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Bela enters in her room and gets shocked for a while after seeing Mahir is half lying on bed by resting his head on bed-post. His face is drenched with tears.

Bela switches on the lights and Mahir gets startled for a moment. "Mahir!!", She calls him.

Mahir looks at her and Bela freezes on her place seeing his blood-shot red eyes due to crying. She feels a sting is piercing inside her heart finding him in tears. She literally runs to him and sits in front of him, "Mahir!!", She whispers trying to touch his face.

But Mahir removes her hand, "Leave me alone!", He says slowly looking at another side. Bela also cries silently while he says again, "Please Bela for sometime! ",

Bela gets up without saying anything and left room while still crying silently.

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Next Morning....

"Bhabhi, I don't know what to say but please aap pareshan mat ho..Sab theek ho jayega!', Kuhu says while hugging to Bela.

Bela smiles little breaking the hug, "I'm ok..Please you all don't worry about me!",

"Stop hiding your feelings Bela!", Vish scolds her a little, "We all know and we can understand!',

"Vishh! Sach mein main theek hun..I'm just worried about Mahir ji!!', Bela mouths holding her hand. "Mai unhe dekhkar aati hun..Tum sab breakfast karo, ok?", She says and left.

Bela heads to upstairs and comes to her room and same time, Mahir enters in room from bathroom after getting ready for office. They both look at each other for a while. Bela gives a fresh smile to him, "Good Morning!", She wishes taking steps towards him.

While He steps towards the mirror without replying anything to her. He tries to fix his tie, Bela holds his tie to help him. "Mahir jii! Mai kya soch rahi thi..Please aaj aap jaldi aa sakte hai!!", She asks while fixing his tie.

He didn't give any reply to her and after fixing his collar, Bela hugs him tightly but Mahir didn't hug her back.

"I love you!!", She whispers caressing his hairs lightly.

Mahir removes her hold, "I'm getting late Bela, Bye!", He says before leaving her.

Tears welled up in her big eyes but she controls herself.

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After sometime...

Bela is doing some work in kitchen while Pragati arrives there. Bela looks at her, "Are Pragati ji, aap yahan...Kuch chahiye tha aapko?", She asks gently.

"Actually I want to talk to you Bela!", Pragati replies.

Bela nods. "See I know you love Mahir par Mahir...Uske dil mein aaj bhi Baani hai, aur I think tum yeh baat janti ho...!", She says looking at Bela. She continues, "Baani meri best friend thi Bela!..Aur mujhe sach mein bura lagg raha hai ki Mahir tumhare saamne Baani ko bhool gaya..!"

Bela stops her, "Aap galat samaj rahi haii, Pragati ji! Mahir ji ne Baani ji ko bhula kar mujhe nahi apnaya...Woh aaj bhi unhe bahot yaad karte hai!!"

Pragati smirks, "Chalo tumne yeh accept toh kiya ki tumhara pyaar Mahir ke dil se Baani ko nahi nikal saka!!", She says and left.

And Bela starts thinking about her words.

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Other side...in office

Mahir still lost in Baani's memories. He sits on his chair putting his head down on the table. His eyes are blood-shot red and his face is drenched with tears due to crying from last some hours.

"I still miss you!!", He whispers slowly closing his eyes and tears are flowing from his eyes.

In no time He sees those moments which he spent with Bela, when she hugs him first time, when she gets jealous, when she blushes bending her long eyelashes after kissing him on his cheek, when they fall on pool and at last he sees when she embraces him at morning but he didn't hug her back.

"I love you Mahir!!" Bela's voice resounds in his ears. He opens his eyes immediately after listening her voice and, "Bela..!", A only name escapes from his mouth.

At the same time his eyes fall on Bela's picture which is placed on his table. He stares at her picture for sometime before picking up her photo. He glues her photo on her chest by thinking something.

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At night....

Mahir stops his car in front of his home. Other side inside the home, Bela also drowns in Mahir's thoughts only. She wipes her tears when she feels someone presence outside of her room and at next moment, Mahir opens the door of their room.

He looks at her with tearfully eyes while coming towards her. Bela gets worried finding him crying. She literally runs to him.

"Mahi..!", Bela's word gets disappears when Mahir hugs her tightly between his strong arms without saying anything making her more worried for him. She hugs him back immediately caressing his hairs softly. She wants to ask but stops feeling her bare shoulder starts drenching with his tears as he is crying in her embrace.

Bela holds his nape caressing it and her eyes also gets teary feeling his pain while Mahir cries more hiding his face inside her neck squeezing her more in his arms.

"I'm so_sorry Bela!", Mahir says between sobs. "I cheated Baani and now I'm cheating on you, Mai_mai tumhare layak hi nahi hun Bela!"

Bela frowns still being in hug, "What??"

Mahir pulls himself back while snuffing, Mai tumhara pyaar deserve nahi karta Bela! Maine Baani ko dhokha diya aur ab main tumhe bhi sirf ...", His voice chocks in his throat.

"Shhhhhh..!", Bela cuts her off hugging him again. "Aapko pata hai aap kya bol rahe hai..Pagal ho gaye hai aap, kuch bhi kahenge aap..Aapne kisi ko koi dhokha nahi diya hai na Baani ji ko aur na mujhe..!", She pulls him back while he stared the floor with gloomy eyes.

He steps aside, "You don't know anything Bela..Mai_mai kaise samjhau tumhe..!", He mouths frustrated on himself. He asks turns towards her, "Accha batao tum mujhse itna pyaar karti ho, hamare rishtey mein apna 100% de rahi ho par kya main apna 100% de raha hun??...Nahiii, kyonki mai aaj bhi Baani ko miss karta hun, uski kami mahsoos hoti hai mujhe kahin na kahin....Mai yeh sab jaan-bujhkar nahi karta, mai koshish karta hun ki mai apni purani zindagi bhula kar tumhare liye jiu par yeh_yeh aasan nahi haii mere liye....Mai khud ko rokk hi nahi paata Bela!...Sawal wahi hai Bela ki tum mujhse jiss hadd tak pyaar karti ho kya mai bhi tumse usi hadd tak pyaar karta hun...Batao tumhe mahsoos nahi hota, bura nahi lagta tumhe ki aaj bhi tumhara pyaar kisi aur ki yaad mein aansoo bahata hai..", He asks looking at her eyes.

Bela smirks little, "Isme bura lagne jaisa hai hi kya Mahir, Aap aaj bhi Baani ji ko yaad karte hai woh ek alag baat hai par do you know mai aapse jitna pyaar karti hun na, aap usse kahin jyada mujhse pyaar karte hai..Aap Baani ji se pyaar karte the, karte hai aur karte rahenge I know par aap apne dil mein haath rakhkar kahiye kya mai kuch nahi hun aapke liye...Aisa nahi hota Mahir ji! Sabka apna ek past hota hai, ek bura past jise ham badal nahi sakte...Bas hamein unn sabse nikal kar aage badna hota hai, jo aapne kiya...Now I really feel aap regret kar rahe haii mujhse pyaar kar ke...!", She ends her speech while her tears are also betraying her.

"Nooo, Aisa nahi hai Bela!...Aisa ho bhi nahi sakta, I'll never regret to love you, I'm just.....", He stops in between, "I don't know!!",

She replies immediately, "Exactly Mahir ji, you don't know! You don't know anything and you shouldn't know anything..!",

"Bela! Tum samaj hi nahi rahi ho mai ek accha insaan nahi hun...Mai bahot bura hun...!", He says while staring at the roof.

"Really??...Sach mein aap bahot bure hai Mahir ji!..Dekhiye na aaj kal agar aaj kisi ki biwi mar jaaye na toh agle din uski new girlfriend bann jaati hai aur aap apna pahla pyaar bhool nahi paa rahe hai toh aap ek bure insaan hai...Bilkul nahiiii, Bas aap pareshan hai kyonki phir se wahi saari baatein aaj aapke saamne aa gayi but let me tell you Mahir jii, Naa aap bure hai aur naa aapne kisi ko dhokha diya hai...!", Bela mouths trying to console him.

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The same time, at Kuhu's room....

"God knows, kya hone waala hai...Mom bhi nahi hai yahan sab sambhalne ke liyee...", Kuhu says in worried tone while sitting on bed beside Pari who is playing with her toys.

Vish too sits beside her, "Don't worry! I'm sure Bela sab theek kar degi!!"

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At BeHir's room...

Their room's lights off and only dim lights on in the room. Bela sits on floor while taking the support of bed while Mahir too sits beside him putting his head on Bela's shoulder.  Bela holds his hand and puts his hand between her both palms.

"Aapka dil bahot saaf hai Mahir, I know and I can understand too ki apne pahle pyaar ko bhula paana kitna muskil hota hai, Par mai aapse yeh nahi kah rahi ki aap Baani ji ko bhool jaaye mai bas yeh chahti hun ki aap khus rahe....And trust me Mahir ji, Mujhe koi problem nahi hai ki aap aaj bhi Baani ji se pyaar karte hai par please mujhe khud se durr mat kijiyega...Mai sirf aapke liye jeeti hun Mahir, agar aap mujhe bhool gaye toh mai_mai marr jaungi Mahir jii!!! ", Bela speaks up crying like anything.

Mahir picks up his head from her shoulder and looks at her, "Belaa...!",

Bela also turns towards him, "Please Mahir jii, Meri duniya sirf aapse hai...Mai aapke beena jeene ka soch bhi nahi sakti please, mujhe ignore mat kijiye Mahir!! Please!!!", She pleads while wiping her flowing tears.

Mahir immediately hugs her, "Shhhh, Bela!! Please aisa mat karo..Mai kahin nahi jaa raha, and how could you?..Tum aisa soch bhi kaise sakti ho ki mai tumhe khud se durr jaane dunga...!", He asks scolding her a little.

He pulls her back, "Aur Tum sahi kah rahi ho Bela, Baani is my first love but You are my life Bela, Zindagi ho tum meri!!!", He tell her cupping her face.

Bela hugs him again while Mahir speaks continuously, "It's just that mujhe Pragati ki baaton se aisa lagta tha ki maine galat kiya hai Baani ke saath, tumhare saath Par now I know, I promise kal tumhe tumhara purana Mahir wapas mil jayega, I promise!!!", He mouths before pulling her back and finds her fainted in his arms.

"Belaaa!!", He taps on her cheeks while she loses her consciousness. 

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To be continued.....

Promo:-  "Will you marry me???", Mahir asks to ...........

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