January 3, 2019

Dear diary,
It's been days since I confessed to him. I still can't get over it. So here's what happened: on new year's eve I was talking to him (not personally) and waited for new year with him. When new year came I decided to finally confess and fulfill my new year's resolution. After I confessed, he said that he already knew about my feelings for him and he just waited for me to confess. I was so nervous. I thought it was going to ruin my friendship with him but hopefully it didn't. He also said that I was lucky because when he confessed to his crush, it all became awkward for them. And I really am lucky. And I'm thankful that he said that it's alright. After that, I felt relief. It felt like I can finally breath after a long time underwater. That's how I felt. It's alright if we will only stay as friends as long as I can be with him. That's all I ask.

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So I decided to make an update. This is still not the end. Thank you! Bye!