Guys...i know that im lil late ....i was suppose to give update by noon...but was lil busy..nd soo sorry fr that....

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Om sees the servant throwing the gol gappas while gauri is busy with the child...Heartbroken thinking that gauri told the maid to throw the box he walks in the room... Kyun gauri? om asks her ( Why gauri??)

Kya kyun?? Gauri asks ( Whay why??)

Kyun feke tumne wo gol gappe?? Om asks her with tears dripping from his eyes ( Why did you throw those gol gappas)

Bauhra gye hain kya?? Hum bhala kyun fekne lage gol gappe....Gauri asks him ( Have you gone crazy?? Why will I throw the gol gappe?)

Yakeen nhn hota toh khud he dekhlo; wahaan wo dabba kaise pahuncha ...Om says and points towards the dustbin ( Just take a look there, incase you don't trust me)

Humne nhn pheke...Gauri says shocked...! ( I didn't throw them) But om was gone from there, he went without listening to her...

Richa comes back and gauri talks to her.....Around evening richa tells her that she needs to leave now..Taking the baby from gauri, she says..! gauri main bahut khush hoon ki tumhe omkara jeeju jaisa pati mila..! bahut khushkismat ho tum gauri... Wahi the jo mujhe yahan laaye keh kar ki tumhe acha lagega agar main yaahan aaun toh, wahi the jinhone ne meri bachi ko sambhaala jab main usse nhn sambhaal paa rahi thi... Wahi the jo tumahre liye sharma ji ke gol gappe leke aaye... ( Gauri I am very happy for you, you are lucky to get a husband like omkara! He was the one to get me here saying you would feel happy seeing me here, he was the one to handle my daughter when she was crying inconsolably, he was the one who got you your favourite sharma ji ke gol gappe...)

Omkaraji ne kaha kya tumhe yeh sab bolne ko jo itni tareef kar rahi ho unki... GAuri asks her ( Did omkaraji say to tell me all this that you are ranting about him?)

Pagal hogyi ho kya chirraiya! Unhone kuch nhn kaha humse... Hum bas wahi keh rahe hain jo humne dekha hai, bahut mohabbat karte hain wo tumse...Aur sambhaal ke rakhna unki iss mohabbat ko...samjhi ya nhn Richa asks her ( Have you gone mad chirraiya?? He didn't say any such thing...I'm just saying what I hav observed... He loves you a lot, and treasure this love gauri....Understood??)

Gauri's POV
Omkaraji ne itna sab kiya humare liye...Kya wo waaqe he badal gye hain? Kya unhe humse sach main mohabbat hone lagi hai? Hume lagta toh hai kyunki kaise koi kisi ki dil ki baat jaan sakta hai bina kahe...Yeh toh isrf wahi kar sakte hain jo mohabbat karte hain kyunki mohabbat he dil se dil ka rishta jodti hai...Hey Shankar ji! Agar unhone yeh sab kiya hai toh hume unse maafi maangni chaheye kyunki unka dil toot gya tha wo gol gappe dustbin main dekh ke...Humne nhn feke the wo! Par kaise yakeen dilayen hum unhe...Aap toh jaante hain na Shankar ji ki hum unhe takleef nhn de sakte...! Gussa hai hum unse magar pyaar nhn mara hai humara...
(Did omkaraji do all this for me?? Did he actually change? Has he started to love me now? I feel like it otherwise how can someone know the unspoken words of your heart....This is possible only in love because only love can join the two hearts.... Oh lord! If he has done this, then I will have to ask for forgiveness because he was heartbroken seeing those gol gappas in the dustbin....I didn't throw them but how will I make him believe? You know I can't hurt him...I am angry but my love for him hasn't died...)

Om, not able to take ignorance towards his efforts went to his studio...
Sitting down near a painting of gauri, Main janta hoon gauri ki mujhe wo sab nhn karna chaheye tha, par us galti ki aise saza ki tum mere laayi hui cheez khaa bhi nhn sakti? Aaj mujhe lagne laga hai ki tum mujhse nafrat karti ho gauri aur mujhe nhn pta ki kaise main apne iss dil ko samjhaun yeh baat.... Mujhe nhn pta ki main aisa kya karun tumahri nafrat ko pyaar main badalne ke liye, mujhe nhn pta ki kya tumhari nafrat pyaar main badli jaa bhi sakti hai ya nhn....Tumhari nafrat ke saath jeena aasan nhn hai mere liye gauri...Kaise samjhaun main tumhe ki main sharminda hoon apni galtiyon par, kaise samjhaun ki main hum ek mauqa dena chahta hoon...Kaise gauri?? Om says ( I know gauri that I should have not done all those things...why are you punishing me by not eating what I got for you? Today I have started to feel like you hate me and I am clueless on how to make my heart understand this... I don't know what needs to be done to change yout hatred into love, I don't know if your hatred can be changed into love or not. Living with your hatred is not going to be easy gauri....How do I make you understand that I am ashamed of my doings, how do I make you believe that I really want to give US a fair chance... How gauri??)

Wiping his tears, aaj tum khush thi aur tum uss har lamhe main khush hoti ho jab main nhn hota tumhare saath... Agar tumahri khushi meri doori se hai toh yehi sahi gauri... Sach kehte hain log ki pyaar ka matlab paana nhn hota, pyaar ka matlab jisse aap pyaar karte ho uski khushi hoti hai....Aur mere liye tumhari khushi se bhadkar kuch nhn hai...Main tumhare saamne nhn aaunga; nhn dekhni hogi tumhe meri shakal, nhn sehni hogi tumhe meri maujoodgi... Resolves om ( Today you were happy, infact you were happy in all those moments when I am not with you.... And if your happiness means I have to be away from you, so be it gauri....The saying about love is true; Love is not about conquering, it's about the happiness of who you love..and for me nothing but your happiness matters... I will not come before you gauri, you will not have to see my face, you will not have to bear my presence...)

It's been 2 days since the incident. It's been 2 days since om has been locked up in his studio on the pretext of being overburdened by work and has not come home before midnight when everyone is asleep...It's been 2 days since om has been carrying gauri to the bed from the green recliner she has been sleeping on. It's been 2 days since gauri has last seen om...

Morning, gauri wakes up to find herself on the bed...

Hey Shankar ji! Aaj fer hum bistar par... Aur fer omkaraji gaayab.. Hume samajh nhn aata Shankar ji ki aakhir hua kya hai unhe, raat ko bhi deri se aate aur subeh bhi jaldi nikal jaate hain.. Kisi ka phone nhn uthaate, kisi ko pta nhn hai ki unhone kuch khaaya hai ya nhn. Shankar ji hume lagta hai ki wo yeh sab jaan mooch ke kar rahe hain; Jab bhi wo kisi se bhaagna chahte hain toh aise he karte hain, aur hume toh lagta hai kahin na kahin hum hain unke iss rawiyee ka kaaran... Par shankarji hum unse maafi maangna chahte hain uss din ke liye, unhe btaana chahte hain ki humne nhn feke the wo, hum unhe ehsaas dilaana chahte hain ki hum unka dil nhn todna chahte the...Gauri talks to herself (oh lord! Again I am on the bed today and again omkaraji is missing... I just don't understand what has got into him?? He comes late at night after everyone has slept and leaves early before anybody wakes up...He doesn't pick calls from anyone, nobody knows if he has eaten anything or not...Lord! I think that he is willingly doing all this, He always does this when he needs to escape a situation or a person..Also I have a feeling that it's me who is responsible for his behavior this time around... But god! I want to ask for forgiveness for that day, I want to tell him that I didn't grudgingly threw away those gol gappas, I want to make him feel that I didn't want to break his heart)

Gauri was tensed, and was roaming around in the hall with her eyes glued at the main door...

Kiska intezaar kar rahi ho tum gauri? jhanvi asks her ( Who are you waiting for gauri?)

Kisi ka nhn maa, hum toh bas yun he....Gauri tells her ( Nobody's maa, I am walking )

Jhanvi could her worry in gauri's eyes and was happy to see that because she knew it was for om..But not wanting to leave gauri in distress she nidges tej who was sitting nearby and was noticing gauri with a smile to call om...Even jhanvi was worried about him not coming home and not eating on time

Tej calls om, only for him to ignore the call...ek kaam karta hoon Om ki PA ko call karta hoon! USko pta hoga ki aisa kya kaam jiski wajah se om sab kuch bhool betha hai...Tej says after failing to get in touch even after 4 attempts ( Let me try Om's PA....She must be aware of om's workload)

Tensed, he dials the PA to only have her tell him about her off and an order from her boss to not accept new clients for sometime...Shocked, he loses the grip on the phone...Jhanvi runs to him...kya hua tej? Kya kaha om ki PA ne....She asks worried ( What happened tej? What did the PA say?)

Tej tells her what the PA said shocking gauri and jhanvi... Shivay and rudra who had just entered were shocked to listen to tej, worried they ran towards om's studio...Kicking the door open, they are welcomed by a heart breaking view...of their brother sitting on a chair with his legs on the table, tear stained face, a picture in his hands that he is hugging and talking to, 100s of paintings of a familiar and an unfamiliar face surrounding him...All they could hear was muffled sounds of sorry gauri, I am sorry...Main wo nhn ban paaya jiski tumhe umeed thi.... ( I couldn't be what you had perceived me as)

Om...Shivay says with tears in his own eyes

Areey! Shivay, rudra tum dono yahan...Om says wiping his eyes ( Oh! Shiavy, rudra you two here?)

Om...tum kabse jhooth bolne lag gye mere bhai, shivay asks making his way inside ( Om.Since when did you start lying my brother)

Kaisa jhooth shivay? Maine koi jhooth nhn bola.... Om tells them ( What lie shivay? I haven't lied)

O! kya hai yeh sab....Rudra asks him looking around and seeing broken sculptures and paintings of gauri and a kid.... ( O! what is all this)

Meri duniya....Om says ( My world)

Kyun nhn btaaya O! kyun nhn baanta aapne humse aapna dard?? Rudra asks him.. ( why did you no tell us O? why did you not share your pain with us?)

Main tum dono ko pareshaan nhn karna chahta tha....Om tells them ( I didn't want to worry you guys)

Pareshaan?? Shivay asks him shocked ( Worried?)

Arrey chodo bhaiya! Agar O hume apna samjhte toh btaate hume, par nhn unhe toh aadat hai na humesha sab kuch apne andar rakhne ki...Rudra says hurt ( Leave it bahiya! O would have shared it with us, had he felt us his own but no he is used to keeping it all in him)

Rudra! Om says in tears..Please aisa mat kaho...Sirf tum dono he toh jo mujhse nafrat nhn karte, agar tum bhi aise kahoge toh main kiske pass jaunga, kisse apna kahunga...( Please don't say this.... Only you two are the ones who don't hate me, who will I go to if you also say like this?)

Shivay and rudra run and hug om making him fall backwards....

Om koi tumse nafrat nhn karta, na gauri na koi aur...! Shivay says ( Om! Npbody hates you....Neither gauri nor anyone else)

Haan O! sab log bahut pyaar karte hain aapse..rudra speaks ( Yes O! everyone loves you)

Pyaar nhn hai meri kismat main rudra..! Pehle maa baap ka pyaar nhn tha aura b jab wo hai toh meri biwi ka nhn hai, aur jaise chal raha hai na mujhe umeed nhn hai ki mera bacha bhi meri shakal dekhna pasand karega.... Om tells him broken ( I'm not destined to love rudra! First I didn't get love from my parents and now that I have my parents' love, my wife doesn't love me and with the way things are going I have no hope of getting my child's love)

Shiavy rudra please tum dono jaao yahan se, warna mujhe dar hai ki kahin tum dono ko bhi mujhse nafrat na ho jaaye, main kuch aisa na kardoon jisse tum dono bhi meri shakal dekhna na chaho...Om adds breaking the hug ( Shivay, rudra please leave from here....I'm worried of you guys also hating me, I am worried that I might do something which makes you hate the sight of me)

Pagal hogye ho kya tum om?? Shivay asks him ( have you lost it om??)

Please jaaao....Om says and starts to drag them outside... ( Please leave)

Om...darwaaza kholo..! Shivay and rudra bang the door which om just locked after making them out from his studio...( Om! Open the door)

Bhaiya! Mujhe darr hai kahin O fer se.... Rudra starts to speak ( Bhaiya! I'm worried about O being involved...)

Shut up rudra! Aisa kuch nhn hoga; main aisa nhn hone doonga....Shivay says ( shut up rudra! I won't let any such thing happen)

Chalo rudra abhi hum ghar chalte hain! Raat ko om ke aane ke baade, aaj usse baat karni hogi humse.... Shivay tells him ( Come rudra we will go home now! Tonight om will have to talk to us after coming back)

They leave for home..... The clock ticks, and with each tick the worry in the family members raise... It's 2 am and there is no sign of om! Everyone I worried, on one hand om hasn't returned while on the other hand gauri has refused to eat anything...Gauri...they all shout seeing her faint..!

Gauri kuch khaalo! Tumahre liye aise bhooke rehna sahi nhn hai... Jhanvi tells her ( Gauri eat something...It isn't advisable for you to stay hungry in this condition)

Nhn maa! Hume bhook nhn hai....Hum theek hai maa! Aap chinta mat kijiye.. Gauri says ( No maa! I am not hungry, I am absolutely fine...Don't worry)

Gauri kaise chinta na karun...Jhanvi starts to say when the door opens... ( Gauri how can I not be worried)

Om!! Shivay and rudra shout in unison seeing him wounded

Jhanvi runs towards om after making gauri sit down on the sofa....
Gauri is shocked when her eyes fall on an injured om....Getting up from the sofa, she makes her way towards him, holding him from his wrist she drags him towards their room wiping her tears on the way...

Gauri..shivay shouts only for it to fall on deaf ears, jhanvi stops them and lets gauri take om away happy that atleast she will talk to him

Yeh kya tareeka hai? Gauri asks him once in the room ( what is this way)

Silence was all she got from om..

Humne poocha yeh kya tareeka hai?? Gauri shouts this time... ( I have asked you something....what is this way) Yeh chot kaise lagi aapko? Zara bhi aqal nhn hai kya aapme?? She asks ( How did you get hurt? Don't you have any sense)

Om just looks at her bewildered

Hume kya yun taad rahe hain, btayie hume ki yeh chot kaise lagi...jaan dene gye the kya apni...! She asks him hitting him on his chest with her balled wrists ( Why are you staring me, tell me how did you hurt yourself? Did you try to give up your life)

Socha tha ki jaan de dun, kyunki tumahre bina jee kar bhi kuch fayada nhn hai... Par jab jaan dene ki baari aayi toh aankhon ke saamne tumahra chehra aagya....Ruk gye mere kadam...Nhn de paaya main apni jaan! Apne hone wale bache ke khayaal ne rok diya mujhe, tumahre chehre ne rok diya mujhe....He confesses ( I did think of giving up my life because my life isn't worth to live without you... But when it was my turn to actually give it up, I could see your face...My steps halted; I couldn't bring myself to do what I had planned! My to be born child's thought stopped me, your face stopped me)

Thud.....A slap lands on om's face!
Thud.....another slap...

Pta nhn kaise insaan se shaadi karwa di humari Shankar ji ne! Kaise insaan se pyar kar betha humara dil....chi chi! Nafrat hai hume aapse, aap bujhdil hain...Gauri says and goes towards the washroom ( I don't know what kinda husband Shankar ji has given me! I pity my heart for falling in love with this person...YUK! I hate you, you are a coward)
Coming out of the washroom, gauri lies on the bed and sleeps without even a glance towards om.. Freshning up om joing gauri who was fast asleep...

Huging gauri's tummy! Meri princess, tumahri muma kehti hai ki main bujhdil hoon...tumhari muma sahi hai meri princess... Par yeh bhi sach hai ki tumhare papa tumse bahut pyaar karte hain, tumahre liye apni jaan de bhi sakte hain... Princess papa ko koi umeed nhn hai ki aapki muma unhe maaf karde par beta please aap mujhse nafrat mat karna....Itne bure bhi nhn hai papa! Main abhi bhi koshish karunga aapki muma ko maanane ki, koshish karunga ki aapke iss duniya main aane se pehle mere aur aapke muma ke beech sab kuch theek ho jaaye...! Om says and pecks gauri's bulging tummy ( My princess, your muma says that I am coward; your muma is right...But there is another truth that your papa loves you a lot...He can give his life for you princess! My child.. your father has no hopes of forgiveness from your mother but please you don't hate me okay....Your father isn't that bad! Even now I will try to convince your mother, I will try to fix everything before your birth...)

Gauri's sleep was disturbed by her breathlessness, but she was surpised, when she sees om missing....walking out into the room, he uses to keep his art stuff, she is taken aback on finding om fill up a syringe...

Angry, she walks near him...snatching it from his hand she is about to inject it into herself...

Gauri yeh kya kar rahi ho tum?? Om asks shocked ( gauri what are you doing?)

Wahi jo aap karne ki soch rahe the..Hum bhi dekhna chahte hain ki kaise sukoon milta hai isse aapko, humari zindagi main bhi hume sukoon ki bahut zaroorat hai! Gauri says and is about to inject ( The same, what you were thinking to....Even I want to see what kind of peace these drugs provide...My life has a lot of issues goingon and some peace would be appreciable)

Pagal mat bano gauri! tum pregnant ho...Tum kaise khel sakti uss jaan ke saath jo tumahre andar pal rahi hai...Om tells her ( don't act crazy gauri! you are pregnant.....How can you play with a life inside you)

Agar hum iss bache ki maa hain toh aap bhi iss bache ke pita hain..! Agar aapko koi fiqar nhn hai toh hum kyun chinta Karen...Agar yeh bacha bin baap ke reh sakta hai toh bin maa ke bhi pal sakta hai humara bacha.... Gauri tells in vigor ( If I am the mother, then you are th father of this child.... Why should I alone be worried when you aren't? If this child can live without his father then he can live without his mother too)

Gauri...Please! Om says and snatches it back from her

Kya please haan?? Gauri asks him ( What please?)
Dekheye Mr.oberoi jo kuch bhi humare beech main hai, hum nhn chahte ki uska asar humare bache par pade.... Aur aapke inn drugs ka asar hoga humare bache par...Gauri tells him ( Look mr.oberoi I don't want our child to be affected by whatever is going on between us...Your drugs will definitely affect our child)

Kyn rok rahi ho mujhe jab koi fiqar nhn hai tumhe meri....Om asks her ( why are you stopping me when you don't care for me)

Haan! Nhn hai hume aapkii fiqar, kisi ki fiqar nhn hai hume...Jo karna hai kijiye...Magar yaad rakheye ki agar aapne drugs istemaal kiye toh hum yeh ghar chodke chale jaayenge; aur iss bache ko bhi le jaayenge yahaan se bahut door le jaayenge hum...Samjhe aap gauri shouts ( Yes! I don't care for you, I don't care for anyone...Do whatever you want to but just remember that if you use these drugs then I will leave this house, I will take this child along with me and will go somewhere very far...Do you understand)

She is about to leave, when om slumps down on the floor....Sorry gauri! main nhn karunga abse aisa kuch jisse tumhe koi takleef ho.... Om says ( Sorry gauri! I won't do anything that will hurt you)

Bahut raat hogyi hai, chaliye aur so jaayie...Humara sir bahut dukh raha hai...Gauri says ( It's late, come and sleep! I have a very bad headache)

Soon both of them dozed off, some hours passes before om woke up to find gauri missing, looking around he sees the washroom lights on..Just to make sure everything is fine....He gets into the bathroom to find gauri puking holding the toilet bowel...Holding her hair back, he helps her..

Gauri tum theek ho?? Om asks her ( Gauri are you fine??) Tum ruko main abhi aaya paani leke, he says and makes her sit on the floor.. ( just wait, I will be right back with some water)

Nhn hume kuch nhn chaheye!! She says weekly ( I don't want anything)

Gauri please...! Yeh waqt nhn hai behas karne ka Om says with finelity ( Gauri please! This isn't a time to argue)

Om quickly comes back with water and helps gauri rinse her mouth... Scooping her up in his arms, he takes her out and places her on the bed.

Gauri tumne khaana khaaya tha kya?? Om asks her ( Gauri did you eat??)

Nhn wo...Gauri begins to say ( No actually)

Gauri tum itni careless kaise ho sakti ho; kitni baar tumhe sabne kaha hai ki khaana khaa liya karo, kyun tum apna aur bache ka khaayal nhn rakhti ho... Tumhe doctor ne kaha hai na ki khaana peena padega tumhe fer kyun gauri? Main tumhe nhn kho sakta gauri! Please aise mat kiya karo na...Om tells her lovingly ( GAuri how can you be this careless? How many times have we all told you eat, then why don't you care for yourself and this child? Even the doctor had advised you to look after you eating then why gauri? I can''t loose you gauri... please don't do this..)

And om goes to bring food for her... Making her eat, he is about to go when she stops him holding his wrist...

Sorry...gauri says

Kiss liye? He asks ( For what?)

Humne aapke laaye gol gappe nhn feke the, wo darasal humne room saaf karne ke liye kaha tha toh shayad unhone fek diye ho...She explains ( I didn't throw the gol gappe you brought...! I think that lady who came to clean the room threw them)

It's okay gauri! he says seeing her sad

Aur thank you bhi! Gauri says..(And thank you)

AB thank you kiss liye.....He asks her ( And what is the thank you for??)

Richa ko lane ke liye, humara dhiyaan rakhne ke liye....She says ( To get richa and to look after me)

Maine jo kuch bhi kiya wo issiliye kiya kyunki main tumse pyaar karta hoon, biwi ho tum meri! Haq hai mera ki main tumahri khushiyon ka khayaal rakhun...Uske liye tumhe mujhe thank you bolne ki zaroorat nhn hai gauri.. Maana tum mujhse pyaar nhn karti par main toh karta hoon na, aur main humesha apne pyaar nibhaaunga...Om says and tells her to sleep ( whatever I did was because I love you, you are my wife! And it's my right to care for your happiness.... You don't have to thank me for it gauri...I know you don't love me gauri but I do and I will always fulfill my love)

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