Monday June 24, 2006   

The tears are real guys. I am in my room crying because I just got a call that Joony got into a car accident. He is in the hospital right now. He is in surgery right now, I don't know what all happened. He is usually very safe when diving but not this time. I guess he was at a stop light and someone pushed him to the middle knocking him out and another car came up and hit him in the side.

8:35pm

I am right now at the hospital waiting room. I have tears on my face. My makeup is running but I don't care I'm just really worried right now. They say it is going to be another hour till we know anything. I'm here with mine and his parents. His mom is about to break down crying and so am I. I don't want anything to happen to him. If something does happen to him I don't know what I would do he is my best friend, my love, my life...I am so scared.

9:40pm

It's been an hour and no word yet so I'm just praying he is fine. The doctor just came in the room with us and said that he is out of surgery and that it is up to him to pull through. He let us go in one at a time and they are letting me go first      BE RIGHT BACK

In the room Grace's POV

"Joony if you can hear me" I say holding his hand

"I love you so p-please pull through its up to you now so please stay with me and your mom and dad. I want to spend to rest of my life with you. You are my best friend and my love." I say while tears go down my face. 

"I don't want to leave you ever...I love you..." I say breaking down.

In the room Joony's POV

I hear you but I can't say a word. I can feel you but I can't move. I want to kiss you but I can't.

"Hey, can you hear me behind you, I'm behind you."

"No dont cry im right here."

"No I don't want to leave you...I love you too"

"I hear you but you don't hear me...maybe if I... I touch you hand and you look down and see nothing, maybe you can feel me. I'm letting you know I'm here Grace please know its me..."

10:30pm

Im staying here for the night so if anything happens I'll know. I am in a chair laying down by him. When I was talking to him I felt something on my hand. I look down and there was nothing. I think it was Joony I think he was trying to tell me something. Like he was here and could hear me and everything I said. Well I better get some rest its going to be a long night