Chapter Twenty One

I wasn't disappointed when I knocked on Gerard's door. This time he was home, and before I could knock for a third time he was opening the door and pulling me inside. Before I could even say hello he'd pressed me up against the back of the door and was kissing me, hard and fast and without any sort of introduction. My brain was too fuzzy from all the hormones rushing through me to even fully acknowledge where his hands were - all I knew was that I could feel something squeezing my ass.

"Sorry" He grinned, pulling away but keeping his hands where they were "I've had a stressful day and I really needed to let that out."

"Don't apologise" I pulled him closer to me by placing my hand on the back of his neck and gripping hold of his hair "You should get stressed out more often if it makes you this horny."

"Yeah well it's not every day your boss tells you he's coming back early" He sighed.

"What? Brian?"

"No Santa, of course it's Brian" He rolled his eyes, tone dripping with sarcasm "Sorry, I think the stress makes me extra sassy."

"It's okay, I like sassy Gerard" I chuckled, letting him pull away from me and start to lead me into the kitchen "Why's he coming home early anyways?"

"Oh, something about a row with one of his relatives. I didn't want to pry too much, but I think he has business back here to come back for too."

"At least you won't have to run the church on your own anymore" I shrugged, watching as he made us both cups of coffee and handed me mine. I was determined not to let it go cold this time, knowing there'd be plenty of time for Gerard later on, but right then I needed my caffeine fix.

"Yeah, but I was suppose to do a whole list of things that I haven't go round to because I thought I had more time before he get's back, which means I'm going to be too busy to see you properly for the next few days" He sighed, leaning over and tucking some of my hair behind my ear "Which sucks because you're going to have to start coming to the church after college again so that he dosen't suspect anything. Which means we'll have to find other times to be together." My frown got deeper as he went on.

"Dammit" I snapped "We'll find a way though. I mean, I'll start telling more lies about where I am, and we'll act super casual around each other when we're at the church with him. I'm sure Brian won't mind if you don't everything done, I mean he's pulled a surprise on you by coming back early."

"yeah I guess, I just want him to think he can trust me to get everything done around here. I hate having him watch over me as if i'm not qualified. Just because this is my first placement dosen't mean I don't know what I'm doing" He rolled his eyes.

"Technically you're doing a seventeen year old dude" I commented, making him giggle and playfully smack my arm.

"Shut up - you can't talk either. You're doing a priest!"

"No, I'm about to do a priest. Difference" I placed my empty mug down on the side and leaned over, kissing him across the table "come on, let's go upstairs." I didn't need to ask twice. As soon as my lips left his he'd put his mug on the side and grabbed me by the hand, pulling me up the stairs and into his bedroom.

"I guess it would be waste if we didn't use this free time whilst we have it" He giggled, pushing me up against the door with one hand whilst the other worked on pulling up my shirt. I raised my hands and let him pull it off, over my head, before his hands went to my jeans and started to pull them off my legs. When his hands brushed against my bare legs I couldn't help but shiver, making him look up at me with a suggestive smile. "You get horny so easily" he chuckled, getting to his feet and pulling off his own jeans.

"And you don't?" I placed my hand on his pale thigh and slipped it between his legs, making him gasp and his knees almost buckle when i started to let my hand creep up to the base of his dick. I slowly rubbed my hand between his legs whilst he rushed to get his shirt off. His hands then moved to his collar, but I put a hand out to stop him. "Leave the collar on" I whispered, and his eyes widened.

"You want to fuck me in my collar?" He gulped as I pushed him back onto the bed.

"What can I say? It turns me on" I leaned down and started to nibble his earlobe whilst I placed my legs either side of his waist. He immediately grabbed my thighs and held on tight enough that I had to hold back a string of weird noises that were threatening to burst through. "Now I have a kink for priests AND their collars. What are you doing to me, Gerard Way?"

"I think it's what you're doing to me that we should be concerning ourselves with right now" He reached over and handed me the lube and a condom, which he seemed to have already left out. Obviously he'd been prepared for my visit after what went down last time.

"Someone's eager."

"Just fuck me already" I laughed, but started to slather the lube onto my fingers all the same, waiting for him to adjust his legs so that they were wrapped tightly around my waist and he was pulling his hips upwards so that i'd be able to reach and yet still see his face. It was worth going to the extra effort if I got to see his face when I slid my first finger in, making him squirm underneath me.

I added a second one almost immediately, and after a minute or so of finger-fucking him I pulled my hand away and started to slide on the condom.

"Let me" he pulled himself up so that he could tear open the packet with his teeth and then start to slide on the rubber object, making me gasp and go from being hard to unbearably so. His hands felt so good, even through the thin layer of plastic.

"G-get back on your back" I gulped, and he immediately fell back into his previous position, not letting me ask twice. When I finally thrust into him I couldn't help but cry out - and he was quick to join me, his hands reaching up to grab at my hair as I pulled out and then slammed back into him, hard. He was practically screaming out, and every time he did he tilted his head back in ecstasy, showing off the collar that was still secured tightly around his neck, now with a hint of sweat on the shiny, metallic part.

"Fuuuck" He moaned when i continued to keep up the fast pace. I could feel the tension building inside of me with each thrust, and I knew it was getting to him too by the way his hips bucked every time I slammed back into him. Soon his arms were too weak to keep hold of my hair, and they dropped to his sides where he clawed at the sheets instead.

When I thrust back in again his low moan turned to a louder, high pitched one, telling me if his his g-spot. I smirked and he noticed it as I thrust back again, making sure to hit that exact same spot again. I could tell immediately that I did by the way his eyes bulge wide and his mouth hung open, exposing his tiny little teeth.

"Do that again" he gasped.

"Are you close?" I asked between breaths, to which he nodded vigorously. I kept up the pace to the best of my ability, fighting to keep going for as long as possible. I could feel him starting to tighten around me, and so knew it was only a matter of moments until he was spent. I was determined to make him come first though, and I bit down on my gums in an attempt to stop myself from giving out.

After a few more slams I felt him tighten completely, and he let out another long cry that told me he was there. I reached down and wrapped my hand around his dick, pumping him a matter of maybe twice before he came into my hand. Once he had come it was enough to tip me over the edge. I released inside of him almost immediately, my eyes rolling back into my head out of pure pleasure, before I pulled out.

I pulled off the condom and chucked it towards the bin with minimal energy, brushing my hair out of my face as I did so. 

We both collapsed onto the bed, panting and sweating and just a general hot mess. Gerard reached up and pulled his collar off, chucking it to one side before turning to face me, a content smile spreading across his features.

"You look beautiful when you're all sweaty like this" he sighed quietly, leaning over and brushing my fringe with his fingertips. "I think it's because only I get to see you this way, it just makes you even more attractive."

"You never look better than when you're squirming beneath me" I replied, making him blush a little "and if I had my way that would be all the time."

"All the time might be asking for a little too much" he chuckled "we do actually have to leave the house at some point you know."

"I know" I wrapped my arm around his pale waist. For a moment we just lay there in comfortable silence, before I decided to break it by asking a question that had been on my mind for a while now. "Gee?"

"Yes sugar?"

"What are we, exactly?" I moved our bodies closer together "you said this was more than sex, so what is it then? Are we an item?"

"I guess so, yeah" he mused "that's if you're up for being my secret-for-now boyfriend?"

"I think I'll suit the job just fine" I pressed a kiss to his neck, right over where my hickey i'd given him was stil visible. His grip on me tightened, letting me now that the area was still sensitive to him. "You mind if I take a nap?" 

"Of course not" He pulled me closer so that both his arms were wrapped tightly around me and my head was buried in the crook of his neck "I'll join you." He started to gently brush his fingers up and down my back, making me relax even further. 

When I woke up Gerard was no longer in the bed with me. I stretched my arms out above my head, noticing he'd pulled the blanket over me so I wouldn't get cold before he left. I wondered briefly where he'd gone, but figured he had probably just gone downstairs to fetch himself a coffee or something similar. 

I let myself lie there on the bed for a while, still feeling almost high from earlier. My teenage hormones were still rushing through me at high speed, making me want to pull him back to bed and do it all over again. 

With a yawn I stumbled out of the bed and pulled on my boxers, leaving the rest of my clothes in a heap on the floor for me to put on later. It was only when I reached the top of the stairs that I heard Gerard talking from downstairs. Figuring he was on the phone, I carried on down, only stopping when I turned the corner. 

I was wrong. Gerard wasn't on the phone. 

He was standing there in the kitchen, fully clothed and luckily facing the doorway, whilst another man who had his back to me stood opposite. From what I could see he was tall, with long lanky legs and dyed black hair. 

"... and so I figured with the remaining money i'd take a trip over here to visit you. It's not the same without you back in Jersey and I've really missed you.." the guy was saying. As he spoke Gerard's eyes caught mine, and he quickly glanced me up and down taking in my lack of clothes and probably bedhead of hair. His eyes grew wide before quickly turning back to the guy. 

"I missed you too Mikey" he smiled as if nothing was wrong "Really. It's not the same around here without my baby brother. I just wish you'd given me some warning though so I could tidy up the place" I was pretty sure the 'baby brother' part of that had been for my benefit. I hadn't even realised Gerard had a brother, let alone that he was called Mikey and that he was right there in the kitchen, and at any moment abut to turn around and see me. 

I started to quietly step backwards, hoping I could get up the stairs, put on my clothes and then hide somewhere until Gerard could safely smuggle me out before his brother found out about the two of us. 

Of course, I was forgetting one thing: something that came in the form of a step just before the staircase, which when tripped over backwards can send you falling onto your butt with an almighty crash.

The moment I hit the ground this Mikey guy spun around, his eyes going wide when he saw me scrambling to my feet in nothing but my boxers, a blush radiating right across my face as I tried to think of something clever to say.

"Um, hey" was all i managed, glancing over at Gerard who looked like he'd frozen up, unsure of what to do next.

"Who the hell is this?" Mikey cried, turning to Gerard "and why isn't he wearing any clothes?"

"Technically he is wearing some clothes, just not that many" Gerard muttered, not really helping the situation.

"Gerard-"

"Okay, okay!" he held his hands up "This is Frank, and this is also the reason why it's good for people to call first before they come and visit you!"  Mikey turned back to me, and I gave a small, awkward little wave. 

"Nice to meet you" I stepped forward, pulling one of Gerard's hoodies off the arm of the sofa and then pulling it on in an attempt to make myself look somewhat clothed and not like i'd just been fucking his older brother senseless.

"Pleasure" He mumbled before turning back to Gerard "So what's he doing here? Are you gay now? Why didn't you tell me? Does Brian know? What else aren't you telling me?" he started to ramble, and Gerard held up a hand to stop him. 

"Mikes, please, one question at a time" he sighed, running a hand through his hair. 

"Fine" Mikey snapped "Are you gay?" 

"I think i'm bisexual, but I guess so, yes." 

"Does Brian know?" 

"No. Nobody but me and Frank. And now you, too. That's the way I want to keep it for now" Gerard leaned back against the same counter we'd made out against just days before. 

"And are you two..." he gestured between the two of us. I stepped closer into the room so I was standing near Gerard, still not sure what Mikey's full reaction was going to be. 

"We're in a relationship, yes" Gerard sighed and sent me a small smile before turning back to his brother "Look Mikey, I was going to tell you, I just had to figure out how to say it. No one else knows yet and it's all just happened so quickly-" 

"It's okay Gee, i'm just shocked, that's all" Mikey let out a smile "the last time i saw you I thought you were straight and too busy trying to prove yourself to even be interested in a relationship. And now you're with Frank... and it's just a lot to take in." 

"Take as long as you need" Gerard stepped over and pulled his brother into a hug "Thank you for being so supportive of me. I knew you would be." 

"Anytime" Mikey chuckled, hugging him back and looking at me over his shoulder "and it really is nice to meet you Frank. Anyone who makes my brother happy is a friend of mine." 

"Well as I said it's awesome to meet you. I didn't even realise Gerard had a brother" I glanced over at the clock, seeing that I'd slept for longer than I probably should have. I knew I'd have to get going soon if i wanted to keep James and Isabel at bay. 

"Had I never mentioned Mikey to you?" Gerard seemed surprise "That's unlike me." I had to bite my tongue in order to not remind him that we tended to have other things on our minds when we were together instead of talking about our family trees. 

"No I don't think so" I glanced over at the clock again. 

"You need to go?" He sighed and I gave a small nod. 

"It's probably best if I did." 

"Do you want me to drive you?" 

"Nah it's okay, you catch up with your brother" I smiled. 

"Have to go?" Mikey frowned "Where do you need to be? I don't want you to leave on my account. I'm honestly fine with you being here." 

"No no, it's not that. I just need to get home that's all." I didn't add that it was because I was under strict rules set by the aunt and uncle, as then I would not only have to go into why they didn't trust me, but also why I was living with them in the first place.

"Okay, well I'll see you round here sometime soon no doubt" He smiled, seeming to actually like me now that he'd had time to absorb the situation. 

"Yeah" I nodded "Well, i'm going to go get my stuff" and by stuff I meant my clothes. I headed upstairs and pulled my own clothes back on, and bumped into Gerard on the landing, who was holding my bag for me. 

"Here" he passed it to me "Sorry about that. I had no idea he was coming to visit or I would've warned you." 

"It's okay" I kissed him briefly before hugging him. He hugged me back with a light sigh "as long as he dosen't mention it to anyone it'll be fine." 

"Don't worry, he won't" He reluctantly pulled away and followed me down the stairs, standing at the door with me for a moment. "I'll er, see you at church on Sunday." 

"See you then Father Way" I giggled, making him roll his eyes and press me against the door, kissing me once more. It was a close-mouthed kiss, but that didn't make it any less hot when his hands were clawing at my waist like that.

"Don't make it sound so dirty, i've gotta have a clean head when i'm up there and now all i'm going to be thinking about it how suggestive you make it sound" he mumbled against my lips. 

"If it helps, i'll be spending the whole service thinking about fucking you" I whispered back, making him groan for one last time before I opened the door and stepped out into the cool, evening air, throwing my bag over my shoulder in the process. 

Man, teasing Gerard was fun. 

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I think I may be going to hell for that comment about the collar... oh well.