Alexandra

It has been a couple of weeks, things have been going smooth. I've been getting closer to Jasmine. I ain't really have a choice because I have no friends and she was also my daughter's stepmother. She didn't know about Mario faking his death but she did say it was kinda suspect that she couldn't post him on social media. She's all up there now though.

They're having twins, a boy and a girl. We picked out the names Marissa Ji'Elle and Mario Jr. I was actually surprised that she wanted my help with anything being that I was just the baby mama, then I realized that she was no harm and not with the drama. I liked her, as for Mario... it's still fuck that nigga, he was barely in her life because I "hurt his feelings".

Xander has been pretty distant, probably because Mario is back in the picture but he doesn't have to worry about anything because Mario at this point does not and can not compare to him.

Cash done found a girlfriend, like one that can actually cook and I'm happy with that, I'm truly grateful because I was tired of him getting high and begging me to make a full course meal for him.

Tirrell comes over now and then, whenever he comes he makes sure to take Alejandro with him because he doesn't want him to feel like he doesn't care about him.

Malik ain't been his self, he doesn't leave out the house, he barely takes showers, he hasn't been eating, talking, or anything. I don't know if it's depression or what because he won't talk. I don't even know what could possibly make him depressed because he's literally always been a goofy funny person.

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"Baby A-"

"Mommy, why do you still call me that? I'm a big girl now, I'm five."

"You will forever be my baby."

"No, I can't. I use a whole hand now, that means I'm a big girl."

"Okay."

"Okay?!"

"Alejandra, what do you want me to say?" 

"Say, 'Yes, your Majesty', and bow."

"Kiss. My. Ass."

She started that annoying ass scream/ laugh.

"Get outta here, YoUr MaJeStY."

"My wish is your command, peasant."

She ran out fast. I'ma get her ass because I told her about that.

I set the table and called for everyone to come down and eat.

Nobody.

A little while later Tirrell and Alejandro came down, then Cash, Alejandra, surprisingly Mikal, Alejandra... Bb. No Xander.

"Has anyone seen Xander? This is going to be the 15th time he's missed dinner."

Cash started scratching his head, this nigga knew something. 

I went into the knife drawer and grabbed a butcher knife then proceeded back to the table.

"Cash where the fuck is Xander?"

"I don't know."

"You're fucking lying!"

"I really don't know!"

I stabbed his hand and looked at his as he screamed out... maybe I went too far.

"I'm not going to ask you again."

Everyone was looking at us.

Tirrell was shaking his head real quick telling Cash to not tell me.

"So you know too? That's fine because I have more fucking knives. Cash get your damn hand off my table, bleeding, and shit."

Nobody said anything.

"Next place I'm stabbing is the motherfucking neck, everybody got 5 seconds."

Baby A and Alejandro ran away screaming if I wasn't so mad I probably would have laughed.

"5, 3, 1!"

"He at the club man!" Cash yelled ducking down.

"Which one?"

"The one his girlfriend- I mean Honey works at!"

"Thanks, boo."