Chapter 1
*I like to acknowledge my best friend Ashely/Littleblackstar0018 for helping me create this wonderful story.* <3
Destiny, fate, whatever you call it. Either way it's all the same. Mother always told me when a persons born they're fate is already decided. Their whole life is already planned out. So I never felt like I could control it. She told me when I meet the person I'm fated to be with to be with to never let them go. Since I was born I could see people's fate from the time they're born till the moment they die if I look into their eyes.
Mother always told me never to tell anyone what I seen and that I couldn't change it. She always told me to keep my distance from people not to let anyone get close to me so I wouldn't get hurt. She always told me I was very special. She would always lock me in my room when I was having fits. I had fits that would make me scream loudly, and cry out in pain because my back hurt so much. My back hurt because mother would cut off my wings every time they started growing. The pain was unbearable. She never let me out of the house. She always told me how much she loved me but she was acting like she doesn't. I guess it might be because she was so young when she was pregnant and she didn't have anybody to support her. She didn't even know who my father was. She had learn how to do everything on her own. The only time I got away from mother was when I went to school which is why I went to a college dorm as soon as I got out of high school. I didn't even take a break.
I was excited when I arrived with my bag. I walked to the dorm where I'd be staying. But when I walked into my room I seen a guy kissing a girl. I shook my head and put my stuff away when I got done I decided to go to bed. But when I looked to tell my roommate good night. He was in bed getting a little frisky. That's what happens when your roommates a guy. His name was Raphial. I thought drifting off to sleep. Even with all the noise. But I woke up from a nightmare drenched in cold sweat.
My classes went slow I was always the first one done. I didn't even need to study to pass all my classes. I already knew all the stuff they were teaching me. I didn't have any friends to hang out with so most of my spare time was spent cleaning up after my roommate. My roommate brought home a different girl every night. But some how it never seemed to bother me. I kept waking up in the middle of the night from nightmares drenched in cold sweat. I was up reading one night when he walked in and I noticed he was alone. He sat down on his bed.
"What they tire you out." I teased.
"No they just don't satisfy me none of them do." He said, I laughed. Till he looked into my eyes and I realized he wasn't joking. I looked down when I felt my cheeks flush. I quickly put the book down when I started trembling when I started having a fit. I dashed into the bathroom. I quickly undressed and jumped in the shower and turned the water on. I covered my mouth so he wouldn't hear me. I collapsed from the pain. Blood ran into the water as my white wings started growing back. The pain was unbearable but I couldn't scream so I just laid there till it was over. Every breath I took was excruciating. I waited patiently for the pain to disappear. Then I got up and washed the fresh blood off my wings thoroughly. Turning off the water I grabbed a towel and dried myself off. When I walked out he was sound asleep. I walked over to my dresser I let my towel fall examining myself and my wings in the mirror. When I realized he had woken up. I quickly covered myself.
"It's rude to peep you know." I said, as he got up.
"I knew you were different but I had no clue you were an angel. So why do you hide your wings?" He said, as his eyes turn bright red and he grew sharp fangs. I started trembling realizing he was a vampire. But I grasped my hand into a fist showing no fear when I grabbed the knife beside me. He tilt his head questionably. When I lifted the blade to my shoulder blade where the base of my wings is at.
"Because I hate them I always have." I said, as blood ran down my back as I started cutting through skin. He dashed over and grabbed the knife off of me.
"What on earth possessed you to do that?" He demanded, pinning me against my dresser. Putting his arms on it making sure I couldn't escape.
Then a fit started. Normally when my wings start to grow out I have several fits at once. I knew they weren't done growing yet because when their fully grown they're much bigger. I fall into him unable to stand.
"Hey you okay? What's wrong?" He asked, when I started bleeding again. His eyes started to glow. He dropped the knife. I fell when he backed away covering his face.
"Sorry. I'm weak when I smell blood." He said, when I grabbed knife and started trying to cut them again.
"No!" He yelled grabbing it off me as tears ran down my face.
"I hate it I can't stand them. I just want to be normal." I cried. He walked over and pulled me to my feet.
"Don't you dare ever do that again. They're not a curse. They're a gift. You should be proud of them." He lifted my head. I touch my arm where I had cut with a knife. My whole body was covered with markings except my face, neck, hands, and feet. Which is why I am always wearing long sleeve shirts and long pants.
"How can I be proud of something so ugly. My body is nasty. I hate it and these wings." I said and he smiled at me.
"I don't think your body's ugly at all. It's beautiful and so are your wings. I don't understand why you'd harm it." He grabbed my arm and kissed the scar on my wrist. Then kissed my cheek. My body was also covered in scars from when mother would beat me. I flinched. Then when he moved to my face. When I close my eyes and covered my face.
"I'm not going to hurt you I would never hurt you." He said as I opened my eyes and put my arms down.
"Why did you think I would hurt you?"He asked gently.
"Other than mother you are the only one that's ever touched me. Mother wasn't exactly a gentle she hated me." I said in a low voice.
"How can a mother hated her own child? How can she treat you in such a way in and not feel any guilt?" He asked questioningly.
"Because she never wanted me to begin with." I said.
"Yeah well you'll never have to go back. I'll take care of you from now on. I'll never let anyone hurt you again. I'll be with you now and forever." He said, I felt wanted for the first time. But I knew it wouldn't last it was only a fairytale and like tales they all have an ending. I would always cherish it.
Then he hugged me and I fell asleep in his arms. He never left my side. Even at school he kept me close. A lot of people seem to started to notice. I even started to hear people gossiping because I was with him. He was kind to me. But I never had the courage to kiss him. For angels love is everything. He helped me and taught me how to fight. He even taught me how to fly. It was amazing but I could only do it for a short amount of time. He always told me he loves me, but one day I came home to find him with another woman. I didn't say anything I just left. I left before he could notice I seen him. When I got outside I ran into a large, muscular, older man. I ran into him because I was crying.
"I'm guessing your Breeze." The man said offering his hand.
"Yes how did you know?" I questioned curiously, taking his hand.
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