April 18, 2020

I won't deny, I miss you everyday.
You just came into my life unexpectedly then left me with just a snap.
I'm a mess, I know.
These negative thoughts keep haunting me every now and then.

I thought you could help me with this bullshit but you just ended us.
No, there was never an us.
That anxiety kept whispering in my ears that you never had feelings for me.
I was fooled by this fucking fear.

And you got tired but I understand.
I'm not mad, I will never be mad at you.
It's my fault and I'm accountable for this mess.
I will give you your peace.
I will not bother you anymore.
I didn't want to hurt you, I swear.
I'm sorry, I really do.
It's so hard to say this 
but goodbye.
It hurts like shit but I deserve it.
I hope for your happiness.

💔