Chapter Nineteen: Ill hit you with a baseball bat after Juvi.

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The water was cold against my skin as i tried to swim  up to the surface an invisible force pushed me deeper into the icy blue.

Sink

Swim

Sink

Swim

You did this to yourself.

You killed yourself.

You did this.

MURDERER!

My eyes snapped open, and Annie  shifted slightly, on the other side of the couch, my head felt heavy and I groaned, the clock on the wall read six am and i smilef lightly knowing I'd actually make it to practice that started at Eight.

I sat up tucking Annie in and dragging myself up to my room, taking out asprin and my meds walking back  to the kitchen and pouring a glass of water then taking the mixed aray of pills.

I put two asprins and a glass of water at Annie's side and started clearing out the glasses and put the cake into the fridge, making a mental note to re watch the live stream to find out exactly what we'd put in there to make it taste so good.

I put all the dishes into the sink and fulled it up and washed the dishes whilst multi tasking and occasionally wiping down the counter in between batches.

I swept the floor and mopped, the place looked clean once more.
Annie was still a sleep  but she would wake up because her body like mine had a set inner alarm that would wake her up right on time.

I took a shower and put in all my piercings, to be clear I'm not piercing crazy i have a general lobe piercing two upper lobes and an industrial on each of my ears apart from that was my nose ring.

I sat in front of my mirror deciding on which colour schemw to use, i decided to just put on mascara and a chapstick too lazy to work on my face.

I slipped on a white long sleeve and flannel over that with black jeans and white converse, i left my hair loose putting in a black alice band to hold it back.

Once i got down stairs Annie was on the couch with the glass of water in her hand,
"I'm making breakfast." She said standing up and stretching, and walking over to the kitchen,
"What are you making?" I asked switching on the TV,
"I'm making.... waffles." I nodded and she made the waffles, we watched re runs of regular show whilst eating and i left right after breakfast.

The boys were already outside the field waiting for coach and as soon as i saw Duncan i crossed my arms.

"So...bringing a random chick along to your date with my sister?" He chuckled nervously,
"It wasn't a random girl." They openned the field and we walked in,
"Really who was it then?" He pressed his lips into a thin line,
"It was Jordyn." I gaped as we entered the change rooms,
"No way." He nodded,
"Yes way, it was a dare but i guess it was fun hanging with her, you know just the two of us." I scoffed,
"Annie was heartbroken." I said walking to my locker and closing the curtain around myself,
"She didn't seem heart broken when you guys were making vodka cake." I sighed slipping off my clothes and pulling on my shorts and nike vest,
"Well it was only because she broke up on her own, your lucky she talked me out of hitting you with my baseball bat." I said opening the curtain and sitting at a bench to put on my shin pads and soccer boots,
"Why would you hit someone with a base ball bat?" I shrugged tying my laces,
"I have violent tendencies." He chuckled,
"Hey Aria? Can i have your vodka chocolate cookie mix shit cake recipe?"a guy asked whilst passing by, i laughed lookimg over my shoulder,
"When i remember the recipe I'll let you know." He laughed from behind me,
"So you were about to hit me with a bat?" I nodded to Duncan,
"I would've too if i wasn't stopped." He chuckled,
"You do realize that could get you into jail?" I rose an eyebrow at him,
"I'm not scared of jail." And it would be worth it for Annie.

We both stood walking onto the field,

"Two laps!" Coach yelled and we took off,
"You do realise that juvi and jail are different." I pressed my lips into a thin line,
"No not really, i mean juvi is just a gateway to jail." I pushed harder noticing that I'd slowed down,
"Point made." I tilted my head to the side,
"Wait have you been to juvi?" I  asked and he looked to the side,
"No, i have not." I broke into laughter,
"So I'm more of a trouble maker between us two? Got it." Duncan shook his head,
"No I'm just better at not getting caught." I scoffed,
"Keep thinking that." I say smiling and finishing my first lap and going onto my second,
"Cerise." I put on a fake smile as Adonis approached me,
"Hey Adonis." He smiled sheepishly,
"You look different today." I nodded,
"Yeah, no make up." I said running faster, he caught up,
"I'm sorry for my douche like behaviour." I nodded,
"Yeah but it was bound to happen." He furrowed his eyebrows,
"What makes you say that?" I shrugged as we finished the lap and i took a deep breath,
"Well, i was kinda playing you because i wanted to have sex,now i don't want to have sex." He nodded,
"So...you were also looking to get laid huh?" I nodded,
"Exactly." We both looked at one another,
"Well that makes me feel less horrid." I nodded,
"You are a dope person though." I smiled wide,
"Why thank you i know I'm awesome but hearing I am is just refreshing." He swang an arm around my shoulder,
"We shoukd go to a skate park some time." I nodded,
"Yeah, that'd be cool." He smiled showing off his pearly whites,
"I feel like this is the beginning of a great friendship."