A/N-Narwhals Narwhals swimming in the ocean. Causong a commotion. Because they are so awesome.

(NOTE:Had to repost all of this. For reasons)

And I'm done XD

Blue didn't give an exact direction or anything as to where Gold and his crew went. So we chose to follow the main road, which like everyone of them, was cracked and falling apart.
Most traders and people still utilise them and stuff, but some accidents happen.

I was hallucinating again and something came to mind. I never realised how tired i was. Not just physically but emotionally. Something I'd never really looked at was....well....i seemed to be rude to my friends. Like.....i feel for some reason, i forced them to do this. Maybe because i was always bored at my house but i never understood people. I hope they don't secretly think I'm terrible or something. I've always just felt like I've had to fix the worlds problems. To help people. Even though,well, I've never really came to terms with mine.

I wish i could tell them everything. Everything i stressed over. Everything that bugged me. Everything that never made sense. It made me sick thinking about all this.

To be honest, i was lonely. I did nothing to interact with the world outside. I kept to myself so the world wouldn't destroy me. Because i always feared it would. If i ran into anyone, i would keep conversations brief. I hated conversations back then. But anyways.......

When i was younger, my parents(we lived in a old underground bunker at the time) taught me to be kind to people. They taught me to love the world. They showed me the wonders of it. I remember there names now,Andrian, and Zaelia. And my sister Valley and my little brother Max. He was amazing. I practically couldn't bear being without him for a second and i mean that too!

There came a time though, when everything changed. Dad and mom would fight. They would argue about who would scavenge for food, as we did that often. Whats worse was, Dad had been away for days so mom would wonder where he'd go. She found out after he came home drunk with a note in his pocket. It was the address to this one lady's camp. And well, you kinda guessed what happened next. Divorce and us moving away. Big deal. That wasn't what tore me down.

What tore me apart was when me and my brother fought. He had this sudden hatred to me. Valley went quiet and never spoke.I think it was after we fought on who we'd stay with. He really liked Dad, and convincing him to go with mom made him change.

Everything went downhill from there on out. Dad went away to live in that lady's  camp with Valley. Supposedly,Valley ran away, and well, i never heard of her again.Mom moved to cobbleville,and ended up having to sell us to a lady who lived plants. She said she was so sorry. She had to do what she could to survive.

I brushed it off, trying to keep my cool. Max hated it. He hated everything now. We eventually escaped from the lady,only to learn we had nowhere to go.

After months of what seemed like endless fighting and bickering, it all came crashing down. It was one day that me and Max were collecting wood for the makeshift house. We were finally finishing up when an Enderpede (mutated Endermites thst basically havr multiple segments and can teleport) came out of nowhere. I freaked out. Pulling Max, i raced up the cliffside. Just to come up face to face with some Savages (basically horrible, horrible zombies). At this moment, we were surrounded. I can replay the whole scenario through my head again:

"Great job,you idiot. " Max sneered.

"This wasn't planned, Max" I tried to remain calm.

"You know what? I'm done. " He added, dropping his sword.

"Help me take them out dude!" I screamed at him. He was being difficult again.

"Who cares? You've done enough,Shelties" He simply sat down in the middle by my feet. The room i had to fight decreased dramatically.

My temper and fear was beyond the limit. I was scared half to death. I was acting on instinct.... i didn't know what to do. I freaked out.... i....

I stopped my mind for just a second to glance around at the road. I saw Ignancy was petting Batty, and Blue and Clint were talking over directions to a place called Sphere City. My eyes watered green tears. Probably from the venom. But the thought just kept going through my head.......

I killed all the enderpedes.
I killed all the savages.

"We're alive,Max. We're alive." I put my hand on his shoulder and smiled.

He brushed it off.

Some things can push people to the breaking point.

This.did.

Raising my sword, i kicked Max to the ground and holding it above his chest, i slammed it through him. Multiple times. I screamed. I had no control. I had no chill. I HATED Max. And he hated me.

"Shelties! Please stop! I'm sorry! Please stop!" He cried.

But i didn't. I pushed the sword against his face,so he could see it.

"Bye Max"

And then i stomped it through his skull.

I didn't even bury him. I just left him out there to be eaten.

He begged me to stop. There was a chance i could've just...saved him. If i would've listened to him. He'd been through too much. He was just going through a phase. He was so upset with things. If only I'd been there for him instead of brushing it off.

I don't know whats wrong with me, but i have to change. I have to be a better person.

Is there a chance for me? I mean really? What purpose do i have on here without Max?

No one to protect.

No one to guide.

"Umm Shelties....." I swear i heard Max speak again. Luckily it was just Clint.

"You ok dude?" He asked.

"Better than ever man!" I laughed "Just rememebred this hilarious joke! Brought tears to my eyes!" I laughed.

Oh how dead i felt when i laughed.

The sound of letting go. The sound of brushing it off like it was nothing.

I must be psycho or something. The thought of Jock going through my head bugged me the rest of the day. I'll never forgive myself for what i did. I.never.will.

After a while, we finally reached "Sphere City". They weren't joking. In the center of a silent,personless neigbborhood, layed a giant circlish orb thst looked about the size of an airport or something. It sat upon huge iron stilts thst were in the ground.

"Ok. Can i,like,officially rule this place? It looks freaking amazing!" Ignancy commented.

"They have elections every so often. Maybe you could get in?" Blue smirked.

"I used to make trade deald with these people. I wouldn't join there council. They're a bunch of cheapskates" Android rolled his eyes.

"Um...ok." Clint coughed.

"We have to find a meycard or someone with one to get inside." Mike added.

"How do you know?" Android asked.

"I used to mail stuff here. It was always pretty busy running back and forth from the Android Kingdom and Here, but i did it" He shrugged.

"Cool" Android nodded in approval. Meanwhile, i was falling asleep.All i could  hear was

".....really think Gold is here?"

".....sure....probably gone....."

"Yeah.....lets go"

And then, i fell asleep.

End Of Chapter

I just wanted to say that i didn't expect this chapter to be so deep. Now, I'm really tired. But i will leak the next chapter name (since it's very important )

Title Name:
Gold & The Sphere City Pt.1

Yeah.....

Lol I'm tired. I gtg.

See ya laters!

-Shelties