It was now the afternoon.Large time skip I know.It is a Wednesday and as I have tutoring sessions on Tuesdays,Thursdays and Fridays,today is basically the only afternoon I can fully have to myself.

The urge to cancel these sessions is humongous but I have to stay consistent and I have to commit.Unfortunately...

Well it was now about 5 and I was bored.To be honest, I love my own company so I wasn't really about to invite someone out to hang out with me.

I wanted to go to the park but my first step was to get ready.I was also hungry,wait no,scratch that.I was feeling ravenous.

I did have those pot noodles I bought
yesterday,so I could make those really quickly.

Right,this was the plan,to eat,get ready and head out for some fresh air/alone time.If I didn't hurry up I would get lazy and wouldn't go at all.

I was home alone as Kai was out at basketball practice but my trust issues were now playing with me;his actions were now something I couldn't help but doubt.Sounds dramatic? Maybe, but impossible to help.

As a sudden burst of energy filled me completely,I headed to my closet to attempt to pick out an outfit before hand.

[picture whatever you would like to wear :>]

Deciding that getting ready now would be the best way to go,I got dressed making sure to just put on my socks and not shoes as they are for when I'm about to leave the house .Usually,I apply gloss but I do want to eat first;make up will have to be left for last.Only hair left for now.

A whole day of school WILL with no doubt ruin your hair,no matter how precise you make it.It's the schools air,that's the only answer for it.

Okay enough about getting ready,we gotta wrap this process up.

Like fr,I'm about to add a time skip...
Your y/n you know what noodles taste like.
I would hope.
You do right?
Yeah,you have to,it's one of the laws of the land
Moral of the story you ate that shi UP.

Okay back to writing mode:>

I was now headed towards the nearest park with all my essentials with me. They consisted of: my phone,my headphones,my wallet (incase I saw something I wanted) and finally my jacket (for the changing weather of course)

For a time update it was about to turn 6,and to be honest it was starting to get slightly dark.To say I liked it would be an understatement:I absolutely loved it.

Barely anyone on the road,just me,myself and I basically. The sky empty with not a glistening star in sight.Not even the moon wanted to pay me a visit tonight. It wasn't cold but a bit humid,the weather that sat just right with me,the lone street with only street lamps illuminating my surroundings.

It's something you'd see on a Pinterest post labled as 'night aesthetic'.

When a bench came into view,I sat myself on it,leaning back slightly to take in my view of an empty children's park. Something you'd see in k-drama scene were the two main leads that barely communicate their love to eachother either quarrel or re build their broken relationship.

Something in me wants that.

Maybe for the thrill of it.

Maybe just for love in general,to not stay single any longer.
How complicated can feelings even get?

My mind can't help but wonder to the two boys I happen to see a lot more these days.

Choi Yeonjun and Choi Soobin.

Thoughts like these overwhelmed me for what I would consider a long time,while song lyrics lingered at the back of my mind ever so often.

A sigh escaped my lips and I think it's just about time to head home. Just when I was thinking this i happen to see three very familiar figures.

Familiar but I just can't seem to put my finger on who they are. Well I didn't want to look any closer so maybe heading the other way would be better for me anyway.

"That's her right?"

Even through the music blasting in my ears I could make out those words being spoken.

Just continue waking

"HUENING Y/N"

Be fucking for real.

It couldn't be that bad,let me just turn around, say hi and move on.

When I turn I'm met with faces that now out of all times I recognise.It just HAD to be "txt's biggest fan girls"

Honestly I didn't wanna say that I didn't want to,believe me I'm cringing as well,but it had to be said.

Three of them as well.
At least it isn't all five of them.

The three that seemed to be in front of me was
Eun Hye-Noon (Beomgyu's fan),Lee Sae-mi (Kai's fan) and last but definitely not least,Park Ji-in (Soobin's fan)

Yes I know I'm very educated.

"Ah so you did stop" Ji-in smirks in amusement as her left eyebrow arches.

Yes and now I wish I didn't

"Yeah,I did,now what do you really want from me?" That sounded a lot more straight forward and aggressive then I intended it to.Do I really have a death wish? Well-

"Your brothers number please" Sae-mi's opens her mouth and I really wish she didn't.

The other two giggle at her straight forwardness and I internally cringe.

My headphones were now around my neck so I could engage in useless conversation.

"If he didn't give it to you himself what makes you think I will?" My gaze only fixated on her.I was annoyed,I could see how uncomfortable she made my brother and it was a shame there wasn't much I could do about it.

Why did I even turn around,be ashamed y/n

Her face drops and she frowns.The frown then turns into a scowl. Her eyes showing nothing but distaste.

"Ah come on now y/n,don't think your all that just because they let you hang out with them"
Hye-Noon says this while placing her hand on my shoulder.

Her voice lowers down and she leans in closer,right next to my ear to say her next words.

"Beomgyu hugging you earlier today,doesn't make you special."Her grip tightens on my shoulder,nails digging into me through the fabric of my clothes.

I let out a scoff of shock as I shrug her off me and back away;my eyes were already scanning around the park for the nearest exit.

"To bad he won't hug you himself,anyways-I need to cut this conversation short as it isn't going anywhere,see you guys some other time,I guess...bye bye!" I back away ignoring Ji-in's glaring,instead returning it with a goodbye wave.

It seems she opens her mouth to speak but I'm already facing the other way and out of the place.

I hope I didn't just start something

A/N

I added the picture and chapter number a week ago and only started writing the chapter earlier today 🤡

It's called no motivation so be prepared for another disappearance,im taking after my father 😽🫶🏼

Have a good day/night
Ciao for now

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