I know it's from music room. When i saw louis playing. I stare at him. He was so very lovely at that moment. I crossed my arms while I'm watching him. He was too really busy playing. He didn't notice me that i'm standing at the door and watching him. I noticed that i was smiling that moment.

~Louis playing Night changes.~
Going out tonight, changes into

something red

Her mother doesn't like that kind of dress

Everything she never had

She's showing off
Driving too fast, moon is
breaking through her hair
She said it was something that she won't forget
Having no regrets is all that she really wants

We're only getting older baby
And I've been thinking about you lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change me and you

Chasing her tonight, doubts are running 'round her head
He's waiting, hides behind his cigarette
Heart is beating loud, she doesn't want it to stop
Moving too fast, moon is lighting up her skin
She's falling, doesn't even know it yet
Having no regrets is all that she really wants

We're only getting older baby
And I've been thinking about you lately
Does it ever drive you crazy
Just how fast the night changes
Everything that you've ever dreamed of
Disappearing when you wake up
But there's nothing to be afraid of
Even when the night changes
It will never change me and you

Someone tap my arms and i turned to see. It's paul. I looked at him and he's smiling and he stand next to me and he watch louis too.

"Louis is a good man." He said

" I know he is " I smile

"He is great for you" He seriously said

I look at him " Why you are you telling me that lou is my fri-"

"Don't you love him? " He immediately asked

I look away and feel so uncomfortable. I don't have any words to say. I don't even really know.

"Don't you? " He asked again

I look at louis " If i have chance to love him " I said softly

"Don't you see it? You already have." he said.

I look at paul and smiled " Paul, Someone's gonna marry me."

He looks at me " Who? Marry? " He asked

"Someone's waiting for me. My parents wants."

"Fix marriage?!" He shocked

I hold my breath " Promise me paul, You won't tell to louis. "

"Are you serious?" He asked

"Yes, I'll coming home next next day." I said

"Wanna bout lou? " He asked

"I know, He's okay without me.I hope he could find someone right now. "

"Are you not jealous? " He asked

I smiled, " of course I am paul. I know you know what i really feel deep inside whenever louis is there."

"Why don't you tell him? "

"I shouldn't. I'm going to marry someone soon, I think it's better if he find another one."

"Won't you miss him? "

"How i can't miss someone who brought colors in my eyes."

"You totally love him? "

"I don't know paul. I hope i'm not. It's getting harder to me everyday that i'm with him and think that someday someone will take my place "

" I know that boy, I know he feels the same "

" How can you sure? "

"The way he looks at you"

Louis noticed us talking while watching him he come to us

"Hey! What are you talking about? "

Paul and I look at each other " We're talking about-"

"I'm going to ask you where did you put the cd's? "

Louis look so confused " I put there on my cabinet."

I look at paul, " Can you get it for me lou? "

"Sure. Sure. "

We went to the room while paul left on the music room, I know he's mad at me. I can't blame myself for this. I love louis.

Louis find the cd's I sat on the bed.

"Ohh, It's here." He said

I turned to him " Great! Give me"

He sat next to me and he gave me the cd's

"Ohh, This is what i'm looking for. " I said

I look at him and i saw him starring at me.

"Hey? " I wave my hand

He come closer and he kiss me. I felt my lips on his lips. And this time I feel the butterflies on my stomach

He pull away and he looks at me.

" Why you do that? "

" Feel it? "

"Feel what? " I'm confused

"We always do that, We kissed each other before and we know it's nothing for us, But this time it's different lik-"

I immediately spoke " You know louis, you're insane. You always miss kissing you should have a girlfriend" I stood up.

He's still sitting on the bed when i walk away

" I don't need to. I can kiss yo-"

I look at him " Someone. You can find someone who can kiss better than i" I walked away suddenly there's a tears on my eyes.

I put the cd's on the table and i ran away. I saw harry. It's raining. He ran to me

"Hey."

I look at him while crying " Help louis, He need the lads this days. Don't say that you saw me cried. I'll be gone. "

"Where will you go? "

" My place. Promise me harry you won't tell him anything. But he need you."

He put his hand on my head he come closer because he can't hear me.

"I will do. but yo-"

I ran away from him. When i'm already far. I walked while crying.

This is the only way to make it easy. I don't want him to hurt. This is for us. Even i love him so much. I wish someone will change all of this. It hurts.