••• POV=>Third Person •••
It was Valentine's day. Marinette gather enough courage to give him chocolate and confess. It took her days to recite what she was going to say. She has been preparing for weeks.

"I uh- uhm. I like you and I mean in that way." Marinette said while bowing down, presenting the chocolate.

"Um,"Adrien said, scratching his neck awkwardly.

"I have liked you since the umbrella thing. I-um- I like you because you are kind, generous an-" Marinette rambled on and on.

Adrien, ignoring her and not listening at all. At that moment, his thought was filled with misunderstandings. 'She.. Is a fan? So all her kind acts. Her smile. All was fake..' ,

He got consumed by his doubts and bluntly said, "I like someone else." He then left Marinette, which is still too shocked and was still bowing.

Little did they know, this little misunderstanding will end up being a big trouble.

••• POV=> Marinette •••
I stand up straight and held my tears, so no one can see. I could not hold it any longer. So, I ran to the nearest alley where nobody is around.

Thoughts such as 'Of course he won't like me.' or 'He probably only like pretty and confident girls.' repeat in my head. My body feels heavy, my heart hurts, tears falling. I kneeled down and cried silently, hoping no one hears. It hurts

But then, the sight of an akuma appears on my sight. Not enough to make me care. I know what will happen if I touched it. But, right now... I just don't care.

Tikki tried to warn me over and over. But, she didn't go out. Afraid, of a person seeing her. The alley was not that secured.

The akuma took the chance and went in the chocolate which I made for Adrien. And within a matter of second.

The sadness, they dulled. It doesn't hurt that much. I am just Angry. It's as if my sadness and sorrows were eaten by anger.

Within a matter of seconds. In my heart, there was nothing, but anger. Another seconds passed, I transformed. I am now wearing a full-body suit, which seems like it has the same materials as the LB one.

Actually, it also looked similar too. It is coloured very dark red. With logos of a broken heart stamped in black instead of the polka dots.

It felt different. Very different.  'So this is the feeling of being akumatized.' I even have a sword! It look like it's made of the chocolate.

"Heartbreaker, I am Hawkmoth, Heartbreak is very painful. Isn't it? I will give you power to take revenge, while you bring me Ladybug's and Chat Noir's miraculous." A voice in my head said.

'Hawkmoth? Pfft. How funny. I am- no was ladybug. But Heartbreaker is a good name.'

"No can do, I can't do that. Butterfly guy." I said.

"How dare you! I can take back your powers!" He said through telepathy? Maybe.

"Nah! You can't!" I said.

I remembered Master Fu's warning about this, a miraculous holder can be akumatized, but Hawkmoth cannot control them at all.

"Marinette! Snap out of it!" A certain voice called out, Tikki. Oh. I am curious. 'What will happen, if I transform while I am still in this form?'

"Tikki, spots on!" I said. My costume didn't change much. It's just this time, there is a black yoyo with me and Tikki looks different.

Her colours are reversed. She also said something like "Marinette. You need to stop" before she transformed, I think? Not of importance.

"Heartbreaker, what shall we do first" she said with the largest smirk. I guess the akuma possesed her too.

"Let's search for him first." I said while going to the class. I threw a yoyo at a window. And pulled myself to the class.

'What is this power?' I felt strength and power going in my body. 'Perhaps I am absorbing Hawkmoth's power. Good then, the more the power the better.' I thought.

My body felt light. Butterflies were surrounding me. 'Did I perhaps, really took his power!?' I tried touching a butterfly and it turns black immediately. Because I touched more than two. It is temporary, It will disappear as I transform back. I learned this from Master Fu.

When I arrived at the class. No one was there. 'Did everyone evacuate already? Agh.. Why did I get distracted.' I walked around searching for a single person. Maybe, they will know where he went. Where Adrien Agreste went.

"Ladybug?.... Did you get akumatized?" A familiar voice spoke. I turned around and saw Chat Noir and some people hiding behind him.

"Ladybug who? I am Heartbreaker. If I can't have love , then no one can!" I said while laughing.

"Heartbreaker, who shall we start from?" Tikki said with a wide smirk.

"Let's start with the kitty." I said grinning. Swinging my yoyo around.

In just seconds the whole town is a mess. Akumatized people everywhere. No where is safe. I attacked him over and over with my yoyo from a distance. All he does is dodge the yoyo.

Suddenly Queen Bee, aka Chloe the b#tch appeared.

"I am here to save the world!" She said arrogantly while posing for a non-existent camera.

"You can save him!" I said while using my yoyo to grab him then threw him.

"Ahhh!!!" He screamed. 'How girly'

She then took him and put him down.
"Heartbre-no, Ladybug I know you are in there. Please, snap out of it." She said sincerely.

"Two-faced b#tch." I muttered under my breath as I tangled her with my yoyo. I then took my weird chocolate sword and points it at him.

I walked closer and he steps back. The cycle repeats. That is until he hit a dead end. 'Finally' I thought. I was about to stab him. Then Tikki suddenly turned back and said some words.

"Chat Noir! Save... Her! The akuma is in the chocolate sword. Quick-" Before Tikki leak out any more information, I grabbed her head and threw her away. Her scream of pain is heard.

"Catacalysm!" Hearing that phrase,I quickly dodge and his hand touches the ground. The floor collapsed in no time. I took my yoyo back and hooked it to the fences near the stairs. Queen Bee is now freed again then. 'How troublesome.'

{IDK QB special powers..so she dont have that much of screen time.}

I ran and tangeled my yoyo to a pole. They followed me. We all fought. Rena Rouge came a good a minutes later. They are strong, But I could see it clearly that they were holding back because I am Ladybug.

Time passed and It seems like Chat Noir's transformation is almost out of time. "Tick Tock! Time is ticking, Chat Noir" I said while smiling.

"Stop right there!" I heard a familliar voice, I turned and saw Hawkmoth.

"Pfft! One second you want me to fight him the next you are asking me to stop, make up your mind moth guy." I laughed at his actions.

He then jumped to me pushing me down and was about to take my earings. MY earings. I then instinctively threw him off the building.

"Please Ladybug... Just please. Wake up!" He jumped to me and He then hugged me tight and won't let go. Suddenly I was brought to a white room.

"Hi Marinette." A random voice popped up.

"Who the f#ck you?" I said back

"I am your subconciousness. CN's warmth which took you by suprise given me a chance to talk to you. Wake up. Marinette. See your surroundings."

I looked around and saw many people suffering, and injured. No, I didn't want this. I hugged Chat Noir back tightly and cried loudly.

Queen Bee walked here in her injured form, took my sword and cracked it. A small black butterfly went out. The power inside just left my body.

'I did all of this.' was all that's in my mind. "I am so sorry." was all I could say as I let go of Chat and he did the same, to then cover my face as tears kept falling.

"M-Mar-Marinette!?" He was more than shocked and shushed me. "... I think you might want to see this." Rena Rouge said looking at Hawkmoth.

I took a deep breath and walked there. My face still full of tears. What comes to my sight was a shock to me, Gabriel Agreste, my idol was now laying there lifelessly.

"Father!?" Chat Noir cried out. Father!?! Hawkmoth is Chat Noir's father?! Which means.. He is Adrien!

I looked at the horrifying sight and searched for my phone. I dialed the ambulance. His father was taken to the hospital.

'I... did this. What if he died? Adrien.. already lost his mother. How could I take his only family left?' I thought, the longer I think about it, the more suffocated I felt from the firing guilt.

"Sorry" is the only thing I said as I took the stairs down and took his  miraculous to give to Master Fu. I gave Tikki her cookies and went back to home and cried my eyes out while saying sorry to Tikki.

• • • POV=> 3rd Person • • •

'Father.. He is Hawkmoth?' Adrien thought stunned and confused of what just happened. He was in his room waiting for news on his father who was in critical state. He was forced to stay there because it was "adult business".

'And Marinette is Ladybug. Who are the reason my father is in critical state in her akumatized state, because I rejected her.' Adrien concluded.

'Rejecting is one's rights. It's not my fault, it's all hers.' He thought, completely blaming it all on her. Though deep down, he knew he couldn't blame her- he love her afterall.

"That's unfair. M'lady." Adrien said leaning against the wall, dozing to the ceiling with eyes brimming with tears.

He felt sad, deppressed, anger, guilt. Then an akuma suddenly arrived at the scene, He felt despair, he just wanted all of it to end, he just wanted to let out his emotions, for once.

The akuma slightly touched his lucky charm which was gifted and seeped inside it as a black pigment tainting it's once colourful look.

The moment that happened, his pain and emotions slightly change, his pain was dulled, and all there was a need for revenge.

"First thing first, Lets grab the bait." He said to himself smirking from ear to ear.

<A few minutes later.>

"Bait grabbed," He said, his smirk grows even wider than it already was as he greeted them

"Hello, Marinette's parent. And hellooo.. Nino and Alya." He took selfie with a peace sign next to their tied up self and sent it to Marinette. Minutes later, she arrived in a exhausted state panting all over in the form of Ladybug.

"Wh-Why are you doing this Chat..." Ladybug said once she regained her stamina, her eyes teary and her whole figure shivered and her eyes are still red and puffy. It stinged his heart a little, but he immediately pushed it away.

"YOU took everything I have. Now, I take everything YOU have." He said with a crazed smile.

"Why did you accept the akuma?" He said angrily.

"Probably the same reason you accept the akuma." LB said, "Despair", she mumbled out.

"You killed my father, just because you were in an emotional state. You risked the whole Paris's life- just because you got Heartbroken, you selfish little b#tch. It's a whole different matter." Adrien said on edge, he was angry. Very angry.

"Adrien- you said that it's a different matter, but what you are doing now, is the same thing, you are doing this based only on your emotions, please we can talk this over." Marinette said trying to calm him down.

But she herself wasn't calm at all, but who can blame her, her parents and friends are tied and hung up. at the edge of the building. They can fall any second.. And its all came back to him.

"Now, GIVE ME THE MIRACULOUS!" He screamed at me. "Why do you need it anyway?" She asked in curiosity. 'Could it be-'

"I can use the power, I can use it to bring everything back to normal." He said, but no longer with a smile on his face,there was a sad glint on his eyes, all he wanted is everything to be back to normal. 'Maybe there is hope after all.'

"No. Adrien, everything needs a sacrifice.. The world will be unbalanced." She adviced him and denied his demand.

"I DON'T GIVE A F#CK!" He screamed loudly. ".. Marinette, I will give you a chance. Give. It. To. Me." He said firmly. 'It doesn't matter. The world would be unbalanced, and it would all be my fault.'

He took a knife and went to my parents and friends. He points at the rope which hold them up.

"1."

"2.."

'He wont do it right?...They are his friends too. Right?' I thought in a panicking state, where one could not make decisions properly.

"3."

He cuts the rope and I ran over there. But it was too late. All I can do is watch them fall. Tears were falling. Memories of them were overflowing. Guilt was taking over my thoughts. But I still had something to do.

"This maybe risky. But, I have nothing to risk. Even if I die, that's okay." I said with tears still overflowing

I took the miraculous from Hawkmoth and wear it. A kwami came out. I don't have time. "Tell me how to transform right now."

"Just say 'Dark Wings Rise'. But Master its too dange-" It said, warning me. "Dark Wings Rise." I said quickly, cutting him.

In that emotional state, I could not think rationally one bit and just drove to action, once I got a hold on the akumatized item, I broke it, purify the butterfly.

After that, I walked away, like nothing ever happened. I was about to leave the building, but a hand gripped on my wrists and stopped me.

"Please. Dont leave me. I have nothing else. please, Ma-"

I brushed him off. 'You took everything just like I took yours. Now, we are even.' I thought as I looked at him coldly.

Even though it pains her tremendously, as she loved this boy to death, loved  somehow in her heart, she could not bring herself to love him, not in her current state.

"You dont deserve to call me by my name." She said and glared mid-way levaing. "From this point on, we are strangers." She added not sparing even a glance for the crying boy.

{A/N a very long chapter, I know. I am sorry to those who don't like reading long chapter. I will try making it shorter.}

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