Empty

Anything ever been taken from you? Something you valued or cared for? Having the pain to lose what was precious that leaves an empty void in one's heart. How would you handle it? Digimon Ghost Game! Emptiness

Mei could not believe that her so called friends did this to her. They left her with the six Carbunmonto keep at her house till they can find them a place. She could still remember the excuses they gave.

"Our dorms don't allow pets" Both Hiro and Kiyo had said that in perfect sync that it was cleared they had rehearsed beforehand.

"My mother is allergic" Ruli did that hold pray like apologize. Though it was clear that she only wanted to cuddle them, not care for them.

Mei wanted to scold them yet she ecretly was thrilled. Mei always loved kittens ever since she was a little girl. She could never have them due to all theee of her brothers being allergic to them. However this was a completely different case. The Carbunmon were digimon which meant no need to worry about allergies. She could cuddle those adorable furballs as much as she wanted.

Mei had them on her lap while she worked on her latest Sun Novelist book. This book was about two intertwining worlds that were at war with one another for resources to preserve the other survival. One based around instincts while the other based around logic. Her editor insists that she try to finish it by the end of the second week. That way he could give her some time off.

Not like she truly got one with dealing with her friends and digimon problems.

The Carbunmon being there was really relaxing for her. Though Shiramon had her doubts. She had her suspicions on these in training digimon. For one, her motherly instincts to give them love never kicked in upon seeing them. That is a rare case for her considering that she had forty baby digimon in her care. She also could sense sonething off about them. As if they were hiding something.

There were something up with these digimon and she needed to get to the bottom of it. After all, Hokuto never just random gives out free digimon. Gammamon being the only exception.

Question. Why sent digimon as a present then? Especially six of them that are completely mysterious.
Shiramon also couldn't gelp but feel strange whether she saw Mei being so affectionate towards them. She had never seen her human partner so caring towards anyone expect the babies. She always frown whether she saw the little cat like digimon softly purr as they were stroked by the loving hands of Mei. The way she would smile around them. It filled Shiramon with a feeling that she never felt but once.

The first time she felt this way was during the Lust Arc. Her sister Amoramon had kidnapped Angoramon. The digimon who she still had yet to confess to at the time. There Blues effected his mind and heart with a unique program coated with Frozomon ice. The program made him fall head over heels with Amoramon.

Considering her his own snow queen. The movie and book that inspired Amoramon to use that method on him. Quite the cold tactic.

The ice though made him very hateful of others. He even attacked Ruli who he swore to protect since the day they first met. His main target for the hatred was Shiramon. The one who he truly loved under the spell of the program. Yet he attacked het, left her heartbroken.

The only way to save him was to take the spell on upon herself. Her sister WrathIramon who now goes by Aliana had helped her. Though it came with a price. As a payment for the aid, Shiramon vowed to give into her more. To allow Aliana to take over more and more. All for the sake of freeing the digimon that she loved. One she had gladly paid.

Now it was becoming the same as it was back then. Sure Mei was still kind to her. Though it still felt like the Carbumon were taking her away.  Maybe it was also a result of their earlier fight? They still weren't as close as they had been since.

Shiramon gave Mei space for the first few days. She knew that Mei hated nonstop bothering. Their detective friend had made that mistake a few times. Mei had given them a painful reminder each time. They still had yet to learn. After about five days, Shiramon made attempts to try to mend their relationship. Small gifts, movie nights, baby digimon dress up. Shiramon even pranked Hiro into thinking he was enlisted in a program that specializes in revruiting trouble magnets. She managed to get a few laughs from the others. Even Hiro laughed at it. Mei eyes never even soften from it.

A part of her was thinking that Mei had better company in the Carbunmon now then her. Maybe Mei was better off with them.

After all, what kind of partner was she truly? The numberous times she got them into danger. Her past dragging Mei into dangers because of what she lacked to do. Mei had nearly been killed a couple of times due to Shiramon not being partner to her. Not much of a a protector like Angoramon was.

Mei could have lost herself completely in the Envy arc while facing Ravemon, the digimon who took. away her precious little brothers. She nearly gave into the Wrath Sin Code that Shiramon bared deep within her code. Mei could have lose her sanity if she had not broken free from the code.

Shiramon thanks the gods above for sparing Mei from such a fate. If she had lost her then Shiramon would have hated herself for the rest of her life.

During the Wrath arc,  where WrathIramon had completely taken over. Mei was turned into a flower. A weak carnation flower that was slowly withering away. Powerless to save her. Only by the mercy of her sister had Mei life been spare. Only to have seen her digimon die before her eyes.

What kind of partner was she to cause that much suffering? To cause that much anguish?

Not only was Mei who she felt this from either. A few others as well.

Hiro who was practically labeled the "Trouble Magnet" of the group had been  giving Shiramon the gaze that he was tired of her. She could be simply misreading him but it felt like all she brought upon him was trouble after trouble. Sure because of the Sin Code arcs, he finally reunited with Blues. Though he had to lost him as well as suffer so much mental stress before then. Shiramon could see that he was still haunted by the nightmares. Ones that she brought to him. He didn't need the added pain...He never needed to meet her.

Ruli lost her best friends in Sin Code arcs because of Shiramon. One who just wanted Ruli all to herself. Constantly feeding on her love and attention. The other was jealous of the relationship that she shared with Mei. Though it was later revealed that Mei was asexual. Aoi and Mika just wanted their friend back, Shiramon hospitalized them for no reason. Ruli eyes still held the pain of witnessing such horror.

Why hadn't Shiramon listened when Ruli pleaded for her to stop?

Kiyoshiro could have died from the multiple dangers that Shiramon put him in. How he had to face his past demons in the Gluttony arc. One that he could have avoided if not for her.  He shouldn't had to deal with her problems to begin with. That pain could have all been prevented if their paths have never crossed.

How could she have placed him in such extreme dangers?

Gammamon had to suffer trauma and see her give into her sin code. Watch her do unspeakable things that he should never as a child?

Why had she scar him with such horrorfying images?

Angoramon the digimon that she loved. Angoramon had took up being her therapist to handle all the traumatic events she had been through. Yet he had been stressing over her problems more than he should ever have.

Why did she bring him such pain? Was her love such a burden on him that she worried him so badily?  Why did she drag him down to help deal with her emotional issues when she rarely did the same for him?

Jellymon had went through ordeals that nearly made her lost her precious "Darling". Whenever she remembered those times, she looked at Shiramon with anger. Not that Shiramon could ever blame her. Jellymon had ever right to be mad at her for all that Shiramon put them through. It was like Shiramon placed a curse upon them to have several near death experiences. It still shocked Shiramon that Jellymon didn't electrocute her for it all.

She made her angry for all she put them through. Why was Shiramon making her friends angry?

Even their detective friend had to go through problems. Their enemies have found a way to hit them where it hurted. Making it much more personal to their hearts. That would not have happened if Shiramon had not been one of their cases.

Could she have spare them from such pain and suffering?

Shiramon decided to take a walk to clear her mind. She needed to Mei more time with her new best friends. The negative in her mind would spread to her partner if she didn't leave soon.

She also need a break from looking at those fuzzy furballs.

She when to her favorite place where she went to clear her head. The park that was not far from Toei University Hospital. The place she was reborn at and raised by Mummymon. The doctor digimon adopted her and her sister. Since then the park by there was her special quiet place.

That park had a calming aura that always seemed to help her relax, brushing off any negative that weight her down at times. The chains of doubt would rusted and shatter while she was in her safe haven of that park. The welcoming breathe, the smell of the trees, and just the silence of it all. Plus she can visit Mummymon and her sister Aliana whenever she wanted.

Though she caused them pain too.

She had forced Aliana to remained caged within her body. Blaming her for everything in the Sin arcs. Yet she had suffered worse. Losing her friends. Making their siblings believe that she was the sole reason that Shiramon had abandoned them. The suffering Aliana must have felt as Malicemon drained her like a battery.

Could she even call her a sister for doing that?

Mummymon who adopted her after being reborn became her father. The one who showed her parental love that she never experienced before. Though she didn't desired it. Before the Sin arcs, she had killed him. Turned him into a digitama. For what? Just because he was a hit on her list. He caused him unnecessary suffering. Taking everything from him just to  sastify the sin code that was marked on her right bicep.

Did she truly deserve to be called his bint?

Shiramon sat on the nearby bench. Taking in a breathe before running her paws over her face. She took a deep sigh as those thoughts continued.

"Maybe I am just a burden to them....." She began to doubt herself.

It was like ever since the Carbunmon came her way, her negative emotions began to overwhelm her positive ones. Even her precious safe haven couldn't help her.

Like her heart negativity slowly turned her heart empty. Void of all the positive things that made her the Shiramon that everyone knew.

She could feel something break within her.
Elsewhere, Mei VR bracelet became black with a red error warning. It made no sound so she did not notice this.

It was as if the negativity that Shiramon was clouded by had severed the connection that Shiramon and Mei shared.

The Carbunmon noticed and smiled secretly among themselves.

Just as their partner had instructed them to do so. Shatter the humans connections with their digimons. Fill the digimon with negativity to doubt themselves. This would prevent the power of digivolving.

Just like what those scientists did to their partner. How they twisted her that five other minds had to been born. How each Carbunmon had become each personas partner. 

They wouldn't tell her that only one group had been the victims of their plan. Though that wouldn't matter? It only takes one weak link to destroy the most powerful team.

Outside the girl partner of the Carbunmon smiled.
"Emotions cloud the heart. Thoughts harm the mind. I know personally how they can aid one's relationship with digimon. Though it can also break it like a twig. Soon we will face each other" The girl then giggles "HEHE! I CAN'T WAIT!!"  She twirled around before Koi came to pick her up.

"Time to go" Soon the "Dark Mist" took them away, vanishing in the night.

Will Shiramon reconnect with Mei or is their partnership truly be broken forever? Who is this mystery girl? Can Shiramon be freed from the emptiness she now feels from these negative thoughts? Find out soon!

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