August 26-29
Dear Diary,
So I came out to my boyfriend as bi....it was totally out of the blue for him. It honestly was super scary. Like I knew he would accept me but I was still scared. I told him and he said that's ok he's happy for me. Then he asked if I still loved him. He's such a dork of coyotes still love him.
Days later I started thinking what if I'm a specific bi. So I did my research. Weird...yes I know but I want to be specific not just throwing something out there. I can across Pansexuality. I've seen it before but I read what it was and it clicked. I instantly knew I was Pan. It just made sense. Then I thought about Allen. I just came out as bi how am I just going to change that to Pan. And you're probably thinking how is she coming out as Pan when she has a boyfriend. Well...I've actually had a feeling I wasn't straight for awhile. I've been told my whole life(which it's not that long) that it's just straight, there is nothing else you can be. And don't get me wrong guys can be hot as hell but so can everyone else. Every Gender, Every One van and kinda is hot, cute, and adorable to me. It's just how it is. It's who I am. I just want to be accepted as that.
Hopefully you can accept me too Dairy.
Until next time.
~Marie