I feel possessed. I've tried trapping myself, but I still leave. I touch his beautiful things and I End them. As if I cannot help myself.

I hate what I am, but I am immune to my curse. I've checked.

Beginning no doubt loathes me with his entire existence. All I wish is that I can do something to redeem myself. One day. As of now, I'm not prepared to face him. I don't deserve to.

~End

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