so sincere and kind. It helped you to calm down easier than Jumin, his hugs are sincere too but they were sometimes so cold.

At the age of 3, you tried so hard to walk finally. Jumin was helping you on how to walk, he even had to buy different kinds of walkers because of your picky trends. MC was there trying to video it, when you finally got out of the walker. You were standing, Jumin trying to lure you to him. You felt scared for a moment before he started speaking again to let you go to him. First step, it felt scary but it was thrilling. Second step,third step,fourth step, it was exciting ! you continued to walk towards him,continuing to run towards him. 

You finally reached him and opened up your hands to hug him for your accomplishment. MC was clapping as she was videoing you two. Jumin gave in to the hug smiling,so happy on the memory. It was lovely seeing you able to walk and run at a very young age.

At the age of 8, you were staying at the party of Aunt Rika's party they said. You enjoyed it there because you knew how to communicate properly and act mature with the others. You thought that Uncle Yoosung was hilarious and horrible at cooking but he met someone he loved, she was Japanese but she could understand Korean too. Her name was Ayuma(FUCK IT I LOVE HIM D:<). The next was Uncle Saeyoung, he didn't knew how to cook but he was a great guy just a very rejecting guy at times. He still met his loved one, he may not be a female to love but he was great. His name was Jun Sung Seo, nickname was Sal. He knew how to cook and bake for Saeyoung, they were both Bi so they easily got along especially with memes and games. A next one was Uncle Zen, due to his population he didn't meet a lot of people he could get along but he already met his soon-to-be-fiancee ! Jaehee and Zen, he finally realized how long Jaehee was there for him. Jaehee was so happy and supportive that both were always fighting whenever Zen doubted himself to go to another country to act out. The next one was Uncle Saeran, he was troublesome he couldn't meet so many people because of his sadness and rudeness. Even if he was, someone actually managed to fell in love with him. Saeran wasn't really supporting but he eventually fell for them too, Axel Yun. They were both opposites, but people say opposites attract. Aunt Rika and Uncle Jihyun were still together though, they both were going through therapy to help each other.

You were so glad and happy for them to finally found their true love! It was enjoyable, you met up with so many cool people there. Something went wrong during the party though , but it still was better to know it went well. Your father would always tell you about not to judge people without proof, always help other people without prices. It helped you learn about that and to be more accepting of the RFA.

At the age of 13, you hanged out with your friends more than with your family now. Everytime they would try speaking with you, you became rude to them and unrespecting towards them even saying the worse ' i hate you ' .They didn't wanna hit you nor scold you because they think if they do that it will become worse for them.

At the age of 16, you keep running away. They would sometimes unable to find you,till few days later goes to weeks or months. 

At the age of 18, you entered the University. You went into a dormitory by your own decisions. You tried to work from your mother's decision to help you learn about hard work. You ignored it so you just kept partying and drinking from the money your father secretly gives you for the rent. Months later you couldn't even pay the rent. . . You tried working hard for money and not ask but it didn't work you eventually dropped out of the university due to low grades. . . You had to move in with them. Jumin was happy you finally did but somehow MC wasn't till MC confronted Jumin about this. 

They realized it then. . . What will happen next?

Stress fell upon the Choi family, the company was slowly decaying. Jumin was trying his best to fix it up again. Jaehee fell ill during the process,she was unable to help him fix the corporation. Jumin fell ill too, they were growing old as they were now nearly 60. MC tried and fix it too along with Jihyun,Rika,and Saeyoung. You weren't helping at all with them, you just stayed out the entire time, decaying once again from the family. You only visited once and then never returned.

The Bills were high again, someone had to replace Jumin for a few months till he got better. 

Finally you were home, MC saw you go in as she slapped you in the face. She yelled at you for the first time, tears were running down her face

" You ! You dare not to visit your father after so long of being gone ? " 

You felt pain on your face where she slapped you. She slapped you again, you wanted to stop her but you didn't. You thought you deserved it, after being gone. You thought that they knew why you were gone after so long. It hurt you, you felt like puking. You tried to keep it in but it just went out. MC had a horrified face, she stepped aside from you puking she suddenly called on a maid to come and clean it up.

She led you to your room, when you lied down. She saw the bump on your stomach, you were crying. She asked you

" Your. . . pregnant ? Right ? "

You nodded, you felt ashamed,disgusting. A daughter of the rich Choi family, never managed to finish university and already pregnant before it. MC was shocked that she left the room in silence, you sobbed and sobbed. That fault of yours was from drinking so much and inhaling a bit of drugs. 

You didn't think it anymore. You grabbed most of your valuables,your money,your wallet and your clothes. You left the next day without a doubt. It pained you but it wasn't easy leaving the house, it was always guarded. You knew their routine so it was easy, you were close to being caught because of the child.

 When you did, your mother came in the room with the essentials you needed but she saw you weren't there anymore nor were your items. She immediately had to tell them by the chatroom, nobody was online.

MC have entered the chatroom

guys please reply soon:MC

Y/N is gone:MC

Please. . . : MC

She's missing : MC

All her stuff is gone, only her old clothes and toys are left here : MC

I need to report this to the police : MC

MC have left the chatroom

When Jumin and the others heard of the news.  They had to do something, Jumin wanted to leave and search for you himself. He couldn't let you go, his only daughter. When he tried,he collapsed so harshly to the ground that he wasn't allowed to get out of bed for a week. He broke down loosing his mind. MC had to tell him, she had to.

" Jumin. . ."

He replied in a rough and rustled voice

" What ? "

MC bit her lip before answering, she felt like she was doing something wrong. She couldn't just keep it to herself

" Y/N ran away pregnant. . ."

When she did, he broke out in anger and sadness. Depression overcome him, he still felt like finding and searching you. You ran away with his grandchild and his only daughter, You.  

Two months passed away, everyone was informed.

MC was looking around the park, the police was already informed and were now trying to look for you now. You were there in the park, where your memories were always flooded with. When she spotted you, she tried and catch you but you heard her. You ran away into the crowd, MC was panting and sweating. You ran quicker than her, you didn't wanna stay anymore with it. 

MC chased you into the street, when she finally caught onto you on the street. You were holding something trying to let go of her hold on you. She shouted at you

" You have to go home ! "

You replied in depression and anger

" Then why did you leave me out when i finally told you why ?! "

MC didn't reply to that but said another 

" You gotta go home ! Many people are searching for you Y/N ! "

" We already parted for so long ! We couldn't handle . . . i mean THEY couldn't handle another fake loss ! "

Tears were falling, you still tried to remove her hold from you. Being weak you couldn't but you still held a letter in hand. When you tried to reply back, it was cut off by a honk of a truck. Lights flicked, both of your eyes widened. Time was slow to react to the situation.

Your hand pulled on to MC , you pushed her away with the letter yelling to her 

" tell everyone i'm sorry ! "

Then time reacted quick , MC was pushed away. The truck collided with your body, blood flowing out of you. The truck that hit you just stopped as your body flew far. You were unconscious, bleed profusely. MC screamed 

" No ! " 

Immediately an ambulance came with the police along with the other RFA members. MC immediately ran towards you, Jumin was running towards you. His eyes were teary, he just hugged you no matter how blood you were. He just kept whispering

" I should've done something better. . . "

" I should've worked harder to bring time for you . . ."

" i should've stayed ! "

He cried as the others tried to remove him from you, MC was holding on to the letter you gave to her. When he held on to you, he swore he could've heard 

" I'm sorry Dad. . . I love you all . . . "

He kept breaking every time he tries to hear it again. They all immediately went to the hospital to know what happend. MC was crying so harshly that it was echoing inside the car. They were all trying to calm down, it was hard to accept it because you were the only one who understood all of them the most at the youngest age.

When the doctor came, a grim look was on him. They all knew the sign, the first one to cry the most was Jumin. He remembered every happy and sad moment he had with you. 

He fell to his knees with hands covering his face. Tears falling from his eyes, he couldn't handle it. He kept thinking

' No . . . this can't be happening this has to be a dream ! '

he tried punching himself to try and test it but the twins knew what he was going to do again. Then suddenly Jumin tried pouncing for the doctor

" Why didn't you try your best ?! "

He just kept yelling, the doctor kept replying 

"She lost too much blood ! her ribs damaged into her lungs, a lot of blood accessed in she was unable to breathe then , I tried my best i really did Mr. Han ! " 

Everyone felt depressed, they tried sustaining Jumin away from the hospital. He remembered that one moment, where Saeyoung's short boyfriend was baking a cake. You grabbed the frosting and put it all over Jumin's face. It was hilarious when Zen and Saeran were smacked with it by their loved ones. 

That moment when you finally reached your period, when MC wasn't home and then you suddenly searched up online. You thought you got a disease before yelling to your father to bring you to the hospital because you had a disease to only find out you just had your period. He smiled and sobbed at the memories. MC remembered the letter and decided to read it at the funeral.

When days passed for your funeral, everyone was sad and depressed the ones who knew you. Loved you the most for your personality no matter who rotten or spoiled, you always had good intentions at most times. The people that spoke were so many from an acquintance to a neighbour, from a neighbour to the people who were invited to the parties, from the guests to the random people she would meet up. They were all great and nice people. 

" She was always there to help me when i had broken down from the death of my mother. . ."

" She talked with me the most than the other people would, she helped me to my full potential . . "

" Whenever i needed help carrying all my groceries, she would help me bring them to my home without a doubt. . "

" She knew what to say, what to joke and talk about with us. She was so careful with us. . . "

" Everytime i meet her in the cafe, she would always help me in teaching my little brother who couldn't even go to elementary. . . "

By the time, MC had to go up. She spoke with sobs and tears

" She was my first and only daughter i could carry. . . i regretted at that moment when i slapped her for not visiting her father more than once to only realise she was pregnant, i knew at that moment she felt ashamed because of it. The next day i couldn't find her, i thought i really screwed up didn't i ? I had to tell everyone. . . To hear that she was such a sweet person during the months she was gone, is touching to hear. . . "

sobs just left her mouth every coma and periods

" She left a letter before she died but i didn't wanna read it,"

 she paused before letting out a sob and continue

" I decided to let the father see it and read it out louder, "

The father stood up and went on the stage, to get the letter from MC. He kissed her cheek, she went to sit down in tears. Jaehee and Ayuma were trying to comfort her. 

He read it out loud to everyone

" "To My Parents" "

I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I've messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't

1993
You gave birth to me
Sweet little baby girl
Had the world at my feet
Before I could even stand
Cradled me in your right and your left hand
A precious bundle of un-made plans
Hopes and dreams of bigger things
A bright future
So it seemed

But that light grew a little less bright
As I grew up and we began to fight
When I was 13
I was so damn mean
Running away
Had nothing more to say
Than "I hate you"

But that's not true now
I just don't, I just don't, I just don't know how
To say

I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I've messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't

You never talk about me to your friends
Because you must be so embarrassed
I dropped out of college without any plans
Moved back home, I couldn't even pay rent
I was living on your couch
Trying to figure it out
Cutting myself up
Tearing myself down

I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I've messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't

I'm sorry that I couldn't buy you that house upon the hill
Or take care of all your medical bills
I know I didn't make you proud
I should've been someone by now
But I never figured out how

I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I've messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mom and dad
For all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't

Sincerely, your daughter , "

He was crying and sobbing but he removed another paper from it. He read it out loudly

" I'm sorry everyone. . . I knew i wasn't the perfect little girl," He stopped and let out a few breathe

" I was rotten and disobedient, I realized it. When I found out that the corporation was failing when Jaehee and you dad went sick. I went to work, trying to work and study business with my friend,"

He wiped away his tears

" I went to the doctors and asked if I would ever survive giving birth to my baby. They said i couldn't survive, it was a very low possibility due to my problems. . ."

They tried to hide in their tears and sobs like Jumin letting out more sobs and cries before continuing 

" I know once i had a funeral, someone would read this out loudly. To my friends at the university, I'm happy that i spent time with you all. To the guests i met, i'm not exactly the person to know everything you like, You were all sweet to me thank you."

The others cried and sobbed while some left to be hidden.He pinched his temple trying to stop the tears,he sucked in his breathe before continuing

" To the people i meet randomly in any places i often go to, i know you all well enough to survive this longer than i can even when we are strangers at times. To the neighbors, your all to sweet to me so i had to repay you all."

He chuckled while the elderly neighbors just hugged sadly remembering the sweet girl.

" To the RFA, thank you all for treating me like family when you know we aren't even related. You all stayed with me this long, now the time i gave away try living it again just forget about me. . . "

Tears fell down his face, along with everyone else

" Sincerely and everyones. . . Y/N Choi "

When it came to letting you be below, they dropped so many flowers that represented love,Friendship and sweetness and etc. Your face was smiling painted with makeup, you were gorgeous. Nobody wanted you to be underground, they wanted you to be alive and well with them.

At that point, most just wanted to you to go up and yell you were just alive and well this entire time but it didn't happen. You were already below, people scattered. The only people left were the RFA, it began to rain a bit but they still stayed. They all remember you no matter what.

Years passed, as the RFA was celebrating it's 34th anniversary. It's already so old, it reminded them of the moments. They all went to your grave today, to celebrate your birthday. It was that holiday of the fully working C&R corporation again.  Jumin said as he hugged the standing stone with your words, your portrait just there as his tears flow. 

" Happy Birthday Sweetie. . . Daddy loves you no matter what. . . "