life is a Rubik's cube that needs to be solved ,all the colors must be put together ,so that satisfaction can be felt. that's what i used to think before i met him .as a young girl living her daily life without a purpose trying to solve her own Rubik's cube ,i couldn't find the answer by my OWN.

HE ,is an ordinary guy in every aspect ,the kind you can find anywhere.handsome but average ,tall but short ,kind but rude,HE is full of contradictions_well ,i'm one to talk _

WE met at a certain park ,i sat beside him not finding any other  free seat ,i felt his gaze at me so i looked at him in return ,we stared at each other for a while -what a weird man -suddenly he started crying his eyes out .i was litterly stunned.what was that ? what do i do ?. i never did care about anything in the world ,i was shocked then handed him a tissue from my bag , and started talking to him so normally as if we had known each other since forever.apparently the reason he ws crying was because when he looked into my eyes he found nothing but emptiness.what a rude and straight person.i was so embarrassed ,i somehow managed to say something like :you got nothing to do with me you don't even know me .and ran as fast as i could .my cheeks were on fire .

i wished we would never meet ever again .although,i wished that god was against it .and here we met again at the same park ,the same time ,we sat on the same seat .

i tottaly ignored him ,but he tried aproaching me by apologizing for the last time ,saying it was unintetionally though it was true ,he was the first person in the world who made me cry ,who made me realize my lonliness,by stating one fact that i'm empty.i ran, this time he made me cry ,who is this guy ? i've never cried nor felt embarrassed like this before .i sat mt mind  on never meeting him again .

as time passed i kept thinking about his words over and over ,i rushed from home to the park ,through  snow , sun , rain and  clouds.hopeful i would find him .

He was not at the usual place i searched and searched ,no way !?did he just leave me like this ?!.my chest felt tight ,my heart painful ,my eyes were filled with tears about to burst at any moment .

IF he hadn't come that day i would've died .that thought alone made me realize : to me he is someone  special  .

after that day , we spend our hours  together  ,he taught me alot of feelings ,once i smiled ,once i laughed ,once i cried ,once i blushed,once i got scared,once i got anxious,once i felt shocked...

All those emotions fled inside me .i felt my Rubik's cube getting together.the colors entrancing together .creating a beautiful   whight  light that absorbed me.

LIFE is a Rubik's cube that needs to be solved ,i still believe this but ,YOU DON'T NEED TO BE ALONE TO SOLVE IT ?SOMETIMES YOU MIGHT NEED A LITTLE HELP FROM THE TRICK BOOK THAT YOU WILL DEFINETLY FIND JUST THE WAY I DID