Jimichoo-

Gomen. I got carried away and made three.

My love for Macbeth-or Midnight as most know him as-is very real. I can't explain how much I love him and want to meet him. A few people know about my love for him, and they all support me and even backed off him for me.

Alright, so he's missunderstood. I understand that. He views the world as a cruel place. I understand that. He desires freedom. I understand that.

What I don't understand, is him.He's mysterious, and hard to read. Yet at the same time, it's like reading an open book.

When I first fell in love with Midnight, I had no idea who he was. I was just reading a fairy tail boyfriend scenarios book on Quotev, and Midnight happened to be apart of that book. I grew curios, and checked it out. I wasn't fond of him at first. It wasn't because I didn't like him, I just didn't really care for him because I didn't know who he was.
After awhile, I grew more interested in his character. I got back into Fairy Tail-I was losing interest-and learned more about him.

The more I learned, the more I fell for this guy.

Before I knew it, I was in love.

I have loved other fiction characters before, other celebrities, crushes but...Macbeth is different.

I hope he doesn't mind if I call him Macbeth haha. He seems to prefer going by Midnight but lately he seems to be okay by going with Macbeth.

Anyways, my love and devotion to him is real.

This one time, I met this guy on Facebook. We quickly became best friends. Within two hours, it ended. He asked me if I liked anyone and I said I have a boyfriend. Or as I refer to Macbeth as, my husband.

I asked him, if he promises to not judge me.

He said yes.

I sent him a picture of Macbeth.

He started teasing me. It wasn't the playful tease. It more of making fun of me.

At first, I just ignored it. The reaction was kinda expected. But then, he took it too far.

He started sending me pictures of Macbeth kissing over girls. Fan made pictures of Macbeth and OC's. I started crying. I even sent him a voice message, asking him to stop. I remember crying when I tried to talk.

He continued. I told him, I would be blocking him and no longer talk to him. He started panicing, saying it was just a joke. But, I don't think breaking someone's heart purposely can be a joke.

I haven't talked to him ever since. That was around November 2016.

I know it's an extreme reaction, and I get it if you think I have a mental problem. Believe me, I've been told I have a mental problem for feeling so strongly for Macbeth.

But I don't care what people think. I don't care, if I never see Macbeth. Who knows. One day, when technology is so great, humans will be able to travel to different worlds. Even fictional. That day though, I doubt I'd be alive. It could be fifty years from now. It hurts and I wish I could meet him and get to know him. But...I don't think that's ever gonna happen.

Their was this one time, over a month ago where I had a dream about Macbeth. At first, I didn't know it was him. In the dream, it was some emo kid. He was mysterious, badass, sadistic, and low key a caring guy. Just before I woke up from the dream, he looked at me one last time and I saw Macbeth.

I woke up, still not believing it. As I went through the day however, I began to accept the fact that Macbeth came to my dream.

Ever since, I have been wanting to see him again.

I guess you could say, he's the man of my dreams.

Gomen. I've been writing this for forty minutes. I have so much more to say. But, I'll just stop here.

Gomen. I know this is really long lmao.

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