Lucy's P.O.V

One Week Later

Tuesday Morning

We were late again to the dinner with Shin and Yui but this time it had been my fault. I didn't want Ruki to know that though. I ran into the living room to see Ruki pouring out yet another one of my expensive bottles of wine. I could feel my soul leaving my body. I thought it had been fine.  "I am pouring out this abomination."

Flashback

I couldn't understand why Ruki chose to sleep in my bed more often for the past week. Even when I called out Plue it didn't seem to do much. Instead, it made him take him into my room and lay in my bed. Did he actually feel bad for me after I told him about my life? I filled yet my third glass before I drank it entirely. Still, I couldn't make this feeling I had to go away. 

Ruki's P.O.V

I opened the door and closed it behind me only to feel two hands on my left arm and something soft and squishy pressing against it. I looked to the left of me to see Lucy but something seemed off. "Master" She smiled before she pulled my arm closer to her. "I missed you" My cheeks darkened.

 Did she know what she had been doing? Her actions right now we're not right. I removed her from my arm and looked at her. 

"You are drunk aren't you?" She giggled.

"I prefer to say relaxed." She was not aware of her actions. I would surely punish her in the morning. "Master" She started to walk closer to me causing me to slightly back away. Seeing her the way she was now and knowing that she was not sure of her state, I was worried about what I might do. 

I somehow ended up falling on my back. I used my elbows to hold me up and look ahead of me. In front of me had been Lucy who nearly had me in a trance of with her look. "What are you doing?" 

"I like you" She quickly crawled on me and sat on my lap. "Master do you like me as well?" I was about to get her off of me when she leaned forward and pressed me on my back. This woman wasn't heavy, it was just the larger parts of her that were the cause of her weight. "Master"

"Lucy" 

Now

Lucy's P.O.V

I felt my face heat up. Why the hell did I tell him that and do that! He didn't need to know that!  He looked at me. "You really enjoy being punished, don't you?" I shook my head.

"No master" He grabbed me and pinned me against the wall before he stared at me in my eyes. His grip tightened before he moved his head between my neck and bit me, he removed his hands from my wrist and lowered the straps of my dress before he traced his lips to my shoulder. I tried to push him away when wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. 

His lips slowly moved to my chest. As he bit it I feared for him to continue. I couldn't help but cringe in pain the more he did it and for some reason, it made him continue. "You had shown me each part you wanted me to bite." I felt my face heat up causing him to move his face next to my ear. "You are someone who doesn't understand herself yet. So I will continue to teach you." He chuckled and moved his head to my neck and bit me. 

 I didn't understand him. For him, my emotions went wild even at times like this and yet he somehow worsened them. To experience love, you want to know what will happen next, and yet for some reason at this moment, I was afraid to move on. 

He backed away from me. I quickly broke from his grip and ran into my room before I locked it. To feel this way was wrong, it was always wrong, especially for someone like him. I touched my heart and tried to understand it but couldn't. Why couldn't my heart stop being this way for him?