The next day, they left for Junaid Manzil. They didnt inform the family as they were happy and Aman didnt want the family to get upset. He was sure of that they wont have any problem with this.

Alia: Abhi abhi tum log aye ho, Saima jao Roshni ko Aman ke kamre mein leke jao rest lene ke liye.. Lunch ke baad ham shopping ko jayenge.

Aman: Uski kya jarurat hai bhabi.. main hi leke-

Alia: Ap mere chote bhaijaan, ap jaiye guestroom.

Aman: Yeh kya baat hui, bhabi yaar!

Everyone gigled. Roshni did so and Aman's heart became a bit calm seeing her smiling as she was upset since yesterday night. She even sobbed while sleeping. She was still lost.

She was taken to Aman's room. She got freshen up. She was looking at the room as it was well decorated yet the tables were messy with books and all. Roshni smiled and went near the books. She started orginize them in an order and all on a sudden, her eyes fell on a men bracelate. She felt weird.

Roshni: Wo raat..unlogon mein se ek ke paas toh sahaya aisi hi chiz.. nahi nahi, Roshni, yeh kaise ho sakta hai..

She kept that there but she was getting a strong feeling that maybe she'd seen that when she was getting senses in between. But she can never doubt on her doctor so she tried to forget the thing.

After that she had lunch with the family, went for shopping and all.

It was night. Roshni still couldnt get that bracelet out of her mind so she decided to check it with Aman as they can go to that particular shop and inquiry about the other pieces as it looked expensive and customised.

Aman was staying in the guestroom as Roshni was staying in his room. His door was slightly opened. She slowly opened the door. Roshni'd thought to suprise him but she herself was shocked seeing Aman in a miserable condition. He was crying holding Roshni's dupatta, his eyes were red.

As soon as he realised Roshni's presence, hejust faced his back and stood up. He started wiping his tears. Roshni's heart skipped a beat. Her heart screamed seeing him like that only. She ran to him and hugged him from behind.

Roshni: Kya hua? Ap..ro kyun rahe hai?

Aman:Roshni, nahi, akhon mein kuch chala gaya hoga, ap jaake sojaiye..

Roshni: Chup, ekdam chup! Idhar dekhiye!

Aman slowly turned to her and buried his neck into her neck. He hugged her tightly as much as he vould. There was not even a inch of distance between them. He was sobbing and she tried to console him.

Aman: I am sorry, Roshni..Main nahi tha..jab..jab apke sath wosab hua..

Roshni was silent. Aman was facing a mental breakdown. Yes, he didnt cried infront of her these days but just couldnt hold back his emotions.

Aman: Tab main apko nahi janta tha par jabse maine apko uss halat mein dekha tabse main har pal guilt mein marraha hun ki main kyun nahi tha waha! Main kyun nahi janta tha tab apko! Main kyun nahi protect kar paya apko! Main toh unlogun ko dhoond bhi nahi paa raha hun jinlogon ne meri duniya ke saath ..

Roshni was actually overwhelved when he called her his world. She couldnt ask enough to Allah. He sent an angel to her who is there for her on every step she takes. She just patted his back.

Aman: Main.. main khudko..bohot kamzor mehsus karta hun, Roshni.. Mujhe rona nahi hai, mujhe strong banna hai .. apke liye par main- (sobbing in between)

Roshni: Its okay,doctor. Everything will be fine..

He broke the hug.

Aman:Roshni, maine kuch kia hai. And, i hope that ap uss decision mein mera saath dengi!

Roshni was silent. She was looking at him only.

Aman:Mere naam pe jitna kuch hai, maine sabmein apka naam include kardia hai taaki agar main na rahun-

Roshni put her hand on his mouth.

Roshni: Ap hamesha rahenge mere saath, bakwas matt kijiye abhi varna-

Aman took back her hand.

Aman: Main marte dam tak apke saath rahunga Roshni but we can't say na, kab kiske sath kya hojaye- Mujhe pata hai that you are strong. Par yeh society utni acchi nahi hai. Ap jitna udne ki koshish karegi, apko niche khich ke gaat bandh degi. Main wo gaat kholunga jab tak main hun par agar main kabhi nahi raha ya maine kabhi- i mean Roshni, this is for your safety.

Roshni: Mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye, mujhe sirf ap chahiye!

Aman: I am there for you always. But ye mujhe karna tha bas. Apko kabhi kisi chiz ki kaami nahi honi chahiye.. Jo hua..I ..i cant..ch..change par abse, apko mere hote huye ek kharoch bhi nahi ayegi. Koi apko chu bhi nahi payega. Ap wo chaand wo jispe sirf aur sirf mera haaq hai and i dont share!

He hugged her. Breaking the hug, she tiptoed and feathered a kiss on his forhead.

Roshni: This is for what you have done. You shouldnt had to do but you did. You did everything for me who doesnt even..

Aman: Bas!

Roshni: I..I want to do something else too(shyingly)

She placed a kiss on the corner of his lips which slowly turned into a passsionate kiss. They were kissing like there's no tomorrow. Roshni clutched his hairs tightly and Aman uplifted her a bit holding her waist. They both broke the kiss slowly as they were breatheless.

Roshni: It was my first kiss! And in this, you are the first.. (breathelessly)

Aman hugged her.

Aman: And I will make sure that I will be your last only. I will love you. We will stay together. Hamesha and forever.

Roshni: I am so blessed, doctor that..I got you.. I cant  be thankful enough..

Saying this, she snuggled into him more. She slowly looked at him and started kissing him again exploring his mouth. His hands were around her waist. She slowly went down and kissed his neck. Aman touched her back intensedly which she needed. She needed his touch. She started unbuttoning his shirt. Aman was about to lift her kurti but he stopped. He pushed her.

Aman: Roshni, nahi..

Roshni: Kya..kya hua?

Aman: Hamari shadi nahi hui hai abhi, we can not do this. Galat hai yehsab!

Roshni: Shadi toh isi hafte hojayegi and I need this, please? Mujhe bas-

Aman: Nahi, Roshni.. We can't, main unn ladko jaisa bann jaunga phir.. Agar maine apko chhodh diya toh- Nahi nahi, we just can't be doing this.

Roshni: Ap unn ladko jaise kyun karenge? Doctor, please.. Kuch nahi hoga, mujhe ap chahiye baas, please? Ajke liye? And-

Aman: Enough! Stop being desperate! (Loudly)

Roshni was suprised and was in tears.

Aman: Go to you room and SLEEP!

It was the first time that Aman yelled at her like this. She just ran toward her room wiping her tears. Aman felt helpless and fell on his knees upsetly.

Roshni closed the door and sat on floor. She burst into tears thinking that though Aman loved her but doesnt want her in that way or maybe he is just doing the marriage as a sympathy . Was she just a social service for him? Didnt he want her like the way she wanted him? She was craving for his touch. It wasnt easy for her to trust and love someone after whatever had happened in the past. But she did and she wanted Aman to response. She wanted to show her love through intimacy. She craved for his love. She wasn't desperate. She just didn't want to let him go someone else as she felt like tainted, used. She was insecure. She wanted to make him hers only. She cried. She cried thinking that she couldnt be enough for him.

On other side, Aman was upset. He just didnt want to do that before marriage as whatever happened in the past, he didnt want to repeat. He didnt want to conssumate their relationship before anything official. He was worried for her as for her, he couldnt even trust on himself. He just didnt want to be like those boys. He didnt want to hurt her. He took out his moneybag where Roshni's picture was. He caressed the picture and "I love you", he uttered.

Aman and Roshni both were right according to their own point of views. No one was wrong but the situation which they're going through was not so good. They needed a "TALK" to settle the things down.

Writer's note- We all have different point of views. We should try to understand what the other person's perception. Understanding the other is one of the keys of a healthy relationship and we should be performing that correctly.