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Gauri...Omkara says bewildered seeing her hold that needle.. Taking long strides towards her, he snatches the needle from her.. Yeh kahan se mili tumhe?? He asks ( From where did you get this?)

Wahin se jahan aapne rakhi thi...She says looking at his face trying to decipher his feelings ( From the place where you kept it)

Silence takes over the room and both of them are busy reading each other's looks.... Gauri itni chup kyun hai? Kya meri koi fiqar nhn hai gauri ko? He thinks to himself ( Why is gauri so quiet? Does gauri not care for me anymore)

Omkaraji ka dara hua chehra dekh ke toh lag raha hai jaise unki chori pakdi gyi ho.... Kahin yeh humari wajah se toh nhn? Gauri thinks to herself ( Looking at omkaraji's scared face; it looks as if his hidden secret has been revealed.... Did he start it again because of me??)

Bringing him out of his thoughts,
Kya aap?? She starts to ask but before she could continue; Yehi poochna chahti ho na ki kya main drugs leta hoon ya nhn he adds in ( Do you?? You want to ask if I indulge in drugs or not)

A smile appears on his face thinking that gauri still cares... Hiding his smile,
Main tumse na jhooth bolna chahta hoon aur na he kuch chupaana chahta hoon gauri.. Jo bhi tumne dekha ya job hi tum soch rahi ho wo sach hai..Yeh sui meri he hai aur main drugs leta hoon... Mujhe apni problems se bhaagne main; meri zindagi ke dukh kam karne main yehi meri madad karte hain... Mera chain mujhe lauta dete hain yeh; ya fer yun mujhe lagta hai ki jaise inhe lene ke baad mujhe mera sukoon waapis mil gya ho. He tells her looking at her face trying to find disgust on her face listening to him using drugs... ( Neither do I want to lie nor do I want to hide things from you gauri... whatever you have seen and whatever you are thinking is true, it's the truth of my life... This needle is mine and I do take drugs... These drugs help me run way away from my problems; these help me lessen the sadness in my life. They give me back my peace; or atleast I feel at peace after taking them.)

Acha! She says shocking om.... ( Okay)

Kya??? He asks shocked ( What??)

Humne kaha acha she repeats herself ( I said okay)

Sirf acha? He asks ( Only okay)
Kya tum yeh nhn poochogi ki kya wajah hai meri; kya majboori hai meri. Kya tumhe yeh sunke jhatka nhn laga ki tumhare omkaraji drugs lete hain? Kya tumhe koi farq nhn pada yeh sunke? Kya tum rokogi nhn mujhe? He adds breaking with each word escaping his mouth ( Will you not ask me the reason; will you not ask me why did I have it on my brain? Did you not for once get shocked knowing that your omkaraji indulges in drugs? Do you not care after listening to this? Will you not stop me?)

Agar aap btaana chahte hain toh khud he bta dijiye; kyunki aapse kuch bhi poochne ka haq hume nhn hai. She says( You can tell if you want to; I don't have the right to question you)

Meri biwi ho tum gauri... Aur tumahre ilaawa yeh haq kisi aur ko nhn hai He speaks quickly wiping his tears ( You are my wife gauri... Nobody else besides you has this right)

Duniya ke liye honge; magar hum nhn maante... Uss din se nhn maante jiss din aapne hume thukraaya tha yeh keh ke ki aapko humse pyaar nhn aur hum layak nhn pyaar ke; Uss din se nhn maante jis din se aap hume apne bhaiyon ke liye chod ke gye the; uss din se nhn maante jab aapne hum par haath uthaaya tha; uss din se nhn maante jis din aapne humari taraf mudkar dekhna tak gawara nhn samjha tha...She says reminding him that day when he left ( I would be for the world; but I don't mean it here..... Since the day you deserted me saying that you don't love me and I don't deserve the love; since the day when you chose your brothers over me; since the day you slapped me; since the day you didn't for once turn back to even look at me...)

Aur jab hum maante he nhn hai khudko aapki biwi toh na he aapko rokne ka haq hai hume aur na kuch poochne ka....She adds ( And when I don't consider our relation I don't have any rights to stop or question you)

Gauri maine jo bhi kaha tha gusse main kaha tha; koi matlab nhn hai unn baton ka...Om tells her pleading... ( gauri whatever I said was in blind rage.. It doesn't mean a thing gauri)

Aur tum meri biwi thi, ho aur rahogi....! Pyaar karta hoon main tumse gauri...He says falling down on his knees while holding her hands ( You were my wife; you are my wife and you will forever be my wife...... I love you gauri)

Pachtaava hai yeh pyaar nhn! She tells him with a stoical face... ( This is guilt and not love)

Gauri....He says shocked lifting his face up to see her in the eye...

Mr.oberoi dekheye! Dukh aur takleef har kisi zindagi main hote hain; agar dukh aur dard na ho toh zindagi pheeki pheeki lagti hai... Par iska matlab yeh nhn hai aap aise raaste chune jahan aapki zindagi ko khatra ho... Gauri says avoiding his confession ( Sorrows and difficulties are there in everyone's lives; Our live would be bland if not for these two things... But that doesn't mean that we opt for ways that endanger our life)

Itni fiqar karti ho toh Kyun maaf nhn kar sakti ho mujhe tum? Om asks her holding her wrist (Why can't you forgive me if you care for me so much?)

Fiqar hai par aapki nhn! Aapki maa aur aapke parivaar ki hai... Humne aapse jo bhi kaha wo sirf insaayinat ke naate kaha; koi galat umeedein na jaagyen apne dil main kyunki humara aisa koi iraada nhn tha...she says and jerks her hand away ( I care but not for you! I care for your mother and for your family... Whatever I said; was on the grounds of being human...Please don't keep any expectations in your heart for I don't have any such intentions..)

Toh kya tume iss baat se koi farq nhn padhta ki main kya karta hoon? He asks ignoring her the rest of her explanation ( So do you not care about what I do?)

Hum kon hote hain aapki zindagi main dakhal dene waale? Aakhir rishta kya hai humara? She asks him ( Who am I to interfere in your life? What is our relation?)

Biwi ho tum meri; iss ghar ki bahu ho aur mere hone wale bache ki maa ho tum gauri.. Yeh rishta hai humara... Om tells her and cups her face ( You are my wife; Daughter in law of this house and the mother of my would be child....This is our relation) aur meri maa aur mera parivaar nhn gauri; humara parivaar aur mom wo tumhari bhi toh hain... Om says stopping her in her tracks (And not my mom and my family gauri; It's our family and she is your mother too!)

Haan hum hai maa iss bache ki; par usse zaada kuch nhn! Na hum iss ghar ki bahu hain aur na aapki biwi.. Yeh pariwaar aapka hai; humara nhn aur yeh baat uss din jaate waqt aapne hume ache se samjhaa di thi.. She tells him ( Yes I am the mother of this child; but nothing more than that...! Neither am I the DIL of this house nor am I your wife.... This family is yours and you had made it very clear to me the day you left for your mission)

Hum aaram karna chahte hain! Please aap thode samay ke liye hume akele chod dijiye... She requests him ( I want to rest! Please leave me alone for sometime)

Om reluctantly leaves ; Seeing him leave closing the door behind him gauri slumps down on the floor and lets our a cry of agony

Humari wajah se aap ek baar fer ussi daldal main ghus rahe hain jahaan se aapke bhaiyon ne aapko nikaala tha! Kyun kar rahe hain aap yeh sab omkaraji? Hume thukraaya aapne tha; humse pyaar aapne nhn kiya; apne bhaiyon ko humare oopar aapne chuna toh humari kya galti thi?? Kyun mili aise saza hume? Jab zaroorat thi aapki; aap nhn the pass humare aur aaj aake aap humse kehte hain ki humse pyaar hai aapko? Kaise maan len hum? Kaise maan le aapki baat jab 3 mahino tak ek baar bhi aapne humaara haal nhn poocha; ek baar aapko yeh nhn dhiyaan aaya ki aapki biwi hai ek; ek baar aapke zehan main nhn aaya ki hum zinda bhi hain ya mar gye.... Kyun aap nhn samjhte ki hume takleef hoti hai aapko aise dekh ke...! She says sobbing ( Because of me once again you are getting into the nasty world from where your brothers had pulled you back... Why are you doing this omkaraji? You were the one to reject me; you were the one who said you don't love me; you were the one to prioritize your brothers over me.... So what was my mistake? Why did I get such a punishment? You weren't there when I needed you the most and today you come here and tell me that you are in love with me... How do I believe you? How do I believe you when in the last 3 months you never enquired about my wellbeing; not once did you remember that you have a wife back home; not once did it cross your mind that I may have died...Why don't you understand that it hurts me to see you like this...)

Om enters the guest room and falls down ont the floor
Gauri please mujhe itni badi saza mat do! Main maanta hoon galti hui hai mujhse; par main maafi maang raha hoon na... Please maaf kardo gauri! Gauri pachtaava hai mujhe; jo maine tumse kaha; jo tumahre saath kiya unn sab ka magar jo bhi maine tumse kaha wo pachtaave main aake nhn kaha balki iss liye kaha kyunki mujhe fiqar hai humare bache ki... Darr hai mujhe ki agar tumne mujhe maaf nhn kiya toh humare bache ko bhi wahi sab sehena padega jo maine saha tha apne bachpan main...Aur main yeh hargiz nhn chahta gauri... Om says in between the sobs ( Gauri I regret; for whatever I said to you for whatever I did to you but I haven't said this all influenced by the regret... I said all this because I care for our child... I'm afraid that our child will go through what I did in my childhood if you don't forgive me...And I don't wish that for my child gauri)

The sun sets leaving the two broken souls crying remembering each other.... Om is thinking of ways to win back his wife while gauri has fallen asleep sobbing.. A knock on the door wakes her up....

Gauri! Mere bache.. Theek ho na tum? Jhanvi enters asking about her health ( GAuri...My child....are you allright?)

Ji maa! Theek hain hum... She replies ( Yes mom! I'm fine)

Jhanvi takes gauri down for her dinner which was a quick affair.... On their way back....Beta om kahan hai? Nazar nhn aa raha hai... She asks gauri ( Where is om my dear? Couldn't see him anywhere?)

Hume nhn pta maa! Humne shaam main unse kaha ki hume aaram karna hai toh wo chale gye; na humne poocha aur na unhone btaaya...She tells jhanvi ( I have no idea mom! I requested him to let me rest in the evening so he just went out...Neither did I ask nor did he say where he was going)

Maa! Hum aapse sorry kehna chahte hain....Gauri says ( Mom! I want to ask for forgiveness from you)

Kyun gauri? Jhanvi asks her ( why gauri)

Maa! Omkaraji aapke bête hain aur hum jaante hain ki aap unhe dukhi dekh ke khush nhn hai... Aur unka dukh humari wajah se hai..isiliye hum aapse maafi mang rahe hain maa..She confesses like a child ( Mom! Omkaraji is your son and I know that you aren't happy seeing him sad. I am the reason for his sadness thus I am asking for forgiveness)

Gauri! Agar om mera beta hai toh tum meri beti ho.... Haan main khush nhn usse dukhi dekh ke; magar main yeh dekh ke bhi khush nhn reh paaungi ki tumne usse meri wajah se maaf kar diya. Omkara tumhara kusoorwaar hai toh usse maaf karna ya na karna tumahre oopar hai; koi dabaaw nhn hai tumpar.. Jhanvi tells her ( GAuri! if om is my son, then you are my daughter... Yes I am not happy seeing him sad but I wouldn't be happy seeing you forgive him because of me.... Omkara is your culprit so you decide what to do with him gauri.... It's totally upto whether or not you want to forgive him; nobody will pressurize you gauri)

Waise mujhe omkara ka raviyaa dekh kar yeh laga tha ki wo doosra tej singh oberoi ban gya hai; wo aadmi jisse usse sabse zaada nafrat hai...Par gauri tumhe dekh kar mujhe naaz hai ki tum jhanvi singh oberoi nhn bani.. Tum nhn jhuki! Tumne usse bhaand ke rakhne ki koshish nhn ki... Tumne wo himmat dikhaayi jo main kabhi nhn dikhaa paayi... Jhanvi tells her with pride ( BDW seeing omkara's attitude I felt as if he has become Tej Singh Oberoi, the man who he hates the most but seeing you made me proud; you didn't become Jhanvi Singh Oberoi gauri... You didn't succumb; you didn't try to hold him back..You showed the strength that I never had the courage to....)

Reaching the room; jhanvi leaves wishing gauri a good night...

Yeh kya kar rahi ho tum?? Om asks her entering the room and sees her making a bed for herself on the couch ( What are you doing?)

Ignoring om's questions she continues to do what she is doing....

Gauri tum couch pe kaise so sakti ho?? He asks her seeing her not answering him ( Gauri how can you sleep on the couch)

Jaise tab sote the jab hum aapki biwi hone ka naatq kar rahe the... Gauri replies without looking at him ( The way I used to when I was acting to be your wife)

Gauri mera matlab tha ki tum pregnant ho; aur tumhe wahaan couch pe sone ki kya zaroorat hai.... Tum bed pe sojaao main couch pe so jaunga... He tells her ( Gauri I meant that you are pregnant; so what is the need for you to sleep on the couch? You sleep on the bed I will manage on the couch)

Theek hai...Gauri says shrugging her shoulders and moves towards the bed ( Okay)

Gauri gets on the bed while om settles himself on the couch....Switching off the lights she lays down and caresses the other side of the bed from under the blanket...

Kiss mod pe le aayi hai hume zindagi...! Humare saath hone ke baad se kabhi nhn socha tha humne ki kabhi ferse itni dooriyan aa jayengi humare beech main; kabhi aisa waqt aayega jab hum aapke bed par soyenge par aapke saath nhn; aapke oopar sar rakh kar nhn; aapse baatein kar kar nhn... Kyun hua hai humare saath aisa Shankar ji?? Gauri thinks to herself ( Where has my life brought me?? Never since we got back together did I think about being distant from you; never did I think that we could have differences and distances between us; never did I think that there would be a time when I would sleep on your bed without you on my side; without my head laying on your chest; without talking to you... Why did all this happen to me?? Why Shankar ji??)

Gauri's thoughts were broken when she hears some sounds, switching on the table lamp she sees om trying hard to fit in on the recliner...

Aap bed par aajayie...She says shocking him ( Come on the bed)

Kya?? He asks shocked ( What?)

Hume baar baar khud ko dauhrana acha nhn lagta...humne kaha bed par aajayie; yeh aapka kamra hai aur hum nhn chahte ki aap aise tangi main soyen isiliye bed par aaram se so jaaiye aake..She tells him ( I don't like to repeat myself over and over again....I just said that come here on the bed; this is your room and I don't want you to sleep uncomfortably so just come here and sleep)

Par tum...He says and stops when he sees her separating the sides with pillows in between ( But you...)

Without wasting anytime, omkara gets on his side and getting under the covers lays down to sleep while gauri switches off the lamp

Jiss tarah tumne mujhe bed par jagah di hai; ussi tarah thodi jagah apne dil main bhi de do gauri! Main waada karta hoon ki kabhi aise galti dobaara nhn karunga...Maana main 3 mahine tak nhn tha tumahre saath; par tum kabhi mere zehan se nhn gyi....Mana kabhi baat nhn ki maine tumse; magar tumahre baare sochta tha main humesha... Pyaar karta hoon main tumse, pehle nhn nibha paaya uss pyaar ko magar ab nibhaaunga poore dil se nibhaaunga gauri.... Waada hai mera tumse...Tumhe bahut jald main ek baar fer Gauri omkara singh oberoi bnaaunga.. Om thinks to himself ( Please give me some space in your heart as you have on the bed..I promise to never repeat my mistake gauri. I agree that I wasn't with you for 3 months but you were there in my heart; I agree I didn't talk to you but I always thought about you...I love you gauri; I know I was uncapable of fulfilling the love earlier but now I promise to fulfill it with all my heart....I promise this to you...I will make you Gauri omkara singh oberoi very soon )

Looking at the other side from over the pillows; he is mesmerized to find gauri sleeping like a baby with her mouth open.... Tumhe pta bhi nhn ki tumhe yun sote hue dekhna mujhe kitna sukoon deta hai...He says and places a soft kiss on her forehead before falling asleep himself ( You don't have any idea how your sleeping face gives me peace)

Turning around in his semi asleep state; he places his hand trying to hold gauri as per his old habit but is shocked when he finds cold sheets instead of her....

Yeh itni raat ko gauri kahaan chali gyi?? He says seeing the time ( Where did gauri go at this hour?)

Getting worried for her wellbeing; he in a haste gets rid of the duvet and is on his toes to find his chirraiya... Climbing down the stairs he reaches downstairs and is shocked to find the main door wide open...With terror filling in each of the nerve in his body he dares to take steps forward but is pleasantly relieved to find gauri sitting and talking to the stars...

Even though he couldn't hear her; he didn't have the heart to go near her and interrupt her...So he without a noise kept watching her as she see recited about her day to the stars shining brightly besides the moon...

A sound of a falling vase disturbs gauri; and she turns around to find om...
Without giving him a look; she goes inside the kitchen and starts rummaging through the cabinets... Not able to find what she needs; she sits on the countertop and pouts....

Gauri tum itni raat ko yahaan kar rahi ho?? Om asks her ( Gauri what are you doing here so late?)

Hume bhook lagi hai..She says without looking at him ( I am hungry)

Tumne dinner nhn kiya tha kya?? He asks her ( Didn't you have your dinner?)

Agar aap dekh na sakte hon toh hum aapko bta den ki hum pregnant hain; aur iss halaat main zaada bhook lagti hai...She tells him irritated ( Let me just tell you incase you can't see.. I'm pregnant and pregnancy increases your hunger)

Mujhe nhn pta tha ki pregnancy se bhook badh jaati hai...Om confesses ( I had no idea about it)

Hota bhi kaise; Jab zaroorat thi aapki toh aap the nhn! She says and looks at him ( How would you? You weren't here when I needed you)

Main jaanta hoon nhn tha! Magar ab toh hoon na main. Kaho kya khaana hai tumhe.. Main bnaa deta hoon. He offers ( I know I wasn't there then..But now I am so tell me what do you wish to eat?)

Zaroorat nhn hai! Hum khud karlenge... Aapko humpar haq jataane ki zaroorat nhn hai; yahaan koi nhn hai hume dekhne ke liye She tells him leaving him heartbroken ( No need! I can do it myself.....You don't have to show your rights on me... Nobody is here to watch you doing this)

Gauri turns around and taking a stool starts searching through the cabinets once more...

Kya dhoondh rahi ho tum?? He asks caringly ( What are you finding gauri?)

Aaloo chaat dhoondh rahe hain...Usme bhi takleef hai kya aapko?? She asks ( I'm finding aaloo chaat! Do you have nay problem in that too)

Gauri kyun tum mujhse sahi se nhn baat kar sakti ho? He asks her pleading ( Gauri why can't you talk to me normally)

Hume bhook lagi hai aur iss waqt humara koi iraada nhn hai behas karne ka... Aap please jaakar so jaayie; hum shivay bhaiya se keh kar bahar jaa rahe hain aaloo chaat khaane... She tells him ( I'm hungry and I have no mood to argue with you at the moment..Please go and sleep. I will tell shivay bhaiya and head out to find alloo chaat)

Shivay se kyun kehna hai tumhe?? He asks her ( Why do you want to tell shivay)

Kyunki pichle mahino main jab bhi humara kuch khaane ka mann karta tha toh shivay bhaiya aur rudy bhaiya he the jo hume leke jaate the; aap nhn the tab jo hum aapse kuch kahen... She tells him making him guilty ( Because in the past months he and rudy bhaiya were the ones to take me out; you weren't there for me that you expect me to tell you)

Understanding the reason why rudra had kept the car keys while leaving his room in the afternoon he says; tum ruko main aata hoon..... ( You wait; I will be right back)

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