There's no going back

Writer's POV

The whole journey was silent when they're returning home. Roshni was shedding tears looking outside while Aman was stern. Aman wanted her so bad. They didn't talk.

Next morning, Aman was making breakfast for her as she was starting her college again. Roshni hurrily packed her thinhs and ate silently. She didn't look at him for once which was making Aman disheartend but he was admant on his point. He loved her and there's no going back for him.

He went to drop Roshni and there was a pin drop silence in the whole journey. Roshni quitely get off the car, Aman also did so. She was going in the college without saying anything but Aman called her.

Aman: Roshni?

She stopped midway and looked back.

Aman: All the best!

She slightly smiled.

Like this, a few days passed. They didn't talk much. Aman was heartbroken but still he could understand Roshni's situation. He had to confess and he did that.

It was early in the morning of Sunday and Aman was cleaning the house along with maid.

Aman: Yaar wo ganda reh gaya hai, usko saaf karo na?

Roshni woke up listening the hustle bustle. She came outside rubbing her eyes.

Roshni:Itna shor kyun? Kya horaha hai?

Aman:Roshniiiiii! Meri family arahi hai. Main bohot khush hun!

Roshni couldnt stop her from smiling seeing him happy after so many days. Aman's smile was lost after that day he confessed and in these days, he was just faking himself infront of her and all. But he was actually happy.

Aman: Main kitne dinn nahi mila.. Han , they're mainly coming to see you but-

And her jaw dropped. She pulled him in a corner.

Roshni: What? Coming to see me? They're your family and who am I to them-

Aman: Sorry but I told them that I like you and they're so happpy-

Roshni: Did..did you.. tell everything to them?

Aman: Yes..

Roshni: And they still want to see me? With this face how will I meet your parents? They will be feeling disgusted and-

Aman: They won't. They knkw everything and they won't judge you, trust me.

She looked down.

Aman: Roshni, listen. I love you. And I am accepting you for what you are, not for what happened with you. And my family will do the same, okay? I also told them that you denied my proposal and they want to talk to you about me.

Roshni: But doctor, how can I? I mean just look at me.. Kounsi family apne ladke ki shadi mere jaisi napaak ladki se karwana chahegi?

Aman: Apko hazaar bar bola hai maine ki ap napaak nahi hai. You are pure, you are pure from inside and outside both. Aur maine toh bola hi apki marzi ke alawa kuch nahi hoga. Unko sirf apse baat karni hai if..if you are comfortable. Agar..apko baat nahi karni ya milna nahi hai toh i will tell them not..not to come (upsetly)

Seeing him upset, her heart skipped a beat

Roshni: I will meet them, doctor. But I can't marry you. I can't ruin your life..

Before Aman could say, Roshni ran from there. Aman sighed.

After a while, Aman came to give a check on Roshni. He saw that she was going through her wardobe to find a good outfit. Aman went to her behind and turned her holding her hand. A shivver went through Roshni's body. Her heart wanted to enjoy the moment fully.

Aman: You don't need to look extra-ordinary, madam. Don't you remember what I'd told you? You are beautiful from inside and outside both. Be the way you are. I love the way you are and my family will do that also.

Roshni: Doctor..I am nervous.

Aman: You haven't saif yes yet and you're still nervous. I am just thinking agar already ap han keh chuki hoti toh kya haal hota abhi apka!

Roshni blushed hard and buried her head into his chest. Aman wrapped his arms around her.

Aman: Please han boldijiye, Roshni. I can't.. I just can't live without you-

Roshni: Ap samjhiye,please. Namumkin hai yeh..

Aman: Ap chahe toh sab mumkin hoga..

Roshni didnt say anything. They just stayed like that for a few minutes.

Around 1, Aman's family arrived. Roshni was making food for them. As soon as she heard the bell,  she ran to open the door. Aman also came there. Roshni signalled him to open the door as she was nervous. Aman opened the door.

Aman: Ammi, abbu..

He hugged them all. Roshni had tears of happiness.

Aman: Oh sab Roshni se miliye.. Roshni ye mere ammi, abbu..

Roshni went to them and touched their feet to take blessing. They were impressed.

Aman: Ye dadi..

She touched dadi's feet but she didnt look happy.

Aman: Yeh meri behen Saima aur ek hai wo Italy mein hai. Aur yeh hai Mr. Chotu, yeh chotu ki mumma ,meri pyaari bhabi Alia! Ye phuppo..aur yeh Imran unka beta..

Roshni met all of them and they all looked happy.

Aman: Chaliye sab andar aiye..

They all entered. Aman and Roshni were there only.

Roshni: Kitti badi family hai apki..Merr family mein toh bas ammi abbu aur bhai-

Aman held her hand tightly and assured her that evrrything is okay and told her to smile only.

Roshni served the food.

Parveen: Roshni, tumne sab akele banaya hai?

Roshni nodded.

Parveen: Hira dhoond ke laya hai hamare bete ne. Hamare iss nalayak bete ko kitni acchi ladki mili hai. Hai na Junaid?

Junaid chuckled. Roshni blushed.

Chotu: Chachii, mujhe ek aul palatha do..

Roshni was overwhelmed listening 'Chachi'.

Roshni: Han chotu, deti hun..

Chotu: Chotu nahi, Mr.Chotu!

Roshni: Thik hai, Mr.Chotu! Ye lo..

Saima: Bhabii, apke haathon mein jaadu hai sachmein..

Roshni smiled.

Aman: Main bhi toh kitna khana bana deta hun tujhe, kabhi mere haathon mein toh  jaadu nahi dekha tune..

Saima: Kyun ki hai hi nahi na! Aur ap jealous kyun ho rahe ho?

All laughed. Roshni was so happy seeing the family. After lunch, all had a little chit chat and then they went to rest.

Roshni was folding Aman's cloths. Parveen came there.

Parveen: Roshni beta..

Roshni: Hanji anty? Apko kuch chahiye? Ap kyun ayi? Mujhe awaaz dedeti ekbar?

Parveen: Arey nahi, kitna kaam karrahi ho tum..

Roshni: Nahi, main to bas ye kapde..

Parveen: Roshni, mere bete ko tum bohot pasand ho. Tumne jisdin use mana kia tha usdin mujhe phone karke bohot roya. Mera beta itna kamzor nahi nahi hai ki kisike liye royega.

Roshni: Im sorry main-

Parveen: Mujhe pata hai tumhare saath kya hua hai and trust ne, ham logun ko bilkul bhi problem nahi hai uss inciedent se. Hame sirf hamari bahu chahiye aur tum ye matt socho ki mere bete ki zindegi kharaab hogi. Tum ye socho ki tum uski zindegi kitna khoobsoorat bana paogi. Usko tum thoda sa pyaar dogi na, toh badle mein pura jahaan luta dega apna wo tumpe..

Roshni: Anty.. I know ki wo mujhse bohot pyaar kartey hai par mere kiye yeh bohot mushkil hai. Ahe jaake meri wajah se bohot problem hogi aur wo kitne acche hai.. Mere jaisi ladki-

Parveen: Jo hua usme tumhari galti nahi hai, beta so apne ap ko dosh dena bandh karo. Main maa hun, mujhe pata hai that you'll be the best choice for my son. Baaki tumhari marzi.

Saying this, Parveen left the room. Roshni was in a dilemma what to or what not.

At night, everyone went to sleep after dinner. Aman'd noticed that she was lost in thoughts. So he went to talk to her.

Roshni was sitting in the lawn, staring at the sky. Aman sat beside her. Roshni realised his presence and wiped her tears.

Aman: Ro kyun rahi hai ap?

Roshni: Kitna pyaar karte ho ap mujhse, doctor?

Aman: I don't know, maine toh measure nahi kiya.. Par itna pata jab tak main hun, apko protect karunga aur sirf apka rahunga. Apke marzi bina kuch nahi karunga, ap jo chahengi bas wahi karunga..

Roshni: Main utni capable nahi hun ki apko samhal paaun.. Agar phir apka dil kisi aur pe agaya toh?

Aman: Ek hi dil tha mera jo apne chura liya.. Aur apko pata bhi nahi ap kitni capable ho so-

Roshni: Baatein badi achi banaletein hai ap..

Aman: Sirf banata nahi, nibhata bhi hun. Chaho toh azma ke dekh sakti ho ap.. and I fell for you deeply. There is no going back..

Roshni just smiled and snuggled herself into his arms. She was staring at the sky and Aman was looking at her only, lovinngly.

Life is beautiful!

Writer's note- We alwasys should give a chance to life. We just don't know what God has store for us. We should believe in him and just move on. I know that its not that easy but we should give atleast one try.

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