CHAPTER EIGHT: TELL YOU EVERYTHING

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Flashback start...

The following week was bad. Lara's grief was penetrating and she collapsed in on herself. She called in sick to work, staying in bed, clutching the shirt Will had left behind. She couldn't sleep. Breathing in the scent until she fell into a restless sleep. She would drink or cry herself to sleep every night, everything around her reminded her of Will. She started sleeping on the couch, so she didn't have to sleep on the bed 'cause that contained so many memories. 

She knew she couldn't stay home forever, there were bills to pay, so she had to go to work the next day. 

After and before work, Lara have being trying to call Will, but it just went on voice mail.

"Will, please, will you just text me. I'm actually worried about you. Just send a simple text telling me that you are okay" she said to the voice mail.

Jasmine immediately notice the bag under Lara's eyes and her hair was a little messy. 

"Are you okay Lara?" she asked "Yeah, I'm fine, just haven't had the best week" Lara said "If you need to talk I'm here, okay" Jasmine said "I know" Lara said "Remember when we all have a bad day, we just have to pull ourselves up by the bootstraps and try a little harder, right?" Jasmine said and Lara nodded.

"So what happen?" Jasmine asked "I don't really want to talk about it" Lara said "Broke up with your boyfriend?" Jasmine asked which cause Lara to look at her "He was not my boyfriend" Lara said "Well, that's weird, the way I saw it, it looked like he really was your boyfriends" Jasmine said "Well, we never talk about it" Lara said "Did you have feeling for him?" Jasmine asked and Lara nodded "I think so" she said "Then you should tell him" Jasmine said "Something happen last time we were together, so I don't think I will ever see him again" Lara said "Do you want to talk?" Jasmine asked "Nope, I'm good" Lara said "Okay, but remember if you need someone to talk to, I'm here" Jasmine said "I know and thanks" Lara said "What are friends for" Jasmine said. 

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After work Lara tried to call Will again, but it went straight to voice mail "Please....why are you doing this? I don't understand, I need you. You can't just do this to me" Lara said into the phone before taking a sip of her wine.

"Listen here Pretty Boy. I don't know what your big problem is. You know everyone is fucked up, right? You're not special. I know you think you are, but you're not. That's a really shitty thing to do to someone, you know just leave with no explanation. You owe me an explanation. I deserve one. I hate you, you know that? I HATE YOU. I really hate you. Expect that I don't...cause I think, no I know that I gave falling for you" Lara said a little drunk before she ended the call and lay down on the couch, crying herself to sleep.

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Lara slowly woke up to the sun shining into her living room.

Her head was pounding and she could hardly swallow since her mouth was so dry and her stomach was churning. 

Then she could feel the smell of fresh coffee so she tried to gather strength to get off the couch but it was impossible.

"Here, drink this" a voice said as she saw a shadow appeared over her. 

Lara opened her eyes to see a blurry figure came into focus, standing over her, holding a glass of water. 

Was she dreaming or hallucination, she was not surprised if she was.

"You will get better" the voice said and she took the glass before taking a sip.

"You know it's a bad idea, drink a whole bottle of wine all by yourself in one night" the voice said and her vision became more clear and she saw that the figure was Will.

"Why?" she asked "I heard your rambling message last night. I could also hear you were drunk, so I thought I should stop by to make sure you were okay" he said "How did you get in?" she asked "Uh..." he said as he scratch the back of his head.

"You forgot to lock the door" he said "Weird, I thought I have lock it. I must have forgot" she said as she drink the rest of the water.

"Come, let's get you sobered up" he said before he help her up and walked her to the bathroom where he turned the shower on.

While waiting for the water to warm up, he went into the medicine cabinet and found some aspirin before he handed them to her "Take these, they help" he said and she grabbed them before putting in he mouth and swallow them.

"Okay, get in the shower. I will find some clean clothes for you" he said before walking out of the bathroom, closing the door behind him. 

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After taking a shower, Lara put on the clothes that Will have lay out to her. 

When she walked out of the bedroom, she saw him sitting at the kitchen table, drinking coffee.

Lara took a deep breath before she walked over and sat down in front of him.

"Why are you really here?" she asked and he looked at her "Are you hungry, do you need anything to eat?" he asked "Don't change the subject. You can't mess with my head. I need to know" she said and he looked down again.

"Did you mean what said over the voicemail last night. You said that you have falling in love with me. Did you mean that?" he asked.

"Yes, I mean it. You are not like any other guy I have met, you are different, you actually care, you are smart, caring, kind and soft. You don't really show that kind and soft side of you. But I see it. Beside you are better than any other guy I have ever being with and that also mean in bed" she said and he let out a small chuckled before he looked down.

He then got up before he ran his fingers through his hair.

"I'm sorry Lizzy, I know what I did was awful and I hate myself for it. This time without you has been toture. I was trying to protect you from myself, but I couldn't stay away. You don't need to give me another chance, I know I've ruined everything and God knows I don't deserve it. But, if you'll let me, I'd like to tell you everything. The whole story, my past, my present. I'd like to tell you everything. No more secrets. And then you can decide if you still feel the same way" he said before he took a deep breath.

"You wanted to know about my job before, what I do when I leave with no explanation?" he said and she nodded "I'm an assassin. I have killed people" he said and her eyes widened "That's my job. What I still do. I assassinate people that are a threat. I still do it" he said "But these are bad people right?" she asked.

He didn't say anything other than looking down "You probably tell me to leave and not contact you again" he said before letting out a sigh.

Lara smiled before she got up and walked closer to him "Will I don't care about any of that. It don't changed my feeling towards you" she said as she put his face in her hands.

"If this is going to work, I need a few promises from you first" she said "Anything" he said "I don't want to know about any of it. And the second, it's you and me now, all in. For better or worse. If things get bad, we'll work it out" she said and he nodded "Of course" he said.

But then he remember when he woke up from his nightmare and when he was cocking her. 

"I'm so sorry for what happen last time. Sorry for everything. I know I don't deserve you, and I'm asking the impossible from you. I know that. You're so good. Everything about you is good and warm and bright. There's a demon inside of me that will never go away. You're an angel and I'm a demon and I can't help it, but I have falling in love with you too. I know I shouldn't but I did" he said as he looked at her. 

"I know that I have not told you anything, only that part and I promise I will tell you later. I will even tell you my real name" he said and she tilted her head "I have used a fake name, because of work" he said "So have I" she said and he tilted his head "I always used a fake name when I meet a guy in the bar, but you are not some guy anymore" she said as she stroke her thumb down his cheek.

"Listen, it's okay that you are not ready, I'm not either to tell you everything about me. Let's take it slow for now" she said and he nodded.

His hands moved to her lower back, pulling her body into his as he pushed his lips against hers without warning. The kiss was soft and rushed.

They both pulled away and her hands fell from his cheeks to the lapels of his suit before she slammed her lips to his again.

He sunk into the kiss, his hand weaving into her brown hair at the base of her scalp, pulling her closer.

He leaned forward slightly, his lips brushing up against hers.

They smiled to each other before he softly pressed his lips on hers.

While their lips were connected, he lifted her up and while her legs were wrapped around his waistline, he walked over to the bedroom door before he opened it.

He then forwards causing her to sit on the bed.

He leaned more forward again, and her inhaled heavily as she put her arms on the bed.

He put his hands on her cheeks, bringing her closer to him before he put his hands on her cheek and pushed her down onto the bed.

She moved her hands to his cheeks before moving them around to his neck and put them over the back of his head, through his hair.

He put one hand to the side of her head and the other one on her right cheek as both of them kept pushing each other in the opposite direction, trying to lean into each other.

He bit down on her lower lip, pulling back and her let out a shaky breath.

He smirked and pushed himself forward into her body. She pushed his head closer to her.

He moved his head down, making his lips move to her jaw before he moved his head again and began kissing her neck.

She leaned her head back while he was kissing her neck.

She lifted her arms up to his head, moving them through his hair.

He moved his hands to her cheeks before moving them around to her neck and put them over the back of her head, through her hair.

She brought her hands to his tie before she started to untying it quickly. He grabbed it, tossing it to the side.

His lips explored her throat as he pressed kisses from her jaw down to her collar bone, using his hand to pull her shirt to the side to expose more of her soft skin. She closed her eyes, sinking further into his searing touch with her fingers threading through his dark brown hair.

He then took his suit off before throwing it on the floor.

He bit her lip before he moved his head down to he neck and started to kiss the side of her neck.

Lara felt her body sinking down to the bed as he was now on top of her, her fingers combed through his hair.

Working his way up to her throat, his free hand found the back of her thigh and with a tug of her body against his own, his lips found hers in a quick kiss.

She broke apart from him and dropped her hands from his hair, in a near breathless gasp. She ran her hands down his chest, finding the buttons of his suit as she pressed her forehead against his.

He shifted an inch making himself more comfortable while he watched her with loving eyes as she pulled open his now unbuttoned shirt.

He let out a groan as he hastily tossed his suit aside while still in the middle of the kiss, he tossed his shirt aside.

He felt her lips pull away from his before she began kissing his jaw all the way down to his neck while she tried to unbutton his pants.

He kicked off his pants and she took his face in her hands, her fingers strong against his skin and kissed him again, firmer this time, more certain. He wrapped an arm around her, slinging his hand up to her neck and in her brown hair.

She wrapped her legs around his waistline before she flipped them both over so that he was under her.

She pulled away and Will watch with a smile as she took off her shirt and he was certain that he had never know anyone as beautiful her.

He pressed a kiss to her cheek, holding her close to him with one hand against her back and the other gripping the back of her thigh.

He wrapped his legs around her waist before he flipped them both over so that she was under him.

She scoffed from under him, causing him to smirk before crashing their lips together again.

While kissing her, he pressed her back more into the sheet.

He moved his head down, moving his lips to her jaw. Her breath faltered slightly as he moved his lips again while he moved his hands to her underwear slowly taking them off as her hands were doing the same to his underwear.

She tossed her underwear to the side as he did the same. 

He then pulled away before he opened the draw in her nightstand and pulled out a condom before putting it on.

"How many are left?" she asked "Now there is two" he said "We better buy new once" she said "There is still enough for two rounds more" he said said "Then we better not waste them" she said and he smiled before he smashed his lips against hers.

She brought her arms up to his head, putting them through his hair. Tugging on his hair slightly while he moved down to her collar bone.

She tilted her head back farther into the sheet, tugging his hair more as he started kissing her neck again.

One of his hands came to brace her legs before moving it up to wrap around his waistline, his other coming down to dip her thighs.

She spread her legs for him, her head resting on the pillow as she grabbed the sheet that had been kicked off, wrapping it around both of them.

They both pulled away to look at each other and Will smiled as he slide his hand down her cheek.

He then leaned down and the silence between the two of them spoke volume as he place the head of his penis in her hole, pushing himself in er.

She let out a gasp as she felt his penis entering her hole. "Sorry" he mumbled between the kissed he did on her neck.

"It's okay" she said before he pressed his body more against hers, pushing his penis more in her hole before stopping when he was completely in her.

She breathe out shakily, her breath mixing with his as he bent over her, readjusting for a moment before using his hips to pull out of her and push back in.

He started kissing her random places on her neck and collarbone while she put her left hand behind his head, tugging his hair as she closed her eyes, while leaning her head more against the pillow.

She started moving with him rather than him moving alone, her breath was uneven and her breasts rubbed against his chest as he continued his movement.

She kissed his ear as she clamped around him while his penis continuing its movements before he adjust to move quicker.

Then it hit a place particularly deep inside of her, making a moan and a gasp exit her mouth.

He felt his orgasm nearing as he continued to move faster, her hands in his hair and running down his back, driving him closer before a particular moan drove him over the edge. He came with a loud groan, rutting his hips against her as she clamped around him harder, her back arching as she came along with him, both of his hips driving slowly against each other to ride out her highs.

She wrapped her legs around his waistline while she leaned her head more against the pillow, her fingers grabbing his hair more.

"Don't leave me. Please, never leave me" she pleaded tearfully as his faces was buried in her neck.

"I'll never leave you, Darling" he breathed next to her ear. Then he groaned into her shoulder and they came together, clutching at each other's bodies, never wanting to let  go

Will then started kissing her neck while their fingers were locked together as their bodies was as pressed against each other as they could be.

This was not just some meaningless hook-ups or friends with bennefist. Some say that it was the pent up emotion between the two. The lust and love that they have for each other. Yet that was not the case, it was the love and lust that the two have wanted since they met.

This was love. It started with a meaningless one night stand that evolve to feelings and love.

Flashback ends...

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