Writer's POV

Next day, Aman's family was about to leave. All were talking with Roshni happily. Aman came there and say them happily. After that, everyone hugged Roshni and were about to leave leaving Aman shocked.

Aman: Kya yaar merko bhul gaye sab!

They still didnt pay attention to him.

Alia: Toh Roshni, decoration theme wahi rahega aur outfits parso jaakey le lete hai..

Imran: Han aur food department to mera..

Parveen kissed her forhead. She was smiling. Aman was confused.

Aman: Kya decorations? Outfits? Food? Koi batayega mujhe?

Chotu: Aley chachu..apti shadi ki 😃

Aman:Han but mujhe toh batana chahiye tha wait..kya? Shadi? Kaisi shadi?

Parveen:Arey teri aur Roshni ki!

Aman: Sorry wha-

Roshni: Kyun apko mujhse shadi nahi karni? Anty dekha apne? Apka beta mujhe sapne dikhakar abhi mukad raha hai 🥲

Aman:Yaar..Kab kaise..

Parveen: 5 din baad engagement hai aur phir shaadi. Agar tujhe nahi karni toh batade, ham cancel kardete hai..

Amna: NOOO! Aplog bolo toh abhi karleta hun shadi.. Roshni chaliye.. Ap sab sab jao kal miltey hai, jaake taiyari karo!

Aman ran inside dragging Roshni. Everyone laughed.

Roshni: Kya hai, doctor?

Aman: Kal raat kyun nahi bataya?

Roshni: Kya?

Aman:Hamari shadi aur-

Roshni: Tab maine yeh decision nahi liya tha.. Main kal raat bhar sochi ki-

Aman: Raat bhar jaagi ap? What the hell, Roshni! Ek toh ap thik nahi hai upar se.. Aj waise bhi apki reports anewali hai..( tensed)

Roshni: Doctor ..

Aman: Han?

Roshni: Meri..pehli shaadi shaadi hai.. Mujhe pata nahi kaise kya..

Aman: Aise bol rahi hai ap ki main iss mamle mein bohot experienced hun? 15 shaadiyaan thodi ki hai maine-

Roshni hugged him at once.

Roshni: Karne ki sochna bhi maatt! ap sirf mere hai, sirf mere! Samjhe?

Aman: Han han ma'am, bas apka hi! And you are mine! Aur han, abhi main ja raha hun, meri ek important surgery hai.. Ap ready rehna 8 baje tak..

Roshni looked at him without breaking the hug.

Roshni: Kyun?

Aman: Kyunki ham date pe ja raje hai..

Roshni blushed hard and hid herself into his chest.

It was around 8. Roshni was ready. She sat down infront of the mirror holding her brunt face.

Roshni's POV

I don't what he sees in me but if he really do so, I should respect his feelings. I should admit I also have feelings for him but its so hard. I accepted the proposal, I didnt want to upset his family and mayhe him.

I don't know how I will face the world with this face. My own parents left me to die and the strangers are giving me so much love. Its true that when Allah takes away something from us , he gives something more good things to us. We should just have a faith in him.

I was in a deep thought and I just felt someone's hand on my shoulder. Its him. I looked at him. He was there with a bouquet with a wide grin on his face.

This is the smiling face which is gonna be death of me!

Aman:  This is for you, swweetheart 😃

Roshni: Ahan, thanks (Taking the flowers)

Writer's POV

Aman took her to a place blindfolding her.

Roshni: Kya hai yaar doctor?

Aman: Arey rukiye na yaar Roshni, suprise hai.

Roshni:Aur kitna baaki?

Aman:Yehi last.

It was a mountain area and the broad sky could be seen from there where they were standing. He opened her eyes.

Aman: Ab dekhiye- aur bataiye kaisa laga date?

Roshni was mesmerized by seeing the beauty of the place. She could see the stars, sky and the cold breeze was so soothing.

Roshni: Yeh jagah toh-

Aman: Main jab bhi udaas hota hun ya bohot khush hota hun tab yahan ata hun. Jisdin ap pehlibar mujhe mili thi usdin bhi aya tha yahan. Jisdin mujhe pehli bar apke liye kuch feel hua,main yahin aya tha. Jisdin apne reject kiya-

Roshni: I love you, doctor..

Aman was shocked.

Roshni: Pata nahi kab kaise.. Bas apni feelings ko accept karne se darr rahi thi. Ap please itne acche matt baniyega aur kisike saath.. Mera toh face bhi jala hua aur koi apko leke jayega toh mujhse-

Aman cupped her face making her look at him.

Aman: I will be yours till my last breathe, I promise.

Their eyes met and they'd an eyelock. They were about to kiss but his phone rang.

Aman: Pizza boy! Thoda samne khada hua hai, main leke ata hun. Ye ap phone pakdo mera yewala.

He went. Just then, a message popped up. It was Roshni's reports. She could see through the notification bar. Aman's phone was locked but she knew that the password is her's name only. So she opened the report and became shocked. Just then, Aman came taking the pizza. He kept that on the front of his car.

Aman: Chaliye Roshni, aiye, agaya.

She didnt respond. His eyes fell on her and he saw her crying. He panicked as usual.

Aman: Roshni..Rosh..ni ..kya hua..ap..

Roshni: Reports.. (forwarding him the phone)

Aman took the phone. He startedseeing the reports and was shocked hearing Roshni's words.

Roshni: Main kabhi mumma nahi bann paungi.. 1% chance hai aur mujhe pata hai ,nahi hoga. Ab..ap mujhe..chhodh denge?(He wasnt looking at her.)

Roshni: Main apko apna pehla sab..(sobbing) kuch nahi de payi..(sobbing in between) Ab toh baby bhi nahi de paungi..Aaa(she screamed)

She fell on her knees and burst into tears.

Roshni: Sab khatam kardia unlogun ne..Sab kuch ekdam- mujhe kahin ka nahi chhodha!

Aman came to his senses. He couldnt hold himself back, he hugged her in that position.

Roshni:Its okay, you can leave me.. Main apko baby nahi de paungi..Ap kisi aur ke saath-

Aman: Shutup(shouted) Ekdam chup!

Roshni was still sobbing shuttung her mouth. Aman broke the hug and cupped her face. He was in tears too but he had to be strong for his girl.

Aman: Kya anab shnab baake ja rahi hai? Main apse mohabbat karta hun, mujhe ap chahiye. Thodi na..baby ke liye shadi karraha hun! Mujhe ap chahiye bas aur kuch nahi( hugging her) Kuch nahi chahiye.. I just want you and you are MINE!

They both were crying hugging each-other.

After a while, Roshni was sitting lost. Aman came with the pizza. There was a silence but Aman broke the silence and-

Aman: Thanda hogaya hai but..

Roshni hummed. Aman took Roshni in his arms.

Aman:Suniye..Idhar dekhiye!(made her look at him)

Aman: Babies Allah ki dein hoti hai..

Roshni: Par..hamare toh honge hi nahi..(sobbing)

Aman: Shut up!Listen to me!(she stopped talking)

Aman: Babies Allah ki dein hoti ho, wo koi bhi baby ho. Roshni, if we can't have one, we should adopt one. Aise kahin babies hai jinke mumma papa marr jatey hai, jinke mumma papa chhodh detein hai. Allah ne shayad hame kisi aisi baby ke mumma papa banne ke liye chuna ho?

Roshni was in tears.

Roshni: Ham baby godh lenge? Apki family-

Aman: Baccha hamara hoga, decision hamara hoga. Kisiko kuch bolne ka haaq nahi hai. Roshni, jo hota hai upar wale ki marzi se hota hai aur hame bas uss uparwale pe bharosa rakhna hai. Uparwale ne shayad aise hi apki godh bhadhne ki sochi hogi and- usne agar chaha toh yeh 1% hi miracle dikha dega..

There was a shine in his eyes which she noticed.

Roshni: Ap..itte strong kaise ho? Itne positive..

Aman just smiled and pulled her in an embrace.

Aman(in mind): Strong nahi hun, Roshni. Apka dil jitna ro raha , mera bhi utna hi roraha hai. Par apke saamne mujhe aoke liye strong banna hoga.. Aur unnlogun ko main chhodunga nahi jinki wajah se yesab hua hai!

Roshni found him in a deep thought. She was scared what if she lost everything. Though Aman told him about adopting the baby but Apna apna hi hota hai- and this thought was scaring her shit out. She clutched him more tightly fearing to loose him.

On other side, Aman was breaking into milling by seeing her condition. But all says A MAN SHOULD NOT CRY- and he was trying to make this set in his head. After all, he was a human being too, he too had feeling which he was just burying in himself proving to the world- Mard ko dard nahi hota. But it was hard,it was hard for both of them.

Writer's note- When we are loving someone, we should accept that person with all faults and virtues. We should be selfless so that we should prove ourselves as good human beings. When the god snatches something from us, we should be believing in his plans. Maybe he has store something for us to do.