Have you ever had a crush and never talked to Him.. If you tried you felt like a zombie---Mind Blank, butterflies in your stomach, Freezing---  That happened to on Thursday. I made a bet with my friend Rebecca if I Hug Isaiah (👈Crush) She won't tell him I like him.. But it's so hard! I mean me and him are friends... And I'm afraid I'm still in the friend Zone.

My BFF Named chasedy told me he had feeling for me last year.. And he gave up because I was hard to get and we barley spoke. I mean I still like him I just didn't want to make it obvious I liked him ya know.

And now this year he likes Yasmin-- A crazy, Crazy Girl-- Which I'm kinda confused about. What does Yasmin have that I don't have? I have the curly long hair, Pretty brown eyes, and A confident personality, but right now I'm not feeling so confident...

I became confident when I signed up for modeling and now I can sing in front of Millions of people. Speaking of people and singing, I have my pageant On Sunday! I'm running outta time!!! I was suppose to learn the whole song about 'we don't talk anymore..' By Charlie puth.

Anyways, so after school I was suppose to hug him..but all of a sudden i felt like butterflies were legit Having a party in my stomach ((but not the good kind)) so I backed out and ran to the bus.

Great. Now Rebecca's gonna tell him I like him.

I don't know what I should do...
*eats popcorn in the corner*