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Shivay se kyun kehna hai tumhe?? He asks her ( Why do you want to tell shivay)

Kyunki pichle mahino main jab bhi humara kuch khaane ka mann karta tha toh shivay bhaiya aur rudy bhaiya he the jo hume leke jaate the; aap nhn the tab jo hum aapse kuch kahen... She tells him making him guilty ( Because in the past months he and rudy bhaiya were the ones to take me out; you weren't there for me that you expect me to tell you)

Understanding the reason why rudra had kept the car keys while leaving his room in the afternoon he says; tum ruko main aata hoon..... ( You wait; I will be right back)

Mr.oberoi! hume kahin nhn jaana hai. Hume sone jaa rahe hain…aapke ehsaan ki zaroorat nhn hai hume; bhook mar chuki hai humari….gauri says and leaves for her room… ( Mr.oberoi! I don’t want to go anywhere… I am going to sleep; don’t need your help, my hunger has died away..)

A broken hearted om; just looks at the retreating figure of gauri…. while tears make their way from his eyes…. Taking baby steps; and mustering courage he goes towards his room to find gauri sleeping on her side of the bed…Careful to not disturb her; he gets onto the bed and resting his head on the headpost…
Sahi kaha hai kisine ki toote rishte aur toote dil ko sambhaalna aasan nhn hota; aise chub jaate hain toote dil ke tukde ki dard to hota hai par awaaz nhn aati; zakham nhn dikhta…Aur wahi ho raha hai mere saath. Gauri ka dil toda hai maine; gauri ko toda hai maine…Aawaz toh nhn aayi magar ab chuban ho rahi hai…Laakh dhoondhkar bhi tute tukde nhn dhoond paa raha hoon main… Om thinks to himself (Somebody has said the truth that It’s not easy to nurse a broken heart and broken relations; The broken pieces prick you and you don’t even feel the pain; you don’t see the bruises and that is exactly what is happening with me… I have broken gauri’s heart; I have broken gauri…..There wasn’t any sound of her breaking but it is pricking me every second….No matter how hard I try I am unable to succeed in finding those broken pieces)

Morning seeps in; the sun rays falling through the transparent curtains disturb gauri’s sleep who turns around to see om sleeping while sitting down…
Her heart flinches at the sight of seeing her love in a tear strained face…yet without a word or a caress she moves towards the bathroom to get fresh…

Gauri beta! Kahan ho tum….Tej comes and knocks on the door waking up om ( Gauri my child where are you?)

Waking up listening to tej’s sound, om is shocked….
Mr.oberoi yahann kya kar rahe hain subeh subeh…He wonders to himself ( What is Mr.oberoi doing here early in the morning)

Opening up the door, Gauri bathroom main hai…Aapko kya kaam hai usse…Om asks tej rudely ( Gauri is in washroom; why do you need her?)

Aaj uski doctor ki appointment hai; aur hamesha main he usko leke jaata hoon toh isiliye aaya tha… Tej tells him ( Today is her doctor’s appointment; I am the one to accompany her thus my visit here today)

Seeing om close his eyes in disappointment of missing those precious moments of monitoring his child’s growth, of the doctor advising gauri about her health; about seeing his baby on screen….Agar tum chaho toh tum leja sakte ho gauri ko appointment par….tej says ( If you want to; you can take her to the doctor)

Sach?? Om asks opening his eyes shocked ( Are you for real??)
Par aap aisa kyun karenge?? Kya fayada hoga aapka isme? He asks tej ( but why will you do so? What will you gain doing this?)

Main samjh sakta hoon unn ehsaason ko jo tumhare andar hain; main bhi baap hoon haan wo baat alag hai ki mere bache mujhe apna baap nhn maante magar ehsaas nhn badalte… tej tells him ( I can under the whirlpool of emotions within you; I am a father too! Yes my case is different because my children don’t acknowledge me as one but still the feelings don’t change)

Seeing om look at him with a small smile adoring his lips, tej pats his shoulders and says! Gauri ka gussa jayaaz hai; use wo pati tab nhn mila jab use uski zaroorat thi….Magar ab tumhe mauqa mila hai apni galti sudhaarne ka. Tum Tej Singh Oberoi ke bête ho, aur haarna humne seekha nhn hai….Waqt lagega par wo maan jaayegi tab tak tum koshish karo…. ( Gauri’s anger is justified; she didn’t get her husband when she needed him the most….But now you have got a chance. You are Tej singh oberoi’s son and we haven’t learnt to quit….It will take time but keep trying)

Papa ji! Aap yahan… hum bas neeche aa he rahe the. Gauri says coming out of the bathroom ( papa ji! You here?? I was just coming downstairs)

Haan beta wo main tumhe yeh btaane aaya tha ki aaj meri ek bahut important meeting hai jise miss karna possible nhn toh aaj tumhe mere bina he appointment par jaana hoga….Tej tells her ( Yes dear! I just came to tell you that I have an important meeting today and it’s not possible to miss it…I will not be able to accompany you to the doctor today)

Koi baat nhn papaji! Aaj sirf ultrasound he hai; aur kuch nhn hoga. Hum aapke liye file le aayenge aap dekh lijyega apne pote/poti ko tab gauri says with a smile ( Not to worry papaji! Today is the ultrasound only. I will bring the file for you to see your grandchild)

Theek hai! Tej and leaves kissing gauri on her forehead… ( Okay)

Main tumhe le chalta hoon gauri! Om says with a hope ( I will take you gauri)

Without saying anything, gauri goes to the dresser and starts getting ready…. Seeing om rooted to the place for more than 10 mins, she says hume 15 min main nikalna hai appointment ke liye.... ( We have to leave in 15 mins for the appointment)

Bubbling up with excitement, om goes to the bathroom for a quick shower…

In the hospital,
Mrs.oberoi! Aaj aapki ultrasound hai…The doctor says ( Mrs.oberoi today is your ultrasound)

Ji doctor…! She replies ( yes doctor)

Taking gauri for the ultrasound, the doctor attaches the montor and rubbing the jelly over her pregnant stomach starts to move the Doppler…. Mrs.oberoi do you want your husband inside? The doctor asks her

Seeing her uncomfortable, om who wanted to desparetly go and look at his child; feel the heartbeat of his child with a heavy heart says….I’m fine doctor!

Seeing his sulken face; gauri whispers it’s fine doctor I don’t mind him coming inside…Om with a smile full of gratitude moves inside and  is emotionally looking at the screen…His baby; their baby…

Gauri! are you eating properly? The doctor asks her

Ji doctor….hum sahi se har thode thode time pe khaa rahe hain… she tells her ( Yes doctor I’m eating a frequent intervals)

Gauri tumhara baby healthy hai bas size main bada hai….jab bhi koi problem ho toh call me…Next visit se we will start talking about your delivery..! the doctor tells her ( gauri your baby is healthy but is a little bigger in size…Call me if you have any issues; we will start discussing about delivering the baby from next visit onwards)

Doctor is there anything to worry?? Om asks her 

Nothing as such Mr.oberoi! Just make sure she gets good rest; exertion is not good for her baby and her also she shouldn’t stay hungry since she has a possibility of a hypoglycemic attack which can be fatal if not taken care of immediately….The doctor explains him …

The doctor also tells him on how she advised her against this pregnancy but gauri’s admancy made her advices fall on deaf ears.. On how the delivery can be complicated if she doesn’t look after herself..

They leave after thanking the doctor…

Once in the car, gauri looks outside the window…

Gauri tumne mujhe kyun nhn btaaya ki tumhari jaan ko khatra hai iss pregnancy se?? om asks her ( Gauri why didn’t you tell me that this baby is on the cost of your life?)

Not answering him gauri continues to look outside…

Dammit gauri! Main kuch pooch raha hoon tumse; gussa apni jagah hai aur befkoofi apni…. He tells her ( Dammit gaur! I am asking you something; There is a difference in being angry and being stupid)

Chillayie mat; hum bhi chila sakte hain! Aur kya nhn btaya humne aapko?? Haan?? She asks getting angry… Suna kab hai aapne hume?? She asks ( Don’t shout even I know how to shout! And what have I not told you??? Tell me?? When did you ever listen to me?)

Gauri jab tumhe pta tha ki yeh bacha tumhari jaan ko khatra de sakta hai toh kyun rakha tumne iss bache ho?? He asks her in a softer tone ( Gauri why did you decide to continue with this pregnancy when you clearly knew the complications)
Hume apna kehne ke liye koi nhn hai. Sirf yeh bacha he hoga jo waaqe main humara apna hoga; jo humare apnepan par sawaal nhn utha paayega…Kya chahte hain aap ki hum usse bhi jaane dete?? She asks him rather taunts him ( I don’t have anyone to call me as their own…Only this child will be mine in true sense….The child will never question my love and warmth… What do you want me to do?? To let go of this child)

Gauri tumahri jaan ko khatra hai! He says explaining her ( your life is at risk)

Hum jaante hain! Aur hume manzoor hai wo har khatra jo humare raaste main aayega humare bache ko iss duniya main lane ke liye…She tells him ( I know and I am ready for all those dangers that I might encounter on my way to birth this child)
Hum rahen ya na rahen! Humara bacha aayega iss duniya; uska parivaar hoga; uske pass wo sab hoga jo humare pass nhn tha…She adds ( whether I stay or not; this child will surely take birth; this child will have a family; this child will have everything that I never had)

Gauri yeh kaise zidd hai! Aur tum yeh kya bol rahi ho? Tumne nhn socha ki main kaise rahunga tumahre bina…He asks her with tears in his eyes ( Gauri what adamancy is this? And what nonsense are you speaking? You didn’t think about how I will stay without you)

Waise he jaise ab tak rehte aaye hain....she says and turns her face to wipe the lone tear that escapes her eye… ( The way you have till now)

Starting the ignition, om races the car ahead with gauri staring outside….crossing the chaat corner; om sees gauri looking at it loningly…Stopping the car for her to relish it; he nudges her to go. Squeeling in happiness she gets out of the car and relishes the chaat with extra spicy chutney…

Bhaiya kitne hue?? Om asks the vendor ( Bhaiya how much)
Ji 100 rs… The vendor says ( 100 rs)
Before om could give him the money, gauri gives him the required money and leaves shocking om…

Recovering from the shock, om goes to the car….Gauri wo paise?? He starts to ask ( Gauri that money??)

Humare hain; aur humne churaaye nhn hain…..She tells him rudely ( That is my money and I haven’t stolen that)

Maine kab aise kaha ki tumne churaaye hain! He asks her…. ( when did I say that you have stolen the money)

Main bas itna pooch raha hoon ki tumhare pass paise kahan se aaye?? He asks her ( I was just asking from where did you get this money)

Jaise sab ke pass aate hain…Kaam karke! She answers without looking at him ( The way everyone else gets them; by working)

Kaam??? He asks not able to believe that his gauri had to work in such a condition ( Work)

Haan kaam! Kyunki Gauri Kumari Sharma ko na he kisi ki daya par rehne ki aadat hai aur na he koi shok… She adds..  ( Yes work…because Gauri Kumari Sharma doesn’t intend to live on anybody’s charity)

Yeh tum kya keh rahi ho gauri?? om asks her ( what are you saying)

Jo sach hai wo he keh rahe hain! Hum aapke ghar main reh zaroor rahe hain; par koi haq nhn hai hume… Majboori hai kyunki aapka bacha hai humare andar; aur hum nhn chahte ki humara bacha bina parivaar ke bada ho…Hum nhn chahte ki humare bache ko koi kahe ki usse parivaar shabd ka matlab nhn pta kyunki wo kabhi parivaar main raha nhn… Aur jab aapke ghar main reh rahe hain toh muft main kisi ke ghar rehna acha nhn hota aur bhale he hum aapke jitna padhe likhe na hon; bhale he humara itna bada parivaar na ho par humari maa ne hume sikhaaya tha kisi ka ehsaan nhn lena chaheye…Isiliye hum apna kharcha khud uthaate hain….She tells him in a tone that breaks his already shattered heart further into innumerable pieces (I’m saying what the truth is! I’m stay in your house but that isn’t my right….It’s a compulsion for me to stay  because I have your child inside me and never would I want my child to grow without a family; I don’t want anyone to taunt him on not staying and knowing what a family is. And now that I am staying at your place; I ought to pay you something…Even though I haven’t had an education and family as good as yours; but still my mother has taught me to not accept charity for anyone…. This is why I pay for my own essentials…)

Om was dumbfound listening to gauri…He always knew and respected gauri for being an independent and a free willed girl but this time her independence pricked his heart because he knew he was the reason she was forced to act like she is at the moment…

Gauri; tumhara kaam karna na karna tumahri apni marzi hai; par yeh mera haq hai ki main tumpar aur apne hone wale bache par kharch karun; yeh mera haq hai ki main tum dono ka khayaal rakhun… He says looking at her ( Gauri; to work or to be jobless is your personal choice but it is my right to spend on you and our child; it’s my right to take care of you two)

Aapka haq hai magar sirf humare bache par; humpar koi haq nhn hai aapko ya kisi aur ko… aur jab tak yeh bacha humare andar hai yeh sirf humara hai aur ispar kharch karne ka ya iski fiqar karne ki bhi koi zaroorat nhn hai aapko…Waise bhi na he hume aur na humare bache ko aise chinta ki aadat hai…She says bitterly ( You have the right only on the child; you don’t have any right on me neither does anyone else has a right on me… It’s solely my child till it is in my womb and you don’t have to worry or spend for it… Anyhow neither I nor my child are accustomed to such care)

Ab please hume ghar jaana hai; agar aap leke chal sakte toh hum taxi bula lete hain…She tells him ( Now I want to go home; I will uber incase you can’t take me back)

Without any more words; om ignited the car and they were off with tears flowing from om’s eyes..

Kya bnaa diya gauri ko tumne om? Jo ladki tumhare bina reh nhn sakti thi; aaj wo tumhari shakal tak dekhna nhn chahti… Jis ladki ki duniya uske omkaraji ke aass pass ghoomti thi aaj tumhara hona na hona uske liye koi maayine nhn rakhta….Kya mera gauri ko chod ke jaana itna galat tha?? Kya main kabhi waapis gauri ko nhn paa sakta; kya main kabhi uske dil main wo pyaar nhn jaga sakta jo wo karti thi mujhse mere sab bhikaar dene se pehle… He thinks to himself
( What have you turned gauri into om? The girl who couldn’t stay without you doesn’t want to see your face today. The girl whose whole world revolved around her omkaraji doesn’t care about that omkaraji anymore…. Was my decision of leaving gauri and going so wrong? Can I never win her back again? Can I not regrow the seed of that love that she had for me before I destroyed everything….)

Reaching back home; om sees gauri fast asleep….Scooping her up in his arms he takes her to the bed and places her down gently..Covering her with a duvet he is about to leave to his side; when he feels a tug at his wrist…. Seeing gauri hold his wrist and stopping him overwhelms him.

Sitting down next to her, Main jaanta hoon ki bahut bura hoon main; jaanta hoon main ki bahut dil dukhaaya hai maine tumhara par main kya karun? Aisa he hoon main…Aise he hain tumahre omkaraji… Akal ke kache hain tumahre omkaraji…! Faisle lene nhn aate hain mujhe tabhi toh humesha main tumhe let down kar deta hoon. Par jitna bhi let down kardoon gauri, mohabbat mera dil humesha hoti hai tumahre liye, sirf tumhare liye…Tumse yehi doori bardaash nhn kar sakta main; haar jaata hoon khudse yeh dekh ke ki meri gauri ko meri koi chinta nhn, ki wo mere bina jeena seekh gyi hai….Par main nhn jee sakta tumahre bina; tumahre saath ke bina aadhoora kissa hoon main. Sirf tum he mujhe poora karti ho gauri… Mujhe maaf kardo please! Waada hai tumse ki kabhi yun nhn dil todunga tumahra; kabhi juda nhn hone doonga tumhe khudse; dil main chipa ke rakhunga tumhe….He confesses to her caressing her hair… (I know I am the worst human being; I know I have hurt you a lot but what should I do? I am like this….Your omkaraji is like this gauri. Your omkaraji has a child like brain; I don’t know how to make decisions and that is why I let you down… No matter how much I let you down; my heart still loves you; only you. I can’t bear this aloofness from you gauri; I loose seeing you not care for me; to see you learn living without me….But I can’t stay without you gauri; I’m an incomplete tale without you by my side. Only you can complete me gauri. Please forgive me! I promise to never break your heart again; I promise to never let you go away from me; I will keep you guarded in my heart)

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