~Lachlan~ |Vik|

I fell onto the soft bed trying to get all my feelings out my head,
Pain..
Despair..
Love..
I thought back to Vik,
I feel so bad I had just took off without saying goodbye, to my only friend left, the only one I have ever had..

I don't know how long I have been sitting here for maybe an hour or 2 just thinking, it doesn't help when I hear the occasional person who was walking by, they were so calm and relaxed and then there's just me,

A stupid boy who just has to be different to every person around him, a outcast a loner a freak..

I'm not destined to do anything anyways why try?

I quickly realised what I was doing, I'm slipping back into my old habits,

"NO!"

I jumped off the bed and slid onto a wall, no more cutting I promised myself..

"I JUST WANT A FRIEND!"

"SOMEBODY WHO IS NICE, KIND.."

"Somebody like Vik..."

"I'm a gay, stupid little freak with no friends anymore, no life, no family."

By now I was tearing up, I felt like dying I just want it to all go away, to be happy again before mum left us and dad became an acholic freak who abused me, mum was the only one who thought I was special, one of a kind, unique, myself, before she ran off with another man leaving me and dad together, dad never liked my individuality and despised of it, forcing me to start hiding myself among the crowd,

I was a mess, sprawled out on the floor, tears dripping down the side of my face,

I sniffled, as I heard the door bell ring, I trudged my way down the stairs to see not what I expected but Vik,

"Vik why are you here?"

"Because you are my friend."

"I'm a freak not a friend Vik."

"Well you aren't to me."

"What do you mean?"

"You're a amazing person who is just like me a unique individual who just needs a little assistance."

"And how will you assist me?"

"By being there to support you, but the deal works by you telling me you're feelings and then me telling you mine."

"Okay come in, we can do it in my room."

I directed him to my room where we sat down on the bed,

I had to stop myself from blushing, his dark brown eyes staring into mine, seeming to sparkle in the light of my room,

"Vik I can't go first, it's too hard."

"Okay then I will."

I nodded slightly smiling a bit,

All we did was laugh and skip over the bad stuff,

"But seriously Lachy, what are you worried about?"

"Going back to school on Monday.."

I put my head down,

"Well let's worry about that when it's Monday, okay?"

I nodded,

"Look Lachy there is something I need to get off my chest, is it okay if I tell you?"

"Vik of course I will always be here to listen."

"Listen I like somebody but I don't know if they like me back?, what do you suggest I do?"

All my hope and dreams got crushed in an instant,

"Well who is this person I'm bound to know them."

I said trying to not tear up again,

"I don't want to say."

"C'mon Vik you can trust me."

He paused,

"I'm sorry I can't tell you."

"But Vik?"

"But Lachy what do I do?"

"I can only help you if you tell me."

"Not happening Little Lachy."

I smirked although the nickname was inaccurate it was cute he called me that,

"Well then, I will just have to see for myself."

I said as I tapped my head,

"No Lachy, no please no."

"Why don't you want me finding out?"

"Because it's you!..."

I looked down blushing,

I heard whimpers from Vik,

"Vik.."

"What!"

"I love you too."

He looked up to me, his brown eyes getting their sparkle back,

"Y-You do?"

"Yep, everything about you, your personality, your strength, your support, your kindness, I love you so much Vik."

He smiled up at me,

I grabbed him and embraced him in a hug,

How could this get any better,

I guess I have a boyfriend now,

I guess I'm not as alone as I think,

But the only problem is,

We have school on Monday...

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Sorry this is long awaited I have not been in the mood to write lately Hence the shorter chapter even though 750+ is pretty good but thank you all so much for almost 100 reads, new chapter should be up asap,
CHOW!
~ Jazzi