December 18, 2015

Dear Diary,

Yahoo!! It's the day! Our Christmas Party at out Church. I can't wait to celebrate it with my Friends and Families.

But along the party, each group will have to perform their talents.

My group will perform a roleplay, and I don't know if I can do it because I'm the main character.

And the main character's background is that he came from a broken family.

A boy who will be influenced and will be tempted to such temptations.

Argh!! Damn it! It's the complete opposite of me. I mean, it will be too difficult for to do so diary.

Well, the reason why I've been choose as the main character is because I'm the one who made up the idea.

And the character's background. Haysss, I shouldn't have given that idea.

But there's no turning back I have to do what I must. And I need to give my best even though it gives me humiliation.

Anyways, let's change the topic. I remember last night, when Mariko texted me.

When she said the she will be coming here in the Philippines along with her fiancée, I turned her down.

Why? Because I don't want to be a third wheeler! And it sucks that you're the only one who's feelings left behind.

Jeez! I want to forget about it! But it seems I'm starting to like her...

No, no, no! It can't be! I can't be falling to her. She's just a Japanese beauty with a rich fiancée.

Haha! No way that she and I will... Argh! Why am I imagining things!?

That's why I don't like falling in love! But is it possible that there's love without yourself?

I want to know diary? I really want to... But how? I don't have a girlfriend, and I have no experience in dates.

I'm totally hopeless, so hopeless in everything. Tell me diary, is it possible that one day I will have a girlfriend?

I want enjoy my Christmas Party as a single person.

Kahit mahirap, basta masaya ang paligid ko, masaya na rin ako. Ganun lang kadali dear diary.

Anyways kanina lang diary, binigay lang sakin yung script, grabe ang haba at ang dami ng mga linyang kakabisaduhin ko.

Parang sasabog na utak ko eh. Ayoko muna mag isip. Naloloka ako sa responsibility na ito.

Plus may kailangan pa pala akong ipasa sa notary office and if I'm not mistaken deadline na pala bukas.

Shems! I need to do rush now! Sorry diary, I need to review myself for now.

Kitakits na lang ulit.

~ Charles