Derek in MM

C H A P T E R
T H I R T Y - O N E

"Fuck.." Ahmad hissed as Cali slid down on Ahmad his dick. Biting her lip to stop the moan that wanted to escape. She gently began bouncing as she closed her eyes savouring this moment. She missed his dick, she missed everything about him, but going without sex for five months took a toll on her so the feeling she was feeling at the moment had her wanting to release right at that moment.

She rocked her hips at a slow pace not wanting to cause him any pain. She was a little hesistant to have sex in the hospital at first but with the way her hormones were set up and the sight of Ahmad's erection changed her mind plus she needed this, hell they both did. Plus since Ahmad let her be in control since he couldn't do much yet, she was even more excited.

She wanted to put it down on him good, give him a good wiff of what he was missing out on while in jail. So he was just enjoying the feeling of being inside her again.

He ain't never missed a woman as much as he did Cali. He missed her touch, her voice, her smile literally everything. Five months was the longest he ever went without sex and he prayed like that he didn't have to go back and go without seeing her like before.

Holding her hips she started to bounce a little faster but constantly watched his face for any discomfort. "Speed up a little Cal," He gritted out since he really couldn't move his mouth due to it still healing and with him talking too much the other day, he was messing things up.

Speeding up, she moaned honestly not giving a damn if someone heard her through the doors anymore. With her hands rested flat on his chest, she rode him like her life depended on it. Ahmad just watched as his dick slid in and out of her and how her titties bounced each time she bounced biting his lip.

Closing his eyes, he let her low moans and his goans fill the noise of the room. "I'm finna cum Ahmad," She moaned as she swirled her hips around his shaft.

Cuming together, she smiled leaning down to kiss his lips before raising up then kissing down his neck down to his torso. Trailing her tongue down each indention of his abs, his dick throbbed at the thought of it being in her mouth.

Taking it in her hands, she kissed the tip then flicked her tongue as the precum leaked out. Licking up and down the sides of his dick, she smiled as she watched his eyes began to roll.

All those nights he spent beating himself at just the thought of her couldn't even compare to this feeling. She bobbed her head back and forth not once breaking eye contact. Ahmad loved when she did that, it was like she staring into his soul and snatching it at the same time. Using his hand he placed it on the back of her head making her deepthroat all of him.

Gagging a little, she continued to suck using one hand to stroke him and the other to play with herself. This went on for about thirty minutes once she made him cum twice. Hopping out of the bed, she went into the bathroom to turn the shower on.

Walking back out she helped him out of the bed, and walked him to the restroom as they both got in the shower together.

Nothing sexual happened he just held her in his arms as the water from the shower poured down onto their chocolate skin. Cali stood with her eyes closed while Ahmad mind wandered off into another world.

He had a lot on his mind and was sorta stressed but he was keeping his faith in the lord and taking his meds to relax him. He was still kinda weak but for the most part he was doing better.

"You okay?" Cali asked.

"I'm fine, you heading out after this?"

She nodded, "Yeah, I have a few clients today plus Chris is working at the shop now .. still teaching him the ways of my shop and showing him where everything is if he needs anything and teaching him how to close the shop if I'm not available to do so."

"Whatchu doing for your brother is dope, cause we all know how tough it is to get a job and start your life over after you get released from prison."

"Yeah and he got out of jail as a completely different person .. he got his barber license fast, I'm really just proud of him, he had a goal set and achieved it. He's been at the shop for a week, he likes it .. of course the women fling to him but he's a man so he enjoys the attention and there has been a few debates between him and the ladies but I knew that was going to happen but its entertaining to watch, he's very open minded so when they go in on men and naming the things men do instead of getting defensive he'll just agree that some men then go into details about how it is still some good men in this world."

"That's good, he talked about that when we was locked up .. glad to see him doing his thing and as soon as I get out of this muthafucka' I'll be back to doing mine too."

"Counting down the days," Cali mumbled.

"You and me both hell but um Derek and my lawyer coming up here today .. Derek coming for a session and I personlly need to vent to him and my lawyer just giving me a heads up of what to expect at trial since pretty much everything is in order they just waiting on me to heal."

"Let me know how all that goes, oh and your son is spending the night with you .. I would bring him but Alisha is since Shaun lives near his day care and it'll be out of my way especially since I'm staying tonight due to me having an early morning client."

He nodded. "That's fine,"

After showering, Cali helped him get dressed and get in bed before getting dressed herself and getting ready to go. Walking towards him he kissed her lips then bent down to kiss her belly, "Bye princess, daddy loves you."

"You mean prince?"

"I meant what I said, but hurry up and getcho fine ass to work and facetime me later." Laughing she pecked his lips one last time before grabbing her things. "I love you daddy."

"I love you too mamas,"

Once an hour or so passed in came Derek with balloons and a snack basket. "What's good witcha man?" He greeted sitting the gifts on the counter beside the other gifts.

"Life is good, my girl and our son good and my family good so yeah good .. you?"

"I've had better days but after I heard what happened to you .. I was worried .. I came sometime last week but they told me you were out of it still so here I am now checking on you and shit."

"Preciate it man, but I got some good news.."

Taking a seat, he leaned forward resting his elbows on his thighs giving Ahmad his full attention. "Lay it on me."

"Me and Cali expecting a baby boy."

A smile instantly came across his face. "Congrats man, you excited?"

He nodded, "Yeah but also scared .."

"Scared of what?"

Ahmad sighed. "The shit I went through ..I don't want my kids to ever deal with that .. and I'm scared of the thought that he or she could end up mentally fucked up like me. Cause I promise you D, somebody touch a single hair on my child .. I'm murking niggas."

"I feel you and understand .. but I feel that you are going to be a good ass father, you are very loving and caring towards those you love .. don't be scared long as you do your best to keep them safe from harm then you did your job as a parent."

Ahmad nodded, "I know, but you know every parent fear is that their kid gets mistreated without them knowing and my parents experienced that pain .. you know how I am .. I don't think I'll be able to handle it."

Derek nodded, "I understand your fears but just keep that faith that everything will be okay .. its okay to be nervous, you ain't never been a parent the shit is scary so just relax ..plus you got a good woman carrying your child .. the two of you together will be fine and until the baby arrives .. you got Marquette to use as practice like getting him ready for school stuff that Cali is already hip to but you not just in the swing of being in father mode twenty-four seven."

"You right, I'm just buggin'."

"That's normal but other than that how are you feeling?"

"I'm good forreal, been taking my meds and Cali you know been taking care of a nigga so I'm real good." He smirked.

Derek laughed. "She been taking care of you? Hm I know what that means."

Ahmad shrugged. "You already know how we get down, thats my rida right there."

"Indeed I do..good to see you guys still holding on strong especially through everything that has happened. It's not many women out here like Cali just like it ain't many men like you out here."

"I know, I've honest to God never met a woman like Cali man .. they told me when I was knocked out she never once left my side and when I woke up she was sitting right beside my bedside holding my hand and sleep. I love that girl man." Ahmad smiled.

"I plan on taking the next step with her too, fuck that boyfriend, girlfriend bullshit she my woman and soon to be wife, you only come across a rare jewel like Cali once in your life and I'm tryna make her mine forever, to death do us part literally.."

"Everyone reaches that point when they are with someone and have to sit back and ask can it get better than this? You're at that point where you see there is no woman like Cali that will love you pass all your flaws and if you guys did break up.. no girl could compete with her and vice versa .. in my eyes y'all were a match made in Heaven."

Ahmad agreed, he knew Cali came into his life for a reason and each day he spent with her he saw that reason. She helped him become the man he always wanted to be and even then she still helps build him up as much as she can.

So he was gon' give her the world cause she deserved it, anything she ever wanted he had her and same for his little man.

"How are you and your wife?"

"We straight, just left from seeing her crazy ass." He chuckled causing Ahmad to laugh as well.

"All women crazy man, especially over they niggas. And you a good nigga so I know yo wife would probably take a bullet for you." Derek closed his eyes at the mention of that  and before Ahmad could ask what was wrong a knock at the door caught their attention and they smiled once they seen Hazel and the nurse entered. Hazel walked over kissing Ahmad on the forehead then took a seat beside Derek while the nurse was checking Ahmad's mouth and feeling in the areas he was injured at to see if he felt a lot of pain.

When winced loudly she immediately began hooking up the antibiotics to his fluid package to get in his bloodstream to relieve the pain. "Within' thirty minutes or so he will be out like a light due to the medicine." She warned.

Once she left, Hazel stood up. "I got good news."

"What?" Ahmad asked feeling as if he was floating on a cloud since the medicine was kicking in.

"I got Melissa to confess the truth." She stated proudly. Sitting up the best he could, he tried to focus. "H-how?"

"I told that bitch when I saw her it was on sight so I beat her ass in the parking lot of Walmart since the bitch wanted to play ghost and she might be serving some time because they found her finger prints on a few items in your shop when it was trashed so no doubt she getting charged for that. That's what your lawyer was gon' discuss with you today so right now everything is literally back to normal and your trial should go smoothly."

Ahmad nodded feeling relieved, "Damn that's good to hear, but what about her false accusations am I off the hook of that?"

"I don't know, I hope so."

"I'll discuss that with my lawyer, but um you ain't get in trouble for that though right?" She shook her head no, "Nope,"

"Good, last thing we need is for you to get in trouble behind her."

"True, but you know I got your back .. you can be an asshole at times but I know under that hard shell of yours you're a real sweetheart."

"I'm a changed man, when I return to work shit will be different forreal." He told her and she nodded believing him.

When thirty minutes or so passed, Ahmad was knocked out like she said he would be. So Hazel and Derek both stood from their seats walking out of the room together. Entering the elevator, Hazel leaned against one side of the wall while Derek leaned on the other.

Chuckling lowly, he made her look over at him. "What's funny?"

"You. We haven't seen each other since high school and you act like you don't know anybody?"

She smiled, "I honestly didn't even think you remembered me, its been a minute but you look good and I see your doing good for yourself."

Getting off the elevator he stuff his hands in his pockets. "We were like bestfriends .. how could I forget you? Plus your eyes are so unique that anybody could spot you out but you look good yourself and yeah I'm trying.. my life is just starting to get back on track."

Hazel nodded, "I heard about your loss from your cousin Stephanie .. I'm sorry about that."

Looking over at her he nodded. "It's cool, I'm okay for the most part I guess .."

Stopping him from walking she grabbed his arm. "Are you really? I mean I know we haven't talked in forever but you know we always told each other everything no matter what it is .. and plus losing someone like your wife is a hard pill to swallow and hard to get over."

Looking away, he tapped his foot. "I'm fine trust me, but I gotta go .. see you around?"

Grabbing his hand she grabbed a pen from her purse and wrote her number on it. "Call me if you ever need anything even if its just a hug."

Giving her a hug, he pulled away then walked off and out the sliding doors. After the death of his wife four years ago, Derek had to seek thearpy to heal from it which he did mention in the first session with Ahmad he just never went into details as to why.

When he speaks about his wife he speaks in present tense because the love he had for her four yeats ago still remains the same. He's still hurt from the lost of her but he knew life had to go on, and started wanting to help people which sorta kinda made him forget about his own personal problems.

Getting inside his car, he pulled out of the hospital wiping at his eyes. He was glad he ran into Hazel, the two fell off when she went off to college all the way in Tennessee, he didn't even know she was back in town but he for sure was gon' put her number to use.

He knew she was married and wasn't going to overstep any boundaries but to have a friend just to talk too from time to time was all he needed.

        Dressed in a pair of his boxers and one of his over size t-shirts, Alisha sat in between Shaun legs as he greased her scalp while they both watched reruns of The Cosby Show, talking and laughing together.

After dropping Marquette off at the hospital she headed straight to his house to relax and rewind. Damion was stressing her out blowing her phone and email up, it got so bad she had to block him, then he popped up at her job begging for forgiveness so today was just stressful but Shaun was making it whole lot better.

"When I used to watch this as a kid, I used to always be like when I get older .. I want a daughter like Olivia, like Olivia was so aborable, and sassy and just overall like the daughter you would want." Alisha blurted out.

"That can be arranged," Shaun mumbled laughing.

"Shut up, but do you really want kids?"

Taking the comb out of his mouth, he sectioned another part of her hair then began greasing that area. "Yeah, I wouldn't mind being a father .. cause its like you reach that moment in life to where you eventually want the wife and kids and I'm at that point in my life."

Alisha nodded then turned her attention back to the tv. "Yeah that's true." She mumbled.

Alisha had been at the point in her life but she wasn't going to rush anything, she was just going to go with the flow of life and let it take its course. "You never told me what happened when you went to Damion's house .. did everything go smoothly?"

Alisha began to laugh at the thought of that night, "Oh lord, okay so I walk up to his door, knock and a woman answers the damn door. So I'm like wow okay .. here I am coming to dump you and you got a whole nother female in yo crib fucking and how I knew they had to be having sex was because her attire then his ass comes running down the stairs asking who was at the door and I qoute , he called her baby. So in my mind I'm thinking like this nigga forreal was out here gon' play me so I walk off acting as if I'm hurt when I'm really not shit soon as I left his house I came to yours but anyways back to the story so he's banging on my window, telling me to stop and to let him explain and of course I'm like what is there to explain?"

"You played this role like you were a good dude, when really you wasn't. Like at the end of the day you got caught being a dog and I thank God I chose to my follow my heart instead of following what my mama and punk ass sister wanted cause once again I would've looked like a whole fool and all morning he's been blowing my phone up asking for another chance, he popped up at our boutique tryna get me to go out with him or least set up date so we can meet up to talk and saying shit like I'm sorry I hurt you, and in my mind I'm thinking first of all you ain't hurt shit, soon as I left yo house I was riding some dick but anyways he aint need to know all that so he was just doing the damn most so I just blocked him on everything."

Shaun sat there shaking his head, "And thats the nigga yo mama thought was the one for you?" He laughed causing her to do the same. "Right, but deep down I knew it was something up with him that's why I never allowed myself to fall for him."

"You don't think he gon' be a problem right?"

She shrugged, "I don't think so, ain't nobody stuntin' Damion.."

"Alright, but anyways I'm proud of you forreal though."

Leaning her head back to look up at him, she frowned. "For what?"

"For finally standing up for yourself .. I know you wanted to make your mama happy but I personally believe she would've never been satisfied .. it would have always been something else so I'm glad you finally stood your ground and went after what you truly wanted not go after what they wanted."

Smiling, she looked back down facing towards the tv. "Anaya has been trying to amend things but I personally don't know if I should forgive her .. Anaya has always been like this and I always let it slide but to hear her repeat the things my mama said about me and for her to agree hurts deep, like I know I'm not perfect and I honestly don't want to be. I like who I am and if they can't rock with it .. they can be dismissed and I feel she's only sorry because she knows she hurt my feelings. I've watched Anaya switch up on friends and take sides but I felt we were closer especially since we're sisters but she did me the exact same way."

Shaun listened to Alisha vent letting her get her feelings and thoughts out. "I was even thinking about parting ways with the fashion thing .. fashion was something I loved doing not her, I eat, sleep, shit fashion .. everyday I'm thinking of new ideas while she runs around Marcus , like she doesn't take it as serious as I do and I feel its time .. like we'll keep the boutique but I'm branching off and launching my own ideas and works. I love Anaya but for years I've seen her snatch my joy by simply copying me and try to out shine me in everything I ever wanted to do, she did that with her friends. At first, I used to just let it slide because I never would've never guessed she'd try to compete with me.. her sister. But that day she switched up simply because I said I wanted you just showed me everything and opened my eyes to what I've been blind too for so long."

"Whatever you do, you know I'll support you if nobody else does." He told her. Leaning back she puckered her lips for a kiss. Giving her what she wanted, she smiled. "I know and same with you."

"Long as you know but now since that's over between you and that clown and you following your heart.. what's up with us?"

"Dang can I get over my break up first? I'm still hurt." She joked.

Muffing her head forward,  he stood to his feet smacking his teeth causing her to giggle like a little school girl. "Stop playin' with me girl."

Alisha blushed, "I don't know what's up with us Shaun, you tell me."

She really wanted Shaun to be the one to make it official so she could see if he was really ready for this. Because she surely was, she wanted Shaun.

Nodding his head, he pulled her up by the hands. "Well, I'm not holding back my feelings this time forreal .. I made that mistake and almost lost you to some clown ass nigga but since the powers that be blessed me with a second chance, I'ma do it right this time." Getting in the bed he leaned against the head board motioning for her to straddle his lap so he could see her face clearly.

Once she was situated, he cleared his throat grabbing both of her hands. "Over these past few months shit between us has been crazy, with all the back and forth shit but one thing that stayed solid was our bond and connection. You became like a nigga best friend and those three weeks we went without talking really did have a nigga in his feelings cause I grew accustomed to talking to you everyday. I like you, and I guess it is safe to say I love your ass and I want to be with you .. so fuck all the extra shit its just me and you, no Melvin, no Ashley, no Damion just you and me. I know our situation started off messy with me trying to get Ashley back then with you getting over Melvin and talking to Damion .. just foolishness but I'm tryna clean our mess up and do this the right way."

"I pushed you away because love and affection is something I lack in due to my dad. He raised me to depise women because of my mother, who left us .. so usually when I feel myself becoming attached to a female I do something to fuck it up, I did that with Ashley she didn't deserve that either she was a good woman to me and period .. and once I seen myself falling for you my inital reaction was to run or fuck it up but instead I tried to gradually push you away instead of flat out saying it .. I didn't realise what I had in front of me until I seen you in another man arms and it really made me realise that not every woman is my mama, or as evil as my dad believes women are. So, I'm doing something I've never done before and that's committment, I'm committing to you whole heartedly and showing you the love you have always deserved and that I deserve so my question now is will you be my baby?"

Laughing lightly she wiped her eyes, "I'm sorry but that really made me emotional."

"Get it together Lisha," Hitting his chest, she wiped the remaining tears as she focused back on him. "I'm good now," She huffed.

"Okay, but you still aint answered my question.."

"But you already know my answer."

"I want to hear you say it though."

Rolling her eyes, she groaned getting off his lip and climbing out of the bed. "I'll think about it, let me sleep on it." Taking off running out his room she held her chest with her arm to keep her titties from bouncing since she wore no bra under the shirt then screamed when she saw he was right behind her.

Pulling her back by her waist her he pinned her against the wall as they both were smiling and breathing hard as ever. "You love to play games with a nigga,"

Wrapping her arms around his neck, she jumped up wrapping her legs around his waist kissing his lips as he still had her pinned up against the wall. "I'll be your baby," She moaned out from the kisses he was leaving on her neck and down her chest.

Smirking down at her, they got lost in each other eyes .. to them it felt as if they were staring at each other for hours but it was really just seconds. "I love you," Alisha mumbled.

"I love you too baby girl."

Finally happy for once at how things were going in her life. Alisha lead her man upstairs and they made love like never before. She was finally content and proud of herself for once for going after what she believed in.

Shaun was who she wanted and she finally got him. As she laid in his arms while he slept peacefully she couldn't help but feel like this was one of the best decisions she ever made when it came to her personal life.

Now it was time for her to fully grow and live for her and nobody else. It was time for to do things solo, she just hoped Anaya would understand.

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I purposely left out the lawyer scene so you guys wouldn't know the tricks or anything they're going to pull during trial next chapter..but hope you guys enjoyed this!

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- Denise 💜