Our eyes met..

For the first time ..

I fell in love ..

you can call it destiny ,fate ,coincidence or anything you want  .the moment i led my eyes on her ,i couldn't turn them away .upon meeting her for the seconde time i mastered all my courage and aproached her ,she smiled gently .I talked to her ,she replied softly.my heart was beating so fast , i thought it would nreack through my chest .i didn't know what was happening.it hurts.  is it a heart deasease ?.

Since that day ,i followed her everywhere yet she didn't complain nor object it .instead she treated me with a great deal of love and kindness.

MY everyday became OUR everyday .the thing i was missing,i found.  Jer warmth filled my everything.

My wish is simple : please let me  share this happiness with her forever .TIME..TIME.. TIME ..unfortunatly time doesn't have mercy .soon oir departure will come.

It was sunny,the weather was warm , as walking per usual , she collapsed , her face turned as pale as white, i panicked, powerless,i tried to help her ,WHAT DO I DO ?WHAT DO I DO ? i am useless, some people noticed her and  rapidly called an ambulance i followed her to the hospital ,there the truth came to light. The truth i tried desperatly to forget. Her sickness .it's gradually taking over her body
  ,her days  on earth are counted. I let out a heart wrenching cry that made me  shocked  myselfe . What  are those feelings ?!.

Days passed ,time flew as fast as he could,i stayed beside her all day ..all night .until that day arrived,she smiled with her usual gentle smile and looked at me with those soft eyes ,just like the day we first met .although ,she could barely breath   she  struggled while saying those words to me as i returned to my true form :hey...Mr.angel...cough..cough.. is it really you... ,that white bird that was hanging around me those past few days?! ...cough...or am i imaginnig things ?!

_no,you're right .i'm sorry i didn't tell you but i was sent to guide to  light .it was my job to take your life. even if  it was shcedueled a few days ago.i already broke tje rules and gave you  more time .but don't misunderstand i did it formyself for my own  selfish reasons.  When i disguised myself as a bird i momentary  forgot my mission . By time ,my memories eventualy came back , and i knew that i have no right to ho back to heaven as i commited a sin and fell in love with a human . Although, i don't regret a moment i spent with you .

_hehe,..i too was very happy ...i'm glad you were by my side . Sorry and thank you very much for everything.

then she closed her eyes and i accompined her to heaven as my last wish for her before i become a fallen angel on earth . My thoughts were as i said goodbye ;i won't forget you,i loved you after all,i wish you peace and joy in paradise .this will be the last time we meet ,i can't stay by you anymore cause i'm  the guardian of  heaven's door and forbidden from entering it after all i did .goodbye forever.

I took her hand and glanced at her for the last time ,she noticed me and a  tear rolled on her cheek as she smiled at me gently as if she knew what i was thinking about .

we arrived ,i let her hand go and stayed standing watching her until she was engulfed in  light.

i turned around and decided to dedicate my life on earth to make people happy and see that smile again and again ober and over of course never forgetting the reason i stayed and sinned ,her smiling face.

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