As of November 4th, 2019, I will be rewriting and editing this trashcan because it is both embarrassing and outdated in contrast to my new writing and grammatical skills.

You might have noticed the new book covers, and that is just the beginning of this new era.

I was an extremely dyslexic thirteen and fourteen year old when I wrote this, and as of now, I have learned to cope with this disorder far better than I use to. Subsequently, I have decided to gradually update this book to bring it out of 2016/17 and into 2019/20.

There are a lot of elements of this book I handled immaturely such as suicide and self harm, and I, now undoubtedly, do not want young and childish readers to grow up fetishizing those things.

Thank you to all of the readers who have enjoyed my work since 2017, and God bless you for hanging around so long. Hopefully you enjoy the future of this book far better than the past.

xoxo, judy