I had a normal life with loving and caring parents who would do anything for me You could skip ahead and say you have everything. That your life is perfect. But I said had a normal life apart from I was smart. Very smart. But When I was five that all changed and it started when my parents died and it was not in a nice way or by a strange illness. No they were killed. I remember everything I should I was there. So let me tell you what happened. We were in the car driving home when some crazy drivers stopped right in front of us blocking the whole road before my dad could even react we hit at full speed into the side of the huge truck blocking the road. It happened so quickly my parents both being stabbed with pieces of metal and my mum hitting her head on the front of the car the air bags coming out a second too late both of them dying on impact. Leaving me a child stuck in the back of the car trapped under everything that had fell from the front the car a bit of metal close enough to trap me but not kill me. I was a child trapped and scared crying and screaming for help. For the hope that someone would be there. That someone would hear like in the movies. But no one heard. No one was there why would they? The only thing going through my mind was what could happen. Everything that could happen to me well I was trapped there helpless. I couldn't help thinking about what could happen and it scared me. I was a child. Helpless. Scared. At that moment all I wanted was my parents alive and well but that couldn't happen. But I was smart. I knew I couldn't think that way not when I need to get help. I cleared my head and looked for something to help me then I spotted it a phone. I reached out as far as could even though it was a bit far and hurt when I leant to reach it. But I got the phone that fell from the front to the middle seat and phoned the police and ambulance I was young but I wasn't stupid. Those stupid drivers ruining everything the only words I heard them shout as they drove away back to there homes. Maybe they had families to go home to. I didn't and still don't care they killed mine and I will always remember. The words were your daughter is a freak. She not normal. They did this because of me because I was different. They killed my parents. Ruined a child's life. Because I was different. Yet I was the only one who lived. Like some twisted fate. It's not something you can just forget for anyone especially if you have a photographic memory like me. No matter how hard they try to make me forget or to not think about it. To help me get over it. I won't and I can't when people constantly remind me of it or look down at me with a face full with unwanted sympathy. They look and speak to me like they care and want to listen but after awhile you learn that's not the full truth. Why can't they just leave me alone to my thoughts. My memories of the good times and the bad. Just leave me alone.

The police and ambulance came and got me out the screaming mess I had become in the back of the car injuries covering my body and tears running down my face people from every direction trying to calm me down. We went to the hospital and I got better it took a few weeks but you don't want to hear about that or maybe you do. Who knows? When I got out was when the trouble started. They told me the day after the accident that my parents had died confirming what I had already figured out. I was a kid yes but not stupid. Why do adults always think we don't understand tough and sensitive subjects? We do. We are children growing up in this corrupted world full of drama, sensitive subjects, social media. Every child was some sort of way online. We can access anything. The world is being destroyed around us. So yes we understand. We really do. More then you realize. Remember that.

After the hospital they thought it was good for me to have therapy for me to have someone to talk too. Who could understand. They said it would help. It didn't. I was a child who suddenly was overwhelmed by people trying to help asking me questions even though they knew the answer. They knew everything about me. These strangers who wouldn't leave me alone. I was a child who lost both of my parents in a car accident. They died in front of me. I wanted to be alone to figure out what had happened in my head. Try to figure out why they did it even though I knew. Even tough I wanted to be alone I also wanted someone there. Someone who could tell me that it would be aright. Someone who I could hug and cry into their shoulder. But they didn't have someone like that. They thought being alone was a bad idea and tried to help but it didn't it made things worse. So much worse. When I told them what happened they told me I was lying . Back then I was so sweet and innocent I told them everything. I thought I could trust them. That they would believe me but they didn't. I just wanted. No I needed someone who believed me but no one did. Who would trust a child? Even if they had a huge I.Q and they knew. I was still just a child. So I turned to writing the truth in a notebook which turned in to multiple as the years went by I wrote more. They broke and changed that sweet, innocent and trusting little girl. She disappeared a long time ago. But they didn't and still don't. I like it that way. I started talking to them less or putting on an act. Smiling and staying happy even when I wasn't and I was breaking inside. Pretending everything was ok. I want to make sure everyone is happy and ok. Because that in its on way makes me happy.

*flash back* therapy

What's your name?

Sky smith

How old are you?

Five

What happened that night?

I told you what happened

The truth

You always ask me the same things you know my name and age, I have told you what I know. You know everything about me but you still ask the same things over and over. Why?

To fine out what happened

Well that all I know it not going to change. Can I go now?

Yes, you may leave.

*Present time* Therapy

How are you feeling today Sky?

Fine

Are you sure?

I'm fine

Sky you know you can talk here.

I know *smiles* I'm fine I mean it

How has your day been?

Good

What did you do?

Read and did some writing

That interesting. Does it help with what your going through?

Yes.

Are you sure that there's nothing bothering you sky?

I'm sure. Can I leave now

Yes

After the accident everyone knew I had a big I.Q if they didn't already. The news was everywhere. So was the accident. 

A/n hope you liked the first page. Have a nice day.