"At times we felt lost,
But just remember that
Everything would be alright."

06/12/21

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Please ignore the mistakes.
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Third person POV

Taehyung's eyes got filled with warm tears, his slender long fingers running through his husband's hairs who sobbed on his shoulder. 

Taehyung couldn't even imagine how much his husband had gone through. Taehyung didn't even want to imagine those horrible scenes.

Of course the time healed those horrible marks, time healed him physically but what about his heart, his mind.

It was never healed, taehyung wanted to smack himself hard for never trying to open up with Jungkook. 

He thought everything was right when nothing was.

Didn't know how many times his husband might have had those nightmares, how many times his husband might have had cried himself to sleep.

Alone.

The crystal clear water slip down his bread cheek causing the blue haired male to sob painfully,

His heart hurt, his heart hurt for his husband's sufferings of which he was unknown.

Unknown for 7 years. 

But now he knew he wouldn't let those people hurt his husband, he wouldn't let them hurt his family.

Now he knew what happened in the past which made Jeongguk hate his own brother so much.

But one thing he knew, his koo, his Jungkook never did anything wrong. 

It wasn't his fault. It wasn't !

"K-koo, calm down.." Taehyung's deep voice filled the raven haired Male's ears whose hold tightened over the other.

"I-i am sorry tae, because of me you are also s-stuck here, I am sorry ! I am so s-sorry." The raven haired male cried out as he looked into those teary brown eyes, his own tears flowing down.

"S-shut the fuck up Jungkook ! I s-swear if you said one more sorry. The d-day I married you I was stuck with you for everything, I am stuck in your heart, in y-your mind, in your e-eyes, in your d-destiny, in your p-problems, i-in everything. And I swear if you dared to throw me out– I-i will kill you coco h-head.." Taehyung sniffed, glaring at his husband with his teary eyes who laughed at those cute gestures, sniffing later.

"I never will."

"You b-better."

They both sniffed, scrunching their nose up, looking into each other's eyes deep, and before they knew their lips met into a soft loving comforting kiss. 

Those lips moulded with each other, moving against each other as they both pour the love they held for each other.

Pulling away, Taehyung couldn't help but coo when saw Jungkook's lower lip wobble, bambi doe eyes leaking tears.

"You d-don't hate me ?" Jungkook asked, voice breaking, looking down, taehyung shook his head, a soft smile capturing his lips.

"It wasn't your fault koo, whatever happened years back. You weren't at fault koo, I trust you and I love you coco head." The blue haired male uttered, his voice deeply soothing, his words caused Jungkook to jerk his head up, eyes widening. 

His reaction made taehyung frown as his fingers caressed the bruised cheeks of the other,

"What happened koo, why so shocked ?"

"Y-you don't u-understand, i-it was my fault, e-everyone said its my fault, I-i know its my fault, o-only mines, I-i am sorry." The raven haired male cried out, making Taehyung's eyes shine with sadness.

"No baby, it wasn't your fault. I-i accept whatever happened was so w-wrong, y-your brother suffered a lot, I.. I accept whatever happened shouldn't have happened, but there wasn't any fault of yours." Taehyung said, his voice soft, hands caressing the other's face lovingly.

"R-really ? " The soft voice peaked, making Taehyung smile lovingly.

"B-but everyone said it was m-mine, Y-yoongi hyung al-lways said that. H-he said it– H-he always said that e-everyrhing is m-my fault."

"D-don't over-think Jungkook, everything will be fine. D-don't worry. He assured, forcing the raven haired male to lay his head down on his shoulder, as those rough hands wrapped around the blue haired Male's shoulders. 

Taehyung's slender long fingers ran through those raven hairs as he felt his eyes stinged with tears.

He wanted to cry so badly, he wanted to cry so loudly, but what about Jungkook then. 

Who would calm this bunny boy ?

The blue haired male felt his tears slipping down his eyes, his heart sinking down in his chest, the male felt his eyes getting heavy as he went to the deep slumber, the raven haired male snoring softly, head resting in his lap.

Both the male, drifting to a peaceful sleep in each other's embrace.

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The mafia sat at the bed edge, his fingers running through the sleeping kid's hairs, a soft smile capturing his lips, eyes reflecting adoration for the boy.

His hand stopped as a sudden thought hit him hard, the male took a deep breath, closing his eyes as he blinked the wetness of his eyes.

He heard the opening and the closing of the door, a male coming inside, his features hard, eyes blankly looking at the kid and the mafia.

"Take care of him, when I am gone make sure no one other than you comes near him." The mafia ordered looking from his shoulder at the male, who nodded his head, bowing at the mafia.

The male stood up, straightening his coat, giving a last glance at the kid before he left the room, leaving the kid with the unknown male.

The man took steps toward the kid, his hand slipping to the kid's puffy cheeks, a smirk curling on his lips.

"Finally, I can do what I have wanted to do for years." 

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Taehyung squirmed in his sleep, his back hurting because of his sleeping position, eyelashes blinking rapidly to clear the blurry image in front of his eyes,

But his breath hitched and eyes widened, heart filling with fear when saw the mafia's hand caressing Jungkook's hair.

Soon he realised the mafia wasn't hurting his husband, he was caressing his hairs, the male sleeping at some distance from Taehyung.

The blue haired male gulped down the lump formed in his throat, eyes opening and closing like a fish.

"J-jeongguk.." his voice came out as a mere whisper, and the mafia visibly startled with the sudden voice. 

"Don't hurt him !!" The blue haired male squeaked, looking at the mafia who's hold suddenly tightened over the raven locks.

"Pl-please don't hurt him.." Taehyung pleaded again and saw how the mafia released the raven haired Male's locks who squirmed in his sleep, turning around.

But his eyes widened when saw the mafia shifting toward him, as he cowered in the corner.

A yelp escaped his mouth when the mafia suddenly leaned toward him, face inches away.

Taehyung's arms covered his face in an attempt to save himself from any attack of the mafia.

But he flinched hard when those rough hands wrapped around his forearms lowering them, his eyes meeting with those hard orbs, which seemed to fill with guilt.

"I-i am sorry for whatever I d-did to you, t-they weren't m-my intentions, I am sorry." The mafia uttered looking down and Taehyung swore that he saw the Male's lower lip jutting out.

"I-i can't blame you after whatever h-happened years back, I-i am sorry for your loss." The blue haired male whispered, eyes scanning through the changing expressions of the other.

"You know what happened ?" The male asked, voice suddenly getting cold and deep.

"Y-yes, koo told me e-everything.." His voice was a mere whisper, heart raging in the chest.

"Wh--

"My baby, w-where is he ? Pl-please don't hurt him.." Taehyung suddenly cried out, the thought of his baby suddenly hitting him hard, there was something in his heart which told him that the mafia wouldn't hurt the child, and he sighed in relief when Jeongguk confirmed it.

"He is fine, I am not this heartless to hurt a child." 

"B-but you did---

"I am really sorry for that, I am sorry, it wasn't my intention. I-i don't know how I… I am sorry." The mafia explained as taehyung passed him a sad smile with a "It's okay.."

He wasn't bad, his fate made him..

An awkward silence filled the room, both the Male's looking here and there, that was when Taehyung's eyes fell on the sleeping Jungkook, eyes suddenly stinging with tears.

"Why are you hurting him ?" The question made the mafia frown as he looked up at the blue haired male.

"Because he deserved it, he des---

"No he doesn’t. My koo doesn't deserve anything like this." Taehyung uttered, his eyes glared at the mafia who stared back.

"You are saying this even after knowing everything, h-how blind you are--

"I am not blind, you are a fucking blind !! You know really well that my koo did nothing wrong. The decision he made was harsh, cold but it was right." The mafia's heart pounded in his chest, those chocolate brown eyes glaring at him. The clenching fist of his didn't go unnoticed by the blue haired male.

"Your wife died because of him, it wasn't Jungkook's fault---

"And my baby ? What did she do ? Why did he kill her ?" Taehyung felt the lump formed in his throat, his tears slipping down unknowingly. 

The mafia looked at the younger male, eyes bloodshot from holding back his tears, the other could see shining unshed tears in those orbs.

"W-what did I do to deserve this ? W-why, just, why did he kill her ??" The mafia cried out, Taehyung shifted toward the other. 

"Y-you didn't do anything, you are the best brother, J-jungkook told me ev-everything, he told me about you, I know he hurted you, I know he did. B-but it was right." Taehyung tried to explain watching how the elder male looked at him with his teary bambi eyes.

"Y-you blamed him for your w-wife's death---

"No !! I never blamed him for Mia's death. I never did. I kn-know it wasn't his fault, but my baby ? She died– h-he killed my baby." The elder male cried out, his tears making their way down.

"No !! Jeongguk, w-whatever happened that day was wrong b-but Jungkook's decision was right, you know this too.." Taehyung tried to explain but he frowned when the mafia bitterly chuckled, tears slipping down his face.

"You– You can't understand my pain. No one can– You were worried about your kid, about him. When I hit him you were the one to receive the pain, you were angry at me because I slapped your 5 year old kid." Jeongguk uttered, pointing at Taehyung, who froze on his spot.

Both of their hearts hammered against their limbs, his orbs filled with anger when the younger male refused to understand his pain.

No one did !

"Then think about me taehyung, just think about me. What would have happened to me when I saw my 5 months old b-baby's bloody body, from what pain I-I had gone through when I couldn't even see my wife last time, what had I gone through when my shirt was drenched with my 5 months old prin– princess's blood."

The elder male yelled, making the blue haired male flinch. Both of their tears rolled down furiously.

"N-no one u-understand this, no one understands my p-pain, No one.." The mafia sobbed, making Taehyung cry too.

"They don't understand that I am not strong, I-i am not Taehyung, I am also a human. I have fucking feeling too. M-my heart hurts too, Taehyung, It hurts. T-those people.. t-they..." Jeongguk hiccuped, pointing anywhere, eyes closed with his nose tip red from crying.

"T-they said to be s-strong, to be h-heartless but I can't. I-i freaking can't. Y-you know Taehyung, m-my wife, my love betrayed me, she fucking left me a-alone !!" The mafia yelled, wailing like a child. 

And the blue haired male couldn't help but hug this big crying baby.

"Y-yoongi told me to avenge my brother, h-he told me to hurt Jungkook but I can't. I-i can't hurt my own brother who is my e-everyrhing, how can I hurt him when I promised to protect him.!" 

The blue haired male rubbed the sobbing Male's back whose body shaked from his hard sobs, the mafia crying loudly in the younger Male's chest.

"I am not strong, I– I am not." He cried out loudly, long slender fingers running through his back.

"H-hyung…" a mere whisper was enough for both the Male's to pull away, the mafia flinched hard, wiping his tears harshly. Expressions turning hard suddenly.

The elder male stood up on his feet to leave but his leg was caught by the shaking grip of two hands, soft raven locks pressing against his leg, the begging Male's body shaking from sobs.

"P-please, forgive me, pl-please hyung-- pl-please. I-if you can't forgive m-me then kill me but p-please don't hate me, pl-please, I can't live like this. I-i can't hyung, k-kill me, f-free me, I-i beg you..." Jungkook cried out, making the mafia shed tears too.

"Pl-please, kill me.. I-i am beginning you…" Jungkook begged, his sobs increasing when his brother kneeled down beside him.

Those charcoal black big bambi eyes stared at the mafia, those puffy cheeks red with the younger Male's nose tip, eyes still pouring down the crystal clear water. 

Both the Male's look identical, same nose, same eyes, same cheeks, same emotions, same pain filled heart.

"Pl-please, free me.." The raven haired male whispered, closing his eyes, warm liquid slipping down continuously. 

But his eyes fluttered open when he was engulfed in a tight hug by his brother, who cried loudly on his shoulder. 

"I am s-sorry." 

They both cried out together, pouring their emotions through tears, it caused the blue haired male to sob who pressed his hand on his mouth.

"I-i am sorry hyung, I did w-wrong, s-so wrong." 

"I-i am sorry for hurting you, really s-sorry for hurting you.." The elder male cried out, hugging Jungkook to his chest, who clutched on his brother's shirt tightly. 

Their emotions couldn't be moulded into words, so they poured them out through tears. 

Taehyung's lips tucked into a sad smile looking at both the wailing brothers clutching onto each other tightly.

But the raven haired male gasped loudly, when the elder male pushed him back harshly causing the male to fall on the ground with a yelp.

He tried to capture the other's leg but the mafia was quick to rush out of the room, leaving the crying male who started to choke on his own tears.

Taehyung hurried toward the crying male, taking the sobbing male into his arms, as the male laid his head on his chest.

Jungkook's ears got filled with the rhythmic beat of the blue haired Male's heart, as his fingers curled against his husband's shirt.

"T-tae, h-he.. h-hyung." The male choked on his sobs before the blue haired Male's fingers ran against his fluffy hairs.

"Shh.. Shh love, e-everything will be fine." The male uttered staring at the closed doors with his teary orbs, 

Taehyung closed his eyes when a lone tear slipped down his chin, his husband sobbing on his shoulder, mere whispers leaving his lips..

"E-everyrhing will be fine, I h-hope it will."

Both the Males again curled into each other's arms, alone with the hope that;

Everything would be alright.

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This is chapter (24)

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So now Taehyung also knows the truth.

Um– trusfrated ?
Don't worry next chapter is of revelation of truth. ;)

And because I have written that chapter already, do you want a double update ?

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Guys, it might go insane, now bts has their own seprate Instagram accounts.
I wish people don't invade their privacy a lot. :(